Was I Jealous Over Him

Yasurouka's POV

Lately, I have been really restless every time I think about Saishi. And after what he did that day, I can't shake his thought of my mind. Why is he like that!?

He tried to fucking kiss me!? What the heck? Our lips were so close. I don't know what would have happened if the bell didn't ring at that moment. Would he have gone for the kiss?

But I didn't do anything. I couldn't move myself away from him. Somehow, the way he was looking at me made me feel like I was sinking in the dark voids inside his eyes. That's why I closed my eyes and tried to look away from him.

He makes me feel really weird sometimes but again he is the only one who makes me feel comfortable lately. He has been by my side and has been listening to my crap, even though I know he hates talking unnecessarily with others.