I WAS LOST
Omotolani's mind raced, torn between the potential salvation of the money and the guilt that threatened to consume her. She closed her eyes, trying to silence the voices in her head, the competing desires that tugged at her like a tug-of-war.And then, as if in a dream, she heard a voice. A whisper, barely audible, but familiar and comforting. It was the voice of her father, her true father, the man she had never known.
"Omotolani," the voice whispered. "Remember who you are. Remember what is right."Omotolani opened her eyes, her breath catching in her throat. It was as if her father was speaking to her, guiding her towards the path she needed to take.With shaking hands, she put the money back into the purse and made her way towards the nearest police station. She knew that returning the money would not undo the hurt she had caused, but it was a start, a way to move forward.
As Omotolani entered the police station, a wave of anxiety washed over her. She knew that she was taking a risk, that the police might not believe her, might even think that she was the thief. But she also knew that she couldn't live with herself if she kept the money, if she let the darkness of her past consume her.She approached the front desk, her heart pounding like a drum. "Excuse me," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I... I found this purse."The officer behind the desk looked up, his face impassive.
"And where did you find this purse?" the officer asked, his voice cold and detached.Omotolani swallowed hard, her throat dry with fear. "I found it in the market," she said. "I didn't steal it, I swear."The officer narrowed his eyes, his gaze piercing through her. "And why didn't you just return it to the person who lost it?"Omotolani hesitated, her mind racing. "I... I didn't know who it belonged to. I just knew that I had to do the right thing."
The officer stared at her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then, he sighed and motioned for her to follow him. "Come with me," he said.Omotolani followed the officer into a small room, her heart in her throat. She sat down on a hard, plastic chair, her fingers twisting together in her lap.The officer turned to face her, his eyes softening slightly. "Look, I believe you," he said. "But we still need to find out who this purse belongs to."
The officer narrowed his eyes, his face hardening. "I don't need you anymore," he said, snatching the purse from Omotolani's trembling hands. "Get out of here."Omotolani stared at him, her mind reeling. She had tried to do the right thing, to turn over the purse to the authorities, only to have it snatched away by the very people she had trusted.
Omotolani stumbled out of the police station, her body shaking with rage and despair. She couldn't believe that she had been so naive, so foolish as to trust the police.She wandered through the streets of Lagos, the crowds and noise overwhelming her senses. Everywhere she looked, she saw reminders of her past, of the darkness and corruption that had shaped her life.And then, she saw a sign for a bus station. An idea began to form in her mind, a desperate plan that might give her the escape she so desperately needed.
With a newfound sense of purpose, Omotolani made her way to the bus station, the decision to seek out her paternal grandparents solidifying in her mind. She bought a ticket for a bus heading to the small town where they lived, her heart racing with a mixture of excitement and trepidation.As the bus rolled along the dusty Nigerian roads, Omotolani found herself lost in thought, envisioning the moment when she would finally come face to face with the family she had been denied for so long. Would they accept her? Would they understand what she had been through?
As the bus rumbled along, Omotolani became increasingly aware of her appearance. The long journey had left her looking disheveled, her clothes wrinkled and stained, her hair a wild mess of knots and tangles. She knew that she must look like a vagrant, a far cry from the polished and put-together image she had always strived for.But despite her concerns, there was a sense of liberation in her appearance, a feeling that she was finally shedding the façade of perfection that had been foisted upon her for so long.
As the bus pulled into the small town, Omotolani's heart leapt into her throat. She stepped off the bus and onto the dusty street, the midday sun beating down on her. With a few shaky steps, she began to walk, following the directions she had managed to memorize on her journey.The town was small, but alive with energy. People chatted and laughed in the markets, the sound of hawkers calling out their wares punctuating the air. Omotolani found herself immersed in this new world, her mind a blur of sights and sounds.
It didn't take long for Omotolani to find the home of her grandparents. It was a small, single-story building, with a thatched roof and a worn sign that proclaimed it as the home of Chief and Iya Ogunleye. Her heart racing, she knocked on the door, her hands trembling.A few moments passed, and then the door opened, revealing an elderly man with a shock of white hair and kind, twinkling eyes. "Yes?" he asked, his voice lilting and curious.
"I'm sorry," Omotolani stammered, her eyes swimming with tears. "I know it's been three years. But I'm Omotolani Ogunleye, your granddaughter. Please, I need your help."The old man's eyes widened, his mouth falling open in shock. "Omotolani?" he whispered, his voice barely a breath. "Our Omotolani? We thought you were lost to us."Omotolani nodded, the tears streaming down her face. "I was," she said, her voice breaking.