LIFE BECAME A MESS

After all the things had happened , I became more occupied into my thoughts also with the new problem of course mediator one. I went back to sleep after so much of effort. I woke up early because I couldn't sleep. I went to the park for some fresh air, to get fresh mind too. I started walking and was watching all the old, young, and also the mini people (children's). I think maybe the god gave the children's the power to make all the people forget about their worries . I really don't know how did I forgot everything and started to play with them like I was a kid . Meanwhile John joined in our play ,we played for a while and we went back to our dorms . I don't know what has happened but today I saw something fishy about John . Because he didn't ask me anything about yesterday , and this is the first time he was like this . With this I my mind I was climbing upstairs the girls around me are gossiping again, But I thought I was already used to it . But some gossips made me to think very deep , they were so hurtful , distressing, unkind also very painful . But I tried to smile to cover my expression . but I was soo in pain that I can't hide my tears .

Su tried to console me ,but their is no use. With all these a side I went to college , to be frank to get involved in something that makes me feel better (to avoid all these nonsense). But it became worse as all the people started to talk infront of me . They made my character worse as seducing the three most handsome guys in the college, But I am not . I was trying to prove my innocence but I can't . This thing made my complete life a joke . whenever I wanted to make things clear and wanted to be invisible as a normal girls Things are making them more worse . I think God also has given up on me .

I was not paying attention to any class . As my body is present but my mind is really absent, Because as I was really can't able to get rid of my own gossips . The college forum was filled with my gossips and the comments below are the worst comments I had ever seen . If I know how to hack a college forum I will definitely make them vanish forever. But I couldn't . It's almost lunch time but I lose my appetite . I was resting in my classroom without going out . In a sudden John came to my class and asked me are you alright? I said fine with a very low voice . he said I can see that , he holded my hand and took me to a coffee shop nearby and bought my favourite coffee , but I was really not in a mood to drink it . But I sure want to appreciate his effort for trying to make me divert , but the scenario had become more worse with he holding my hand . Because someone clicked a photo of us and they uploaded it in the college forum . I really wanted to get disappear but I know I cant . I went back to my class but the same thing happened again (the gossips). The most hurtful thing is that my friends Shira, Joseph , Valentin are also gossiping bad about me . I went to the library to have some peace of mind , as I already know that I can't study now . But I think no one will gossip in a library .

As I was sitting alone thinking about all the things , to make the situation even worse Oscar came to see me in the library . What the hell mistake I do in my life ? the things are getting more worse and worse . I was already in full of stress . Oscar came to me and asked me are you okay ? I said I'm not with a very high tone and I left the place immediately . But the gossips are following me everywhere and now they even stated that I was making this situation to make John, Alvis and Oscar worry about me more . Is it a joke or what ? I went back to my room , the whole things are revolving in my brain and I feel so dizzy . meanwhile Su came to the room , after seeing her I started to cry holding her . Even she was also facing the gossips as she was my bestfriend . After a while I told Su that shall we rent a home outside far from these gossips for sure . She thought it as a great idea. But we don't have money to rent a house , I said I will take the Job as a mediator . I think the time has come to change myself ,to avoid all the gossips, to put friends a side for a while (of course the three), to make my mind rest for some time , to get involved in something that distracts me with these things , And I also decided to make things clear for John, Alvis and also Oscar about everything this weekend.

As the gossips are spreading wide and wide , I started to avoid them , Because there is no use to make it clear to all of them . Next day I took a day off and started to search for a house or a flat for Su and me . While I was searching I started to feel someone is following me . Atlast after so many hours of my walk , my energy, I found a great house. It's a two storey building. It's so cozy ,with a spacious living room with large windows with a beautiful view , there is a table which is ideal for having breakfast ,with a modern kitchen and with two bedrooms with a superb attic . The best place to live with a friend. But I was thinking about Rent , The house was so spacious which means it will cost more than I think . The house owner is so old and living downstairs . I started to talk with her . She told me that She was not able to cook or do any household things on her own and her care taker was died recently with an accident , So she was looking for the people who can take care of her and also the house . I told her not to worry about it , Because I can take care of her and rest assured . It's a great offer for me . I was so in a hurry to tell Su about this amazing matter. When I went back to dorm there was a huge crowd infront of my room ,I rushed towards my room and saw that they are all the fans of John (John Fan Club). Oh Noo !!! not again! I am already so occupied . please god , help me for one time , please god, please,please. The fans of John are scolding me with so harsh words and also tried to beat me thanks to my dance moves that I successfully escaped from that place .

As soon as Su came I told her everything and we packed all our things and vacated our room and went to our new home. We started to clean the whole house and unpacked all our things . As we are doing all our work we lost in time . Its already so dark outside so I started cooking, I started to prepare some easy dishes like veg sandwiches with some orange juice and also some porridge. I gave some to granny . We accompained with granny for some time and we chitchatted , after that we went back to sleep its so tiresome to do household work but its refreshing . Next day morning we woke up so late and I prepared morning breakfast and also afternoon lunch for granny and we placed it on the dinning table of hers and we went to the college. As soon as we reached the college We saw John waiting for us . When he see us he rushed towards us and asked us what happened? I came to know that you guys vacated the dorm ? I was so worried about you guys. I told him that we rented a house and we shifted to that place . He yelled at us that why didn't you tell me before . I told him that we were occupied with other works so we forget to tell you. Then I called Alvis and told him about our new home. He said its good to hear and also he said that I will come to visit. I said okay . John too insisted us to visit our new home . So we accepted his request too .

I went to my class , Su too her class. At lunch break I went to cafeteria there Su was already waiting for me . Soon we started to prepare a list of groceries that are necessary for today and the price list ofcourse. John and Oscar came to the cafeteria . The place become soo hot . They were searching for me , I know that but I tried to cover my face because I don't want to make another news . Oscar found me and came to me and yelled at me that you are not treating me as your friend ? I was like what? me ? he said yes you , Because you didn't invite me to your new home . I was like how did you know about it? He said John told me , I looked at John with a fierce look . He told me that when I went to buy a gift for your new home party I accidently saw oscar and told him about this . I was like what? Party? I didn't say that I am gonna throw a party for this .

The whole college again started to gossip about me also about the party . But none are invited though . As soon As the college was over Su and I went to the nearby super market to buy the groceries . We finished our shopping and went back to our home and we chatted with granny for a while and started cooking . Su helped me with cleaning veggies and also cutting them . As she don't now how to cook . I started cooking ,I prepared so many dishes the veg ones and also the non- veg ones. And atlast I preapred some sweets of Indian style and also some desserts . After that we cleaned the kitchen and ourselves to. And we prepared the dining for the guests . We gave the food for granny and gave company to her while she was eating .

Soon Alvis came to our place and he too accompained with granny . we chated for a while and we took him to our stairs and I called John and oscar . They too arrived in a short gap .Even They bought some wonderful gifts for us . we Chatted for a while and started our dinner . They didn't think that I can cook delicious food . They were so in shock and we finished all the food I prepared and the deserts too . Alvis asked me that should I come to pick you up tomorrow ? I forgot that tomorrow is the weekend. John and Oscar told us that then we will stay here tonight so that we all can go visit Alvis place togather and also we can have a good time togather. I was like what ? here ? with you guys ! in our place! What on earth are they thinking ! I cant accept this ! how could I ! But on the other hand Su already accepted their request . I looked at her very fiercely , she told me that Its already to late for them to go back so its better for them to stay as we both can share my room . And they will share yours as yours is bigger than mine . So without my intention I aapproved .

LIFE ISN'T LIKE A BOOK . LIFE ISN'T LOGICAL OR SENSIBLE OR ORDERLY. LIFE IS A MESS MOST OF THE TIME. AND THEOLOGY MUST BE LIVED IN THE MIDST OF THAT MESS.

CHARLES CALEB COLTON

Dove:- I wish there will be no weekend

John,Alvis & Oscar:- We are waiting for tomorrow.

Su:- I wish all the worries comes to an end

What you guys think about their wishes . Will they become true .

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