Hate
Lilith might have thought that her dying was the end to her pitiful life, but maybe that was just the beginning to a much more painful life. Maybe the god's thought that Lilith would take her faith as it is as they also watched her live a pitiful life in her last lifetime but they were wrong. One can only let themselves suffer once. Once they know the pain then they would do anything in their power not to go through it again as pain not expected is much less painful than pain expected.
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Lilith felt splitting pain, her head was so painful that it literally felt like her scalp was going to be separated from her head. And that was exactly the case. A man in his forty's wearing a servants robe, short pot bellied, beardless could be seen to be dragging an almost dead little girl spotted to be about thirteen years deep into the forest.