Prologue

"You're a disgrace to this family!" said mother with so much anger in her voice. She slapped me across my face with all her strength and anger. I stood there feeling numb from the pains stabbing my heart.

" I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!" She said emphasizing on each word and walked away.

I felt numb!  My lungs were giving up on me! I couldn't breath! My eyes were filled with tears, it started flowing freely down my cheek, like a pool of rain. I weakly felt down on my kneels  to the ground,  with my hands clapped together apologizing  to the woman who brought me to this world.

Today the  same woman despised me, with every organ in her body!

I…..I'm…I am sorry…I am very sorry mom! I apologized through tears, stuttering for words.

Dad  sat on the couch with a blank face without a care for what was happening.

  He wasn't saying anything to me, but his  eyes were filled with hate towards me.

Like they say there eyes speak volume of emotions. My dad eyes spoke all of the unspoken words!

I sat there crying and praying to God!

Oh, God! Why did you send me to this World?

Why was I even born?

Why can't I just die!!?

My mother regrets the day she conceived me!

Nobody, in my family loves me!

Why can't I just die???????