Part 10 - The Phylosophy of Man

Since when did happiness and sadness coexist? He said that's always what the advisors, wise men, motivators, or whatever his name is.

However, before they coexist, shouldn't they be found to coexist? Looking for or finding? Although the two cannot be separated. Continuing to search and believe that you will be found are two things that perhaps best represent Alvin's thoughts.

He tries to find the best solution for the problems that hit him now. Including what about the continuation of his studies, his future career, the campus organization which is like a second family to him.

It was a question that seemed to be flooding his mind now. "What am I going to do when I get back?" "What will I say when I see you again, Elsa?" "Are you still like Elsa who always has pleasing eyes and good ears or will you just ignore it like a few days after our meeting?" "What weather will bring us together again?"

Happiness and fear just flowed from his eyes. But wrapped it up immediately. Maybe find only a short word about the clause. Yes, like a complete sentence. There is a main clause and a subordinate clause.

Everything that we think is miraculous, impossible, feels so amazing is only part of the human expression of His destiny. If we believe, things as small as a falling leaf are His power, a drop of water that falls from the cloud is part of His power, even the various times and weather that seem to just bring together Alvin and Elsa.

So, what is the essence of finding it? Is to follow the main sentence called belief. Convinced of all the decisions that exist, is the best for us.

"Found you?"

"Yes, I will always find you in a long silence. Be beautiful and caring. Cool and cool." Alvin said.

"I will always miss you, Elsa. I miss you." The rumbling in his chest seemed to just overflow.

***

There is no certainty in this world. The only certainty is certainty itself. He always believed that. The fragrance of the night is getting closer.

There are no dead stars. There is no hope without you. While convinced, happy and sad only the weather of the heart can change a mile away.

The glass window that accompanied his eyes seemed to be noisy again pouring out the roar that Alvin felt.

"Found you?"

"Yes, I will always find you in a long silence. Be beautiful and caring. Cool and cool."

"I will always miss you, Elsa. I miss you." The rumbling in his chest seemed to just overflow.

"Shake my fingers. Give me that beautiful voice. Ears that are always pleased to hear. Eyes that are pleasing to the eye. Soft and always cool. Or do you want me to scream as loud as I can? Ask you to understand? No, do you?"

"I will look for you. But let fate find you. Bring us together."

***

"Alvin! Where exactly are you? Why weren't you here yesterday, huh?"

"This is how an activist man who is said to be idealistic takes care of his love? That's the only meaning of your love for Elsa, huh?!" A series of messages landed on Alvin's cell phone.

Yes, the message was from Nia. Elsa's best friend. He cares about Elsa. Care about Alvin. He participates in caring for their love. Although complicated, so one word is enough to describe their story.

How is that possible, an activist who is known to be idealistic? However, he is also known for his love affairs always not smooth, will he just let his story from Elsa just like that?

"You know Alvin. Elsa used to be like you. Don't ever hurt her like this. Come here quickly! Meet her!" Continue the message.

"I will be there," Alvin replied but deleted it. He was unable to send that reply. Clear grains fell from the sky in an instant. The rain accompanied the sadness and the wounds.

"How long is my suffering? But I must endure! Yes, I must endure!" Alvin muttered.

"Do you still work at that cake shop?" Elsa's mother asked in her daughter's soft voice.

"Yes, ma'am. Elsa still works there."

"How long do you want? You don't want to continue your studies?"

"Mom? Elsa wants to be close to Mom. Don't talk about that again, okay. I'm sorry Elsa."

"No mother has the heart to let her child be sad and in trouble. Mother feels ashamed."

"Elsa is not sad, Mom. Nor is it difficult. Elsa is doing this with pleasure, Mom. For Mom, don't be sad even without Dad."

Moments later, her mother's eyes seemed to read the walls of her room. Collect questions. Then, the question was born again.

"Son, are you still friends with Alvin? How are you now? I haven't seen him in a long time."

"Thank God."

"Thank God. Why do you rarely talk? I see that you also never go out with Alvin again."

"Alvin. Has moved with his family, Mom. He continued his studies there. It wasn't long before Nuke died, Mom."

"Then, have you found it? How do you know how it's been?"

 "No, ma'am. Elsa also knows from Nia." Elsa said it with a slight bow. As if wiping what was trying to fall from his eyes.

"Do you still keep in touch on the phone?"

Elsa shook her head.

"Letter?"

Elsa shook her head again.

"Why? He's a close friend of yours. Don't you missed him?"

"Elsa misses Mom. Well, now I'm going to eat first, okay. Elsa feed me." Elsa stepped out. A few moments later brought food and drink for his mother.

"While the person you love is still in this world. And he or she still sincerely loves you. Shine. Embrace all the sadness and hardship. There is no saddest sadness when you see the person we love leave us with a love that never breaks."

"Mom..."

"Men are like walkers. Sometimes, you are enough to be the sky who hears all his stories. As far as a walker goes, he will surely return to the heart that calms him."

Elsa could not bear to keep her longing. She hugged his mother. While wiping her tears.

"Patience. He'll be back."