Chapter fourteen

Eric's pov....

How did I get myself into such a mess ... Why couldn't I notice the difference between Tracy and Emily when my eyes is closed...

I never dreamt I could face such dilemma in my life, it's shouldn't be now if that was so... I can't lose Emily now because I love her with all my heart like never before...

How do I convince her to understand this situation.. I have said everything that needs to be said but she is not willing to understand me.. I can't give up on her either because I don't think I can ever live without her...I had hopes and plans for the both of us and I'm not in a state of taking her away from the picture...

I can see how the love in her eyes has now turned into hatred...I understand her point though,who wouldn't get angry for seeing something like this...

I would have been more angry than she is right now....

Please Emily ,I had been scared my whole life to fall in love with someone but I guess that fear had been replaced with security from you because I trust you could not hurt my heart....

I didn't know when and how I started shedding tears,....

I didn't realize it earlier because I was so much into Emily,...The shook on her face made me come back to my senses ..... That was when I knew I was truly crying,...

Crying is something I don't recall I did since I became a teenager because I care less about people not liking me or ignoring me but today is different,I'm truly crying...

Emily's knees felt weak seeing me in a state like that....I guess she had never once thought she could witness me shedding tears ...

Emily's pov..

I felt sorry for him, he loves me so much that he really shed tears because of our break up... He made me remember the saying adage "A man who ever shed's tears for losing you is a gem who truly loves you and should be kept no matter what because no man can ever love you like he did....

I can't bare to see him this way.... I also felt the urge to cry too at this moment....

I finally gave up and helped him to stand on his feet... We both cried uncontrollably as we hugged each other so tight....

I love you Emily, were the words I heard from his lips into my ears as he continued whispering it... This made me tighten my on hold on him as we hugged....

I love you too Eric, the word I have been wanting to say came out from my mouth...