webnovel

Kuro no Kokoro, Shiro no Seishin

Content Warning: This story contains graphic depictions of violence, intense emotional struggles, and mature themes. It explores complex character conflicts, dark fantasy elements, and supernatural themes. Reader discretion is advised. In a world where emotions shape reality, Yūgensekai is split between realms of light and darkness. Each place reflects the inner battles of its people-where fear can give birth to monsters, and hidden desires can tear lives apart. Kuru Aoshima is a young woman trying to find her place in this fractured world. With a past full of loss and mystery, she's on a journey not only to uncover the truth about the world around her but also about herself. She's haunted by her own doubts and struggles, torn between the darkness within her and her search for clarity. In a world where your feelings can turn into powerful, dangerous forces, keeping control isn't just a matter of survival-it's about holding on to who you are. Facing powerful enemies like Raikou Saito, the ruthless leader of a syndicate that trades in suffering, and Serena Akihara, a leader torn by her own inner conflicts, Kuru's journey is full of heartbreak, violence, and moments that test her spirit. As she fights for answers, she is constantly on edge, pushed to the limit, both physically and emotionally. Bloodied and broken, she refuses to give up. But in a place like Yūgensekai, where darkness and light are always at war, how much of yourself can you lose before you're gone forever?

Dodi060 · ファンタジー
レビュー数が足りません
12 Chs

Chapter 3: Shadows Between Us

The path through Kagekuni seemed endless, the landscape shifting from jagged cliffs to skeletal trees, each one cloaked in the thick, ever-present fog. The air held a bitter chill, the kind that settled in your bones and refused to leave. Kuru Aoshima walked ahead, her cloak pulled tight against the cold, though it did little to keep the feeling of the land's weight from pressing on her shoulders.

Behind her, Ami Nishida's footsteps were quieter, careful as if she didn't want to disturb the silence that had grown between them. The fog muffled everything, even the wind that usually howled through Kagekuni's desolate terrain. It was as though the world around them was holding its breath, waiting for something to happen.

Ami studied Kuru's back, noting the tension in her posture. Kuru had always been a bit distant, a lone wolf, but lately, there was something more-something darker, and Ami could feel it in every word Kuru didn't say. She opened her mouth to speak, but then closed it, unsure if Kuru even wanted to hear her voice.

The quiet between them felt heavier today, and Ami found herself longing for the days when their conversations had come easier, when Kuru wasn't so lost in her own thoughts.

After a few more steps, Ami decided to break the silence. "Kuru," she called softly, her voice almost lost in the mist. Kuru didn't respond right away, but Ami continued, her tone light despite the atmosphere. "Do you think we'll ever see the sun in this place? Or is it just going to be fog and shadows forever?"

Kuru paused, her footsteps halting on the rocky path. She didn't turn to face Ami, but her voice came out, low and quiet. "The sun doesn't belong in Kagekuni."

Ami blinked at the answer. She had expected something simple, maybe even a sarcastic remark, but there was a weight in Kuru's words that caught her off guard. "What do you mean?"

Kuru glanced back, her eyes catching the pale light that filtered through the fog. "This place..." She trailed off, searching for the right words. "It changes people. And once you've been here long enough, the sun feels... out of reach."

Ami frowned, stepping closer. "Kuru, you're not saying-"

"I don't know what I'm saying," Kuru interrupted, her voice sharper than she intended. She sighed, closing her eyes briefly. "It's just... sometimes, it feels like this place is all there is. And that everything outside of it is a dream."

Ami's heart tightened at Kuru's words. The way she spoke, it was as though she was already half-gone, her mind trapped somewhere deeper in the fog than her body. Ami wanted to reach out, to offer something-anything-but she knew Kuru wasn't the type to accept comfort easily.

Instead, Ami smiled, a small, soft smile that she hoped would reach Kuru through the fog. "Well, you're not alone in this place, Kuru. I'm here too."

For a moment, Kuru said nothing. She looked at Ami, her expression unreadable. There was a flicker of something in her eyes-gratitude, maybe? But just as quickly as it appeared, it was gone, replaced by the familiar guardedness.

"I know," Kuru said, but there was an edge to her voice that made the words feel hollow.

They continued walking, the silence between them growing heavier with each step. The mist around them seemed to thicken, curling around their legs, swallowing the landscape ahead. It was as though the world itself was shrinking, pulling them deeper into the shadows. Kuru's thoughts swirled with the fog, tangled and dark.

Ami kept her gaze on the ground, her thoughts drifting. She knew Kuru was struggling with something, something she wasn't ready to talk about yet. But how long could she wait? How long before Kuru shut her out completely? Ami's chest tightened at the thought, but she forced herself to stay calm, to stay steady. Kuru needed her to be strong, even if she didn't realize it.

As they walked, the path became less distinct, the rocks giving way to crumbled ruins. An old village lay ahead, its broken homes half-buried in mist. The place looked abandoned, though it was hard to tell in the thick fog. Kuru stopped in front of one of the dilapidated buildings, her eyes narrowing as she studied the wreckage.

"Have you been here before?" Ami asked, coming to stand beside her.

Kuru shook her head slowly. "No. But it feels familiar."

Ami glanced at her, noticing the way Kuru's shoulders had tensed again, her hand resting unconsciously on the hilt of her dagger. "Do you think we should keep moving?" Ami asked, though part of her was curious about the village, wondering what stories its ruins might hold.

Kuru didn't answer immediately. Her gaze swept over the decaying buildings, the vines that had overtaken what had once been homes. She could feel it again-that whisper of darkness. The same sensation she'd felt back at the cliff, when the creature had emerged from the shadows. But it wasn't as strong here, just a lingering trace of what had once been.

"Let's check inside," Kuru said at last, her voice low. "We might find something."

They made their way toward the nearest structure, a small, crumbling house that looked like it had been abandoned for years. The door hung loosely on its hinges, creaking as Kuru pushed it open. Inside, the air was thick with dust, the floor covered in debris. Broken furniture lay scattered, forgotten by time.

Kuru moved through the house with practiced caution, her eyes scanning the shadows for any sign of danger. Ami followed closely behind, her curiosity piqued despite the eerie atmosphere. "It's strange, isn't it?" Ami said, her voice hushed. "How a place can just be left like this, as if everyone vanished overnight."

Kuru didn't respond right away. She knelt beside an old table, her fingers brushing over something-a small, carved figure, half-buried in the dirt. She picked it up, turning it over in her hands. The figure was worn, its details faded, but it looked like a child's toy.

For a moment, Kuru's expression softened. She stared at the figure, a flicker of something-nostalgia, perhaps-passing over her face. But just as quickly, her features hardened again, and she set the toy back down without a word.

Ami watched her, sensing the shift in Kuru's mood. "You okay?" she asked gently.

Kuru stood up, brushing the dirt from her hands. "I'm fine," she said, her voice curt.

Ami didn't press the issue. She knew better by now. Instead, she looked around the room, her eyes catching on a small window at the back of the house. Through the fog, she could just make out the outline of a tree, its twisted branches swaying in the wind. The sight sent a chill down her spine, though she couldn't explain why.

"Kuru," Ami said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "We should go."

Kuru glanced at her, then nodded. Without another word, they left the house, stepping back into the fog-covered village. The air outside felt colder than before, the silence even more oppressive.

As they made their way back to the path, Ami cast one last look at the abandoned village. Something about it lingered in her mind, like an unfinished thought, a whisper at the edge of hearing. But she pushed it aside, focusing instead on the road ahead.

The air grew colder as they walked, the fog thickening like a living thing, curling around their feet and swallowing the horizon. Kuru remained ahead, her steps unyielding, her silhouette barely visible through the heavy mist. Ami followed close, but the space between them felt more than just physical-it was a chasm that neither spoke of.

Suddenly, the fog surged. It wasn't gradual, as it had been before. It came alive, a sudden wave of thick, suffocating gray that rose like a wall between them.

"Kuru?" Ami's voice wavered as the world around her shifted, the path ahead vanishing in the dense veil of mist. She reached out instinctively, her fingers brushing only air. "Kuru!"

Silence greeted her, the fog swallowing her words. Ami's heart quickened, her pulse pounding in her ears. The oppressive quiet of Kagekuni returned, but it was different now-more invasive, more sinister. She could barely see her hand in front of her, let alone where Kuru had gone.

Ami took a few hesitant steps forward, her breath shallow as she tried to calm herself. Stay calm. Think. Her eyes darted left and right, scanning the swirling mist for any sign of movement, of Kuru, of something.

But she wasn't alone.

From somewhere in the fog, Ami heard it-a faint, rhythmic tapping. It was distant at first, but it grew louder, closer. Her blood turned to ice. She could feel it now, the presence lurking just out of sight, a shadow that moved with the fog, watching, waiting.

Her heart raced as she spun around, her fingers instinctively reaching for the short blade hidden in her cloak. She had never been one for combat, not like Kuru, but this wasn't the time to hesitate. The sound grew louder, more deliberate, as if whatever was out there wanted her to hear it, to feel its presence.

Meanwhile, Kuru walked ahead, unaware of Ami's struggle until the fog coiled tighter, separating them entirely. She stopped suddenly, sensing something off-the silence had become suffocating, unnatural. She turned, expecting to see Ami's outline, but the mist had swallowed her whole.

"Ami?" Kuru's voice was calm, but inside, she felt an unease she hadn't expected. She could handle herself in the fog-this was her home, after all-but Ami? Her fingers tensed, hovering near the dagger sheathed at her side. She took a step forward, intending to retrace her path.

But something stopped her.

The fog around Kuru thickened, the shadows deepening, growing darker than any fog should. From within the haze, an all-too-familiar figure materialized-a twisted, monstrous form born from the Essence that corrupted Kagekuni. It had eyes like glowing embers, and the cold, empty feeling it emitted resonated deep within her.

No, Kuru thought, her gaze sharpening. Not now.

The creature lunged toward her, the weight of its presence heavy in the thick air. Kuru's hand shot to her dagger, her mind already preparing for battle, but as she readied herself, she felt it-the pull of the dark Essence within her. The same energy that the creature thrived on, the same darkness she had been suppressing.

Her breath caught, but she didn't hesitate. She couldn't. With a swift motion, she summoned the shadows, commanding them to bind the creature's limbs. But the resistance was strong. The darkness inside her stirred, tempted to merge with the beast, to let go of the control she barely held onto.

Kuru gritted her teeth, her grip tightening as she forced herself to maintain the balance. She couldn't afford to lose control now.

Back in the fog, Ami stood frozen, gripping her blade as the tapping stopped. From the mist, a figure emerged, its shape vague but unmistakably hostile. It was smaller than Kuru's usual foes, but it radiated an unease that gnawed at Ami's core. It moved in jerks, its limbs twisted unnaturally as it dragged itself forward, its faceless head tilted in her direction.

Ami swallowed hard, her hands trembling around the hilt of her weapon. She wasn't like Kuru-she didn't have the same strength, the same confidence in battle. But she couldn't just stand there. She had to fight.

The figure lunged toward her with alarming speed, and Ami barely had time to react. She dodged to the side, the creature's claws scraping the air where she had stood moments before. Her heart pounded in her chest as she swung her blade, but the fog played tricks on her senses. Every strike felt like it missed by mere inches, the creature dancing in and out of the mist like a ghost.

Focus, Ami told herself, tightening her grip on the blade. I can do this.

The creature lunged again, but this time Ami was ready. She sidestepped, driving the blade into its side with as much force as she could muster. The creature let out a hiss, its body shuddering as it dissolved into the fog.

For a moment, Ami stood there, panting, her hand trembling. She had won. But the victory felt hollow. The fog around her remained thick, and the sense of being watched hadn't faded.

Both Kuru and Ami had survived their first confrontations, but something had changed. The fog around them wasn't just a natural phenomenon. It was alive, testing them, pushing them to their limits. And though they were close, there was a distance between them now, growing quietly, invisibly.

Ami's voice cut through the fog. "Kuru! Where are you?"

Kuru, still battling the lingering effects of the Essence within her, took a breath before calling back. "I'm here."

They reunited, but the silence that followed was heavy. Neither spoke of what had happened, of the creatures they had faced alone. But something unspoken hung between them now, a distance neither could quite explain.

To be continued...