My life after being given a second chance.

In a slum housing, on the street, there is a man who has the appearance of a gangster whose arms have tattoos and his face is full of wounds.

He has a body covered in blood, even though the blood that comes out of his body is dragged by the rain that is falling in that place.

The man looked up at the sky with a blurry vision while thinking about his life so far and even sheds tears at the memory.

'Fuck'

The man thought.

...

Let's introduce myself first, I am a Hakami Tsukasa, a person who serves the Yakuza who are already old, even though the person I serve is a monster who doesn't have a heart.

He was the cause of my father's death which I was also shocked recently, and now I'm in his room and preparing a very sharp knife because I have sharpened it so it's easy to tear the skin.

'Oyabun'

I thought when I saw the figure of a very old man whose skin was wrinkled and his face was ugly.

The male figure I've served all this time is the one who destroyed my little family...if it weren't for that my life might not be as messy as it is now.

I raised my hand above his chest to be exact at the heart and with all my strength I stabbed him as soon as he woke up and slowly looked at me with an uncomfortable face and blood dripping from his mouth.

"You!"

Only one word came out of this monster's mouth and finally the light in his eyes faded and his hands fell limp.

"Rest in peace"

I said softly when I saw the old man had become a corpse.

When I was about to leave this place, I found a special hidden room for this old man to escape if anything happened to the mansion.

But unfortunately, I was caught by one of the servants who was bringing medicine for this old man and as a result, the woman screamed and finally quickly the subordinates of this old man entered the room with all kinds of weapons ranging from katanas, knives, to pistols and other firearms.

"Tsukasa! what did you do to Oyabun!"

One of the men from this old man's pack of underlings, the appearance of a middle-aged man had quite a gruesome scar on his face which made this person extremely frightening.

"Akira...I'm just repaying what he gave me"

I said while looking coldly at Akira who was also a colleague.

"YOU ARE OF INSANE! EVERYONE DRAG HIM!"

Akira exploded in anger and told everyone there to catch me of course I'm not stupid to face everyone so the only option is to escape through a secret path.

But it's not easy, when you enter it seems that several people are already guarding this fairly wide hallway.

'That old man is very careful!'

I thought while dodging the raw blows of three people at the same time, the old man realized that the secret passage would also backfire on him if the enemy found out so he set up a guard to watch over the path and his enemy used it as his advantage to kill him in his room.

Akira got angrier and changed his order to kill him, and everyone who was carrying all kinds of weapons started using them on me.

I took cover behind a wall to avoid the incoming barrage of fire and looked for an opportunity to advance if the enemy's bullets ran out.

And when the opportunity came, I quickly ran towards the man who was close to where I took his knife and threw it at the others who were reloading their guns.

The knife hit his head right, after that, I pulled his clothes and locked his movement of the man into my flesh shield as I slid into another barrage of bullets.

I continued to fight in that place for ten minutes and finally, an opportunity came where I got a hand grenade from one of my enemies and threw it at a bunch of enemies that came.

Seeing the grenade, the enemy panicked instantly but for me, it was an opportunity because I was able to escape from the place without being chased by the enemy. After all, after the grenade exploded there was a chain reaction going on in the passage where the ceiling of the passage fell blocking my path.

But even so, I was also hit by their bullets and knife slashes as well. Right beside my heart, a knife stab was visible, the wound was caused by Akira.

My back has also been hit by a bullet several times. I was lucky that the bullet didn't go straight through my body and was still attached to my muscle fibers.

And here I am dying in this slum.

"Father, Mother forgive me for being stupid"

I said weakly, in the rain I slowly closed my eyes.

///XXXXX ///

[What a poor soul]

A voice sounded as I felt the endless darkness, surprised that I answered the voice.

"Who!"

I said quite loud, I'm also not sure my voice is heard because I also don't have a body anymore.

[Me?... forgive me for being rude, introduce I am one of the Seraphim rank Angels who serve the almighty god. Michael]

The voice answered me by introducing himself directly, and he called himself an angel?.

So I see, I'm dead.

[That's right... O poor soul because of our father's kindness you were given two choices]

The voice said in a soft voice.

"Two choices?"

[Yes, firstly you are allowed to enter heaven and secondly, you are given two chances to live again]

The voice said explaining the two options, I then thought for a moment.

Why was I forgiven, I realized that I wasn't good enough and was always under orders by monsters with human skin.

I've killed too many innocent people with my hands, I've also tortured them before they meet their end, because under orders I can't argue let alone it's a direct order from the old man.

[Perhaps what you think is true, poor soul... The life you live is nothing but a test for you... our father mercifully forgives your actions because you are not under your own will... I know that you very have mercy on those whom you killed on the orders of your former master…Our father forgave you and even gave you two options that did not harm you]

I'm a little touched but I'm a person who disobeys God even on some occasions I've thought that God doesn't exist.

[Now Choose as you wish]

My soul trembles a little, someone understands me but I am too greedy to come to heaven with my very dirty soul.

"If I'm given another chance...can my memory of all these lives not be erased?... I won't forget about this and to penetrate myself who has sinned so much"

I said with a guilty tone, I'm very aware I don't deserve to be in heaven and I also want it so to penetrate myself I choose the second option.

[Well...Our father will grant it...O poor soul may you continue to be blessed]

The endless darkness just now became filled with dazzling light.