Chapter 10: Mental Health*

Okamis white lashes fluttered open with a harsh groan

"Were am- "

"Okami your awake! I was worried about you what happened?" Looking to her left Okami found Lilith seated in a wooden chair beside her

However Okamis mind was still muddled and foggy so when Lilith stood up and came closer in order to inspect her condition, her body moved on it's own and pulled the girl down beside herand onto the wooden bed she currently found herself in

"Okami wai- " Lilith sentence was cut off by a short and low moan as Okamis hand travelled up the simple cotton shirt she had been wearing

Okamis hands felt ice cold as they traveled up her lean body and arrived at her peaks gently caressing them

"Stop what are you doing!" Lilith hissed trying to push the girl away, 'Is this girl okay in the head?! How could she do something like this right after previous events'

Lilith tried to push Okami away but found herself unable as a singular arm wrapped her waist locking her in place

Sadness filled Okamis half open gaze as her eyes fell upon Liliths

"Dont leave... Please" Lilith hesitated before giving in with a sigh as lifted her hand and cupped the girls face

"Then dont blame me later.. " And with that the awkwardness Lilith felt inside melted away as she pressed her soft peach colored lips against Okamis

"I want it.. " She whispered, while she did speak the truth Okami was still in the middle of an internal conflict with the subject of course being Lyn, she didnt want to abandon her love for her but at the same time she couldn't stop herself from being attracted to this strange woman she met right after she awoke for the first time

Lilith smiled other then her outburst from earlier this was the first time she could make out any distinctive emotion on Okamis face since the fight with her father, while her expressions did change as normal it seemed blank and hollow as if the person infront of her were just a machine

However as happy as she was at this very moment she didnt like the idea of being used as a toy and then thrown aside so she made sure Okami understood her intentions

"Okami.. If we do this theres no going back, I dont plan on being used as some kind of stress relief" Okami pressed her lips together, she was indeed developing feelings for Lilith and would surely treat her as such, but was ready for something like this again.. it felt to fast but at the same time she wanted nothing more then just to be held and loved again

"I- I understand" She hesitated for a second however Lilith didn't seem to mind she knew Okami must have been going through alot especially after what happened after the river

"Then I am yours to take Okami.. " Even though she said this Lilith was the one who took the lead by straddling her lap before leaning forward

After placing several small kisses along Okamis exposed collar bone Lilith suddenly stopped as she sat up straight

"However now isnt the time for that.. There are things to discuss first" She said with a serious tone, Okami was feeling a bit frustrated but the sudden pause but didnt voice the opinion as she continued to listen to her words

"To begin who is Lyn? You kept mentioning her while you slept"

Okami felt a knot form in her stomach while she quickly turned her head away, not wanting to bring her up

"You dont have to talk about it if you dont want to but I think it would help your mental health if you opened up to me.. even if its something small"

"I cant.. I mean-I just" Okami aat there tounge tied for a moment as she tried to force the words past her throat

"Somone special to me.. she was my first everything.. first person I had ever talked to, first friend I ever made, my first love.. the first person I ever mourned" Hurt and depression laced every word, Okami hated feeling vulnerable the most yet as of late she simply couldn't keep her emotions in check anymore she bottled everything up for too long and had finally reached her breaking point

"There was another girl we met along the way.. her name was Sarah, she was just as sweet and kind as Lyn and would always check up on me whenever I seemed off, she was my dearest friend and one of the only two pillars of support I had in this world... before I met the two of them I was nothing.. just a hollow machine walking endlessly I remember wanting nothing more then to feel something, to feel alive.. but after I finally got my wish they were taken away from me I such a. brutal manner"

Lilith listened intently as she layed her head beside Okamis, "And after that?"

"Torture.. the world seemed to think taking them away from me once wasn't enough.. after there deaths I ended up committing suicide, but instead of the eternal peace I was promised I woke up again, again, and again.. each time I awoke I found myself in a different part of my memory, however no matter what I did everything always ended the same way with only slight differences on rare occasions"

"Each time I would attempt to avoid there death something always was there to put us back on the proper path... 712 deaths I dead and revived 712 times before I finally managed to break the cycle"

"Did you manage to save them?"

"No. They still died in the end no matter what I did, no matter how hard I fought i couldn't keep them alive they died while I was distracted I only noticed after the fight what had happened... if only I paid more attention"

Lilith grinned and planted quick kiss on Okamis cheek, "You might see it as you failed them, but I'm sure they know you tried your best and even if you were more vigilant theres no guarantee you would have been able to do anything to prevent there deaths"

"I dont think you should beat yourself so much, anyway I think that's enough for now.. are you hungry?" Okami smiled wryly as she watched Lilith sit up with her legs hanging off the edge of the bed

"Yes, but I dont want regular food... "

"Hm? You really enjoy blood.. though its not a bad thing. Here I collected some while you slept it should still be fr-"

"No. I dont want animal blood." Okami smiled as she suddenly hugged Lilith from behind

Lilith blushed profusely as she looked down at the floor, she knew exactly what Okami wanted but still played ignorant as she peered down at the wooden floor

"Z- zero-one and Inu are currently staying in a separate room.. I can go get one of then if youd like"

Okami stayed silent this time as she buried her head into Liliths neck while placing a few small nibbles her and there

She moaned out Okamis name as she held her head in place, "Careful my blood has special properties.."

"En." Okami grunted softly acknowledging her words as she used her tounge to mark out the area she would bite into

Lilith winced slightly as she felt Okami bite down into her throat, unlike Lilith however her bite didnt contain any venom to suppress pain however had the next best thing

Using her blood-manipulation Okami directed a strong blood-flow into the tip of her index finger before pushing it through her skin without causing any damage to her finger

As the stead stream of blood oozed from her finger Okami could feel Liliths body tense up just from the smell alone while she continued to happily sucked up the divine liquid flowing over her tounge

"Okami~ I want to taste you aswell"The vampire whined with a slight pout, Okami being the doting woman she is obliged by slipping the blood covered finger into past her moist lips and into the warm space of her mouth

Lilith soon felt her body began to heat up as she eagerly began sucking Okamis index finger as if she was a newborn

Okami finally came up for air as she removed her four blade like teeth from Liliths neck witch respectively each left there own puncture marks that continued to bleed after Okami had released her throat

"Does it taste that good?" Okami asked coyly asked as she pressed her finger against Liliths salva coated tounge

Liliths face was flushed scarlett and filled with ecstasy as she pressed her legs together

"Your like a child desperate for there mothers milk" Okami teased increasing the flow of blood, she had a ridiculous amount of Hp so she wasn't necessarily concerned with blood loss

Liliths became filled with embarrassment and pleasure as the aphrodisiac effect of Okamis blood became more potent by the second

Liliths body burned hotter with every touch, Okami grinned devilishly as she suddenly cut off the stream of blood causing Lilith to whimper in disappointment

"What is it? Could it be you wanted more? But I've already given you so much" Okami giggled at the girls hopeless reaction

'Hm, her reactions are just like Lyns..' Okami felt guilty thinking about another woman during there intimate moment but she couldn't help it the two were just too similar 'Hm.. maybe I should try..'

Okami brought her lips up to the tip of Liliths ear as she unbuttoned Liliths leather pants and slipped her hand inside and immediately began teasing her sensitive petals and she bit lightly into her ear

Lilith gasped harshly as her body shook, "N- no.. please" Liliths soft thighs naturally spread themselves apart as a single finger found it's way inside inside of her soaked walls

With Okamis blood still affecting her, this small action was more then enough to send her over the edge with loud moan that reverberated throughout the room

Okami pumped her finger in and out a few times before removing her hand that was covered in Liliths lewd liquids

"No fair.. " Lilith muttered once she finally caught her breath

"What is?"

"I only wanted you to vent.. I didnt expect.. well any of that especially after everything you've told me"

Okami put up her warmest smile and comforted Lilith as she kissed the space near her next to her eye

"Dont worry about it.. I'm fine" Of course this was a complete lie, as even now her mind was racing with hundreds of different thoughts and questions, moreover she was still worried she was going to loose herself at any moment

Lilith looked back with a doubtful look but gave in with a sigh, "No need to lie.. but I won't pry further for now"

"Okay darling, but I promise you I'm alright"

"Whatever you say"