Chapter 10 - Reunion in this world
I remember my past with her, she's my childhood friend.
We are always together since we are kids.
We love playing together and of course both of us have a common thing that's why we are that close.
We love games, anime, manga and light novels.
We grows together..
Until High School..
We became a bit distant to each other for reasons.
The girls avoids me and the other guys mocks me just because I am an Otaku.
She hides the fact that she is also just like me.
She popular to our school.
She is the main attraction for the boys and girls.
But when we are not in school we are always hangs-out just like before.....
On our age as someone at 16 years old at that time I realized that I've fall in love with her.
But before I can confess to her she's already dating someone.
I became bitter...
I didn't try to make a move on her or snatch her from that other guy.
Because I don't really have the confidence.
The other guy has talent, looks, his popular, smart and so on that it gave me a blow to my self esteem
I decided to not interfere even if it pains me seeing them.
And also I'm afraid that if I confess now our relationship might get destroyed.
Our friendship, our precious memories everything will disappear.
I became afraid.
So I silent myself and keeps my act as her [friend].
Then one day my nightmare really came.
For some reason she started to avoid me.
When I tried to persuade her she said to me.
"I don't want you as a friend anymore-"
She said those words with her brows furrows while her eyes is a little moist.
I became blank.
I can't think anything.
Just before she finished her sentence I ran at my full throttle.
I became depressed.
I didn't know what to do at that time.
I shut myself on our house and immerse myself playing mmorpg.
I forced myself to completely erase her in my mind but it didn't work.
A week past I came back to school.
I saw her but I ignored her.
She looked at me with lonely eyes but she never tried to talk to me.
I don't blame her because I also did not try to talk to her.
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Season's pass we graduated in high school to college.
We got separated without saying anything to each other.
I know her house.
She's my neighbor after all.
But I never visited her house after that incident.
We sometimes see each other because we are neighbours but we never talk.
Years past.
I got a job.
My hobby became my fuel to do my job.
I became a little thankful to her for introducing all of this to me when we are kids.
At that time deep inside me I still felt that I still love her.
So I decided to invite her to a dinner.
I waited for her in the outside of our house gate.
But what came is her and another "guy".
She's hugging his hand.
He looks like in the same age as me and her.
She doesn't looked like her father or her brother because she does not have any.
Our eyes met.
We looked at each other for a while but I lowers my head and then goes straight inside my house.
After a month I recovered a little and used my hobby to cheer myself up.
But at that night I was walking.
I saw her walk on the highway while a truck is about to hit her.
For some reason even at that moment she is looking at me while smiling and saying word's that I can't understand.
When I noticed it I already pushed her out on the trucks way and died on her stead.
I heard it.... her final words.
"-I loved you since we are still kids."
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And when I opened my eyes I am here in this world now.
But I wonder what she's doing right now.
I wish for her happiness...
I wish my life that I sacrificed for her is worth it and she is living happily right now.
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When I noticed it the girls are looking at me with worried eyes.
[What's the problem girls, why are you staring at me?]
I felt something wet on my cheeks, I wiped it.
[What is this, is this tears?]
I noticed that I tears are flowing for a while now.
I wiped it quickly and acted like it didn't happen.
[Ahahaha, my eyes became wet for some reason.]
I said it like that to make them not worry to much about me but it didn't proceed as planned.
Satalina spoked.
[Yuki, did you remeber something?]
I stared at her while hidding what I felt but she can still read me like a book.
[It's nothing.]
I smiled and continued to eat my food.
They stared at me for a while with concern on their eyes but they also started to eat after a while.
But looking at Chia-chan and Satalina, they are looking at me with the most concern.
Maybe because they happened to know what just happened to me so that's why.
While thinking I decided to use [Demon Eyes] at Chia-chan.
Name: Sestisia Chia
Race: Fairy
Level: 7
Age: 14
Stats:
Str: 11
Def: 8
Mag: 10
Int: 16
Luk: 30
Wis: 15
Ind: 9
Skills:
Fate Connect
Red Strings of Fate
Dream Flashback
Mind Reading
Memory Erase
Hypnotism
Psychokinesis
Foresight
Heart Connect
Magic:
Nature Magic [Basic]
Title:
Forest Guardian Trainee
Forest Fairy
Fate Chooser
Cupid
So this is her skills and title but what does it mean?....
(But that dream why?...)
(It's only just a dream about the past....)
(The past huh...)
(I still wish just before I died that I finish confessing to her so that this regrets that is still with me will vanish.... Completely.....)
The table shooks.
[An earthquake.]
I sense mana disturbance.
[This is not natural, It's magic.]
[Is that true?]
I nod a bit then felt something.
[Girls wait here just for a bit.]
They looked at me worriedly but they still nods.
I use [Space Magic: Teleport] to proceed to the direction of the mana disturbance.
But just before I teleported Celia-san's expression is amusing as always with her really surprised face also even Mia-san and Risa-chan is dumbfounded and looking at me while their eyes is about to pop out
I landed at the magic disturbance site.
Then what I found is something unbelievable.
I almost pinch myself just to know if this is real.
(Is the Gods giving me the chance that I'm wishing?)
(If it is I thank you with all my heart.)
I approach her.
[S-Sayu-chan is that you?]
I call her.
The girl looked at me with puzzled expression.
[Who are you?]
That's her reply to me on our first meeting in this world.