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Indulging myself to my lust

Mukan, who is a loser that doesn’t have anything going for him. He was avoiding to be that one guy who gets bullied every single day. Fortunately for him he avoided that situation, he was able to graduate middle school without getting noticed or bullied by anyone. Going to high school he swear to change himself and be more friendly to the people around him, but since his classmates found his face to be ugly they avoided him from the start of the class. He would say hello to his classmates and he would be met with a gaze that seems to look at someone with disgust and get ignored, especially all the girls no matter who he talks to they would look at him with disgust. This is my first novel that I will make, The story is all around the mc and his perspective, I will only change it to the other characters perspective when needed. I won’t repeat the story with other characters perspective....

ilikesoba · 都市
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2 Chs

Indulging myself 2

A/n: from this point I will write in his perspective.

I stood up and followed my teacher, saya. I hate her, but you can't not admit that she is smoking hot.

As I walk I struggled a little bit as My body is still aching from exercising.

Soon, we reached the principal's office. She knocked on it.

"I'll excuse myself!"

She went inside then I followed behind her. Entering the room, I saw ichika's boyfriend and behind him seems to be his parents as they look at me with anger as if I killed aomeone from their family.

"Take a sit!" The principal said

I sat down then look at them with confusion.

"Tsk! Is this the kid who beat my kid up? He almost died from him pinning down my son!"

"Huh? This guy started it! He was making me buy him something and calling me a peasant!"

"There's no way my good son would do that!"

'Fucking pussy, calling his parents here' i look at him with anger as he has no guts to not use his parents power.

"Ahem! Since it is your first strike we will give you a warning. If you did it again we will suspend you for a week." The principal said reasonably.

"Expell him! Or else we won't support this school anymore!"

"Hou~! Do you really think you're the only support we are getting from? There various of family supporting this school, I can't treat students unfairly just because you donate to us. So I will give your kid the same punishment, a warning. If he breaks this warning and attacked mukan in some ways, we will suspend him"

"Y-you!...*sigh, I understand"

'He is a good principal! Unlike this bad fucking teacher' i thought as he handled it well.

"Go now, mukan, class is gonna start soon"

I left as I laughed inside my mind. I look over to the guy then saw him smiling at me.

'The fuck?' I thought as I look at his smile.

A week passed by, I continued exercising and at night I would recall the things we studied inside my head. I sighed in relief, because everytime I do this I could remember all of it. Since last week I weigh Was around 230 pounds. Right now I lost 5 pounds, i was very happy as I finally lost some weight.

Soon, I found out the asshole's name, it's taka. He had been a good boy for a week and I started to enjoy my lonely school life. I've been trying to talk to some people, but they would only look at me with disgust and ignore me. I gave up trying to be friendly as I swear to be fit by the end of school year.

I walk towards the school then suddenly I got punched in the back, my vision shaken as I fell down.

I look at my back and saw that asshole again and he has a lot of friends with him.

'Fucking asshole!'

I tried to got up, but failed as they start kicking me.

"Don't ever fuck with me!"

"I've been staying silent to get you off guard, do you know where your mom work? Guess it... guess!"

Not being able to speak since I feel sick from the punch that I took at the back of my head.

"Hehe, since you won't guess. She work at my parent's company, so if you don't want your mom to lose her job. You better do what I say!"

"Yeah, you better do cocky bastard!"

I gritted my teeth as I felt powerless.

'Mom, thank you for everything... i will do my best to not bother you!' I said in my mind as I tried to get up, but to only get punched in my head again.

I look at him with anger as my vision dims. All I hear is muffled voices and I can see them running away.

"Hey! Are you okay? Wake up!" Hearing a girly voice and feeling someone nudging me. I woke up.

"Who?" I asks as I sat up.

"You're in the side of the road, Are you okay?" She asks me with a worried look.

"Im okay... thank you" i said as I stood up.

"But, why are you in the side of the road?"

"I fainted from the hotness, thank you for helping me..."

I look at her as I found her to be a kind person to stop by just to help me.

"Oh, you're in that school? You must be a rich kid!"

"N-no I got in the school by scholarship"

"Eh? For real? Amazing! Can you teach me how to study?" She said curiously.

"Well... I can do that, but I don't know you yet"

"Let's get to know each other! Lets exchange 'zine' to each other"

I pulled out my phone and gave her my qr code. After exchanging contact she rode her bicycle and went towards her school.

Noticing the time I run towards the school, and got inside my classroom.

"Sorry I'm late!" I said then sighed a relief as I made it just in time after noticing that the teacher is still not here.

"Eww, he's sweating a lot!"

Soon the chime rang and the teacher went inside the room.

"Our class have to appoint who will be the class rep and the vice class reps, since I'm busy today I will go home early, so decide on your own during long homeroom" she said then left immediately as if she is in a hurry.

"Hey, you smell so bad!" Ichika said as she close her nose.

"Sorry, I run all the way here so I'm pretty sweaty..."

"Tch! Fucking disgusting! Don't come to class today or else..." taka said

'Asshole...' i left then went to the roof.

As I walk up I started to hear weird moans coming from upstairs. I opened the door a little bit and peek at it.

There I saw, saya, our homeroom teacher getting railed by a guy.

"Oooh! It feels so good! Shirosaka sensei!" She moaned loudly as she grab onto the railing.

'Shirosaka? Isn't he our math teacher'

Shirosaka sensei is a math teacher that is pretty average in appearance, but we heard that he is married to someone and has a lot of money.

'Is this bitch planning to destroy his family? No this math teacher is at fault as well'

I pulled out my phone and started recording them. I panicked as it made a sound after tapping it. I look over to them to check if they noticed, but it seems like they didn't noticed. I continued recording as I giggled trying to hold back my laugh.

I am recording them, so that this bitch won't bother me again and she will treat me fairly. I might look like an ugly bastard, but I don't like rape and I'm against it. Unless they did something that deserves it.

"Cu-cumming!" Shirosaka said as he came inside her.

"W-wha-?" Caught in surprise I made a unnecessary sound.

"Is there someone there?" Shirosaka sensei said anxiously, I could here it as I leave silently.

I heard the door opened then heard them said "there is no one there!"

"Phew! If someone caught us our career will end!" Saya sensei said

'I could hear everything! And why would he cum inside her? Is she infertile? Or is she on the pill?"

Various questions popped out of my head as I left silently. If I make a footstep sound they will find me.

"Phew!" I sighed in relief as I got into a safe zone, the bathroom.

"Hehe, nice... now I got you on my hand, fucking ugly bitch. You won't bother me anymore!" I muttered as I held my laughter back.

I went back to class after hearing the chime rang.

"Hoy! Who told you to come back?" He said as he kicked my bag.

"It's p.e next we won't sit next to each other..."

"Oh, my bad, I forgot to tell you to not talk!"

"Tsk! Fucking pussy" i said under my breathe.

"Did you say something?"

"N-nothing....pussy" i said then whispered the last part.

'Fucking pussy using his parents power to bully me... if I learn how to fight I'm gonna fucking kill you, just wait!' I said in my mind as I grit my teeth.

I look around the class and saw all those bitches laughing at me.

'Yeah, laugh at me I swear I will laugh after I became rich and trample your parents business, fucking rich kids' i thought as I imagined making them bankrupt and them begging to be business partners.

I went to the roof and started relaxing there. As I tried to remember the things that is written in the black board.

'Nice I got a nice long look at it' i thought as I started studying it.

"Hahahhaha! You think you can stop me from studying?"

Class for the p.e ended, but this time I didn't go back to class.

The next chime rang I went back to class and took a long look good at the things that is written in the black board.

I did this until the class ended.

'Phew! Thank you mom for giving me this god given gift!' I said in my mind as I felt like I learned a lot as I prepared to leave.

"Hey, wait! I have something to tell you don't leave yet... hahahaha" Taka said as he laughed maniacally.

"Okay..." i complied as I don't want my mom to get fired.

"Come here slave!" Taka said as he indicate me to come.

There are 5 people inside the classroom. Taka, ichika, two girls and one other guy that I don't know.

I complied then walk towards him

"Ughh!" I groaned as the girl kicked me in the stomach.

"Ooh! This is a good stress reliever!"

"I told you! Just don't kill him, you can kick him and punch him....."

'This piece of shit!'

She kicked me in the stomach again as I was about to stand up.

"Urgh! Stop! It hurts!" I pleaded as I felt my stomach turning as I'm about to throw up. I curled myself into a ball protecting my stomach from getting hit.

"Hahahhaa!" She laughed maniacally as she looks at my pitiful state.

On the side ichika looks at mukan, giggling.

"Stand up!" The girl said then kicked the back of my head.

*sniff *sniff

I tried to hold back my tears, so this sick bastards won't be more happy, but I couldn't help it.

"Why do this? I didn't even do anything to you!" I complained as I felt my frustration grew.

They only laughed at me as they started to beat me up, ichika and taka only looks at me with disdain as the three beats me up.

I went home after they got tired of beating me up. Since they didn't hit my face, I was able to go home without a problem.

I went upstairs and checked my body to locate where his bruises are located at.

I look at myself as all of it is not visible yet.

'Fucking bitches! I'm gonna ruin your life'

Time passed by, he went to eat dinner with his mom as he hides his bruises.

The next day, I woke up in the morning as usual I did my usual morning jog. i checked the scale and I lost a lot of weigh already. I went to take a bath and eat food.

I went to school and this time taka didn't make me get out of the class. I focused on my study mot caring about anyone, remembering every detail of the explanation as I write the things written in the blackboard.

After class, i got called by erina. I look over to taka then he gave me a meaningful smile as if telling me to follow her or he will fire my mom.

I followed her silently as I look at her angrily.

She went inside a room then closed it.

"No, I can relief my stress!" She said then started punching me in the stomach.

"Why do you do this to me?" I asks her

"Because I like hurting you! Seeing how you got a lot of recognition for your hard work!" She said angrily then started punching me over and over again.

"So you are a loser, and seeing me a fat guy winning. Pisses you off?!" I said as I held her shoulder.

"Let go!" She said with a deadly eyes.

"No, I won't!" I said then pushed her down.

I went on top of her then started to choke her.

"I'm not gonna let you hurt me anymore!" I said angrily as I start to grip her throat tightly.

She grab on my arm as she slaps my face.

"Eeekkkuu! S-stop! I'm dying!" She said as she uses her nails to hurt me.

Waking up from my stupor after feeling the pain, I immediately stopped then left.

"Haa! Haa! Haa!" She breathed heavily as she watch mukan leaving.

The next day, after class she called mukan again.

"You think you can do that to me? And let you go? Haahhaha" she laughed as she looks at me who doesn't even try to fight back.

I decided to not try to fight back anymore as I might get suspended for a week or I might kill her cause of my rage.

"Is it done? I want to go home...." I said as I resist the urge to hit her back.

"Hmph! You can go now! I'm plenty satisfied!" She said, hearing her words I left the room.

I went back home and met my mom with a bright smile, but behind that smile was a sad face that is crying.

"I love you mom!"

"What is it? So suddenly!"

"Hehe, I just felt like saying it!"

"I love you too, son!" She said as she eat dinner.

In a room that is filled with girly things.

"Fuck! I wan to feel that again!" Erina said as she try to choke herself while masturbating.

"Ahh! Ahh! That fat ass didn't even try to dight back! Huu!" She said as she try to choke herself.

"Ahh! Please! Fight back tomorrow so I can feel it again!" She said as she breathe heavily.

"I can't cum with this anymore! I want to feel him choke me..." she muttered as she remembered mukan's strong hand choking her.

The next day, mukan did his usual routine and went to school. Since it's friday he was excited as he will be able to rest and he can spend time with his mom.

"Hey! Loser! Since it's friday today, we won't do anything to you, but erina will!"

I nodded then focus myself to studying.

After class I prepared myself as I will get beat up by erina again.

"Come here mukan!" Hearing her voice made me pissed off as I follow her.

I know taka and that bitch ichika is looking at me while smiling from ear to ear.

She closed the door and made me sit down the chair.

She soon started to punch me in the body, avoiding my face.

"Haa! Haa! Are you not gonna fight back like last time?"

"I'm not, just end it already. I'm not gonna get suspended just so I could fight back" mukan said as he resist the urge to choke her to death.

'Dammit! Fight back!' She yelled inside her mind.

"You are just a loser forever!" She said then kicked my calf.

"MMMMMRMM!"

Suppressing my scream in pain I let out a muffled yell.

"Hora, fight back!"

"Just end it already! I'm not gonna fall for your provocation"

"Is that so?" She said then kicked my other calf.

'Fucking bitch I hate you!'

After a while she lost hope that I will fight back as she let me go. I didn't know why she want to fight back, but I'm sure it's because she wants to use it so I can be suspended.

I tried to stand up, but fell towards her since my legs hurt too much to move.

"Kyaa!" She screamed as she fell down with me.

"Haa! Haa! Haa!" I breathed heavily as I face her. She closed her eyes and I looked at her with confusion.

'The fuck is she doing?' I said in my mind as I try to stand up. I look over to her as she is still closing her eyes.

"Urrrgh! Haaaa! Haa! Haa!" I breathed heavily as I successfully stood up.

I picked my bag up then opened the door.

'Why isn't nothing coming?' She thought in her mind as she hear mukan breathing heavily.

Hearing the door opening she wakes up from her stupor then look at the door as she didn't see mukan there anymore.

"Nuu! How can I satisfy myself?" She muttered as she held her neck trying to choke herself, but couldn't feel how it felt like when mukan did it.

I got on the bus as I limp my way through the seat.

Going back home was a disaster, and what angered me is that I can't exercise anymore. I heard from a tip, if I stopped exercising for just one day. I might start getting lazy and lose my motivation. So I didn't want to skip a day.

"Mukan! Son! What happened to you? Why do you walk like that?" She asks me as she noticed the way I walk.

"I hurt my calf from running" i answered with a smile.

"Rest for the weekend, okay? Don't push yourself..." my mother said with a worried look.

"Sorry, mom I will be careful next time" i answered then went back to my room after eating dinner.

I started studying some self defense by watching videos as I remember every moves they make.

"This is how he moved, right? Open your palm a little bit then punch" I said as I try a basic jab.

I tried various moves from taekwondo and from the other martial arts.

"This is fun, but I'm limited to only moving my hand..."

*knock *knock

"What is it? Mom"I asks as I open my door.

"Put this on your calf to heal it!" My mom said as she gave me two ice pack.

"Thank you, mom! Goodnight!"

"Good night, son!"

I put the ice pack while sleeping on my calf.

The next day, i tried to move my leg then was surprised as it didn't hurt as much as yesterday.

'Nice!' I said then went down

"Oh, you're early! Come let's eat breakfast!" She said as she ate breakfast with me.

After eating breakfast, I spend the whole time watching television with my mom, eating, browsing the Internet.

The next day, at noon, suddenly the doorbell rang.

"We don't need a newspaper!" I said as I answer the doorbell.

"Uhmm... does mukan live here?" A girl voice that I recognize answered.

'Fuck! Why is she here!'

A/n: tomorrow 2 chapter I promise....