ERROL STEWART , meaning a noble guardian .
Honestly i at first thought it was cool , you get that right , i mean who does not want a cool sounding name or one with a coll meaning but my world came crashing down when i learned implication of my name .
I am narcissistic , i do not know , well perhaps i am as i do have a really high sense of my own importance ,
i mean who won't if they are more intelligent than any other person , i mean i never met a person in my past life who could make me feel inferior , lets stop about the past life for now . when i found that i have been reborn it was mixture of emotions ,
i was sad , happy and perhaps excited to , and being in a body of a child who can easily get excited at anything did not help either . though calmed down and started to understand the situation , i mean i not just going to sit and enjoy my new life without wondering the reason of my rebirth .
So i have found a lot of things in the three years .
First i woke up or realised my surrounding at the age of 5 , i did not take over anyone's body . it is just that i do not remember much about the first 5 years
, which is a normal occurrence. When we are just a child we do not have any control over our body , it is on autopilot ,
even if you have a mind of teen as in my case , it will not help you much , and considering all the embarrassing things a baby does , it is really a blessing that we all forget that time , if not we will definitely have psychological problems .
well i am sure i was reborn 8 years ago , my body and mind synchronised and that took about 5 years and i have become more impulsive and childish , well i would have if not for the side effects of my other skills .
Well it took quite a bit of time to get used to the status and all the freaking skills which for now have more cons than pros , as i have already told , i was reborn in harry potter . Honestly there is a lot of information i have gained ,
but nothing compares to the one that concerns my name . And it seems that names carry more power than one could imagine , no wounded volde cursed his name to indirectly increase the power of his dark arts and it succeeded .
Well let's start with the HARRY POTTER , you see there is a very strong force of karma , destiny , fate and fortune . Now let's start with fate - it is basically number of choices we can take , our every action has an effect on fate
, some are direct like if you do not study properly your choices or fate of getting a good job decreases and some indirectly too as in a simple hello can change the fate or helping someone .
Fortune is really simple , it is just the chances of something good happening to you in midst of danger ,
you see the msaying of more the danger the more the rewardas is true and the more fortune a person have more the chances of him surviving dangerous situations, destiny is really odd and i have the least information about it ,
but one can say it is like a direction in which our fate will go and it also the force which connectsc the fate , fortune and karma .
And now KARMA - it means the amount of affect your actions have on masses , as in a minister have shit load of karma as a single discission of his can change lives of lots of people , as Dumbledore have a lot of karma same for voldemort as well as harry potter .
karma can be both positive and negative as more the karma a person have more limited the his fate and destiny becomes ,
what goes around comes around . the power of karma can easily destroy a person just as easily can it build a person . the best example is harry potter , because of his indirect karma he was revered by masse s, but when he did something wrong he was criticised by almost everyone ,.
The name harry potter is connected to the wizarding world and is revered as a hero so the name in a sense gained power and what jk did was that she saw a reflection of the life of the one named harry potter , oryou can saw not the real life of the boy harry potter ,
but THE HARRY POTTER , the wizards of britain converted and shifted all their fear to someone else that is HARRY POTTER and that is also the reason why the prophecy came to be , it was the unconscious desire of the wizards for a hero to appear who will destroy what they fear , the prophecies are not certain , they are just a set of coincidental occurrences ,
i mean if you look at life of harry potter you will notice that he had a lot of near death situations but he survived , that is because the whole community did not want tov face voldemort , so they pushed the responsibility to harry , the magic or accidental magic is caused due to intense emotions , and when masses of people wanted same thing and voldemort who due to his actions as well as the try to defy death .
The main reason behind the whole scenario of harry potter and tom riddle is the working and principle of magic in HARRY POTTER world .
I for one was scarred lot despite me claiming to not be afraid of anything. I was not scared of voldemort , dumbeldore or butterfly effect , nor did i have any burder about continuity of plot ,
i mean i had already decided the moment i found which world i was in that i will not interfere with the plot , not because i was afraid , n ot its just that the plot holds no meaning to me , i mean if a person died due to change in plot ,i may feel sad ,
but i will not blame myself , i was just a reader who new a little about future , i was not the one one who did it .
Why would and should i feel guilty for something which was not in my own hand , i for one did not know that this world existed when i read books and movies and nor was i the one who reincarnated myself in this world,
i will not interfere directly so i have no blame for any changes , as for indirect , every single person affect others indirectly without realising and that is not something i can control ,
and i for one am not a saint who will willingly go out of his way into danger to help others , if i can help others or someone is asking help then i will not refuse ,
but i will never go out of my way to help others ,risking my own life and interests . As i prefer to be a villain who sacrifices the world and others to save his loved ones ,
instead of the hero who sacrifices his family and loved ones to save the world and people he barely knows , and i have no compulsion to go to hogwarts ,
i can go to another magical school , as the world does not just revolve around hogwarts and harry potter . Though with current circumstances i have no choice but to go to hogwarts .
Right back to magic , the intent and will is important , but most important is the intentions of the caster and its effect on the world , you see the black magic is a type of magic that is bad ,you can saw ,
the wizards are blessed people who can affect the reality with the help of magic , but all the magics performed will not have a permanent or long lasting effect on the world and magic itself except the black magic ,
which opposes the laws of the world hence magic itself , so it's not just the black magic that corrupts the dark wizards , it is the opposition from the magic itself .
At first i was confused about what i will do in this magical world , as i have little to no interest in the plot as there are more cones than pros ,
so i decided to explore the world m, and i will be starting the journey tomorrow for next 3 years , and in case one may be wondering why i am doing all this even after having all this op skills , then you need to understand that those skills may sound op ,
but that is only if one can properly use them and remember nothing is free and one will always have to pay the price one way or another . for example THE ALL OF CREATION can provide me with all the unconcealed information as you can imagine ,
just how much information that is and as for the price , let's say a book is sold , that means it is unconcealed so i can get the information but the price will be set according to the price at which it is sold to the public , you see a book is not unconcealed date ,
it is only after you buy it , so i too need to way approximate price to obtain the date which can vary from something as small stamina to life span , or fortune , and all those skill s are something that even being with godly powers may not be able to use properly .
Well i will be able to use them properly if i become stronger , but i have not desire or goal , i mean what will i do if i become stronger ,
i do not have family or friends and my guardian just gives me money and that's all ,. so for now i want to roam the world ,
see its beauty and decide on a goal ,well the magic is amazing and i love transfiguration so for now i am focusing on that as a small goal and so far i only have another goal which goes against my beliefs regarding the plot ,
as i want to change the destiny of one character , but if i do that , the plot will probably go down the drain and no matter how much i console myself by saying that i will not feel burdened by any changes but that is impossible as i am a human with emotions in the end , so if things do go down the drain in the future ,
i will just move along the flow and see what i can do ..
And on another note i cam do magic wandlessly , yes magic can be done that way and there are both pros and cons in that ,
but the main reason the wizards nowadays use only wands is that they feel the extra effort put to learn wandless unnecessary as most , it is like you have been given a fast moving vehicle to travel and youn a option to use it or travel on foot so the choice is obvious ,
as the wands are really good amplifiers , the biggest con is that lets say you have to run and your vehicle is jot available , those who have never travelled not foot will be helpless whereas those who did will survive ,
magic makes a lot of things easy so the wizard comunity do not put extra effort into these things as they believe that magic can solve things one way or another , using wands their magic becomes addicted to the feeling of amplification the wand does , so they become incapable to use magic without wand .
I have lot to learn and see ,m and hopefully i will be able to change the fate of that person , Well i will try to do my best even if it means destroying the plot or sacrificing my life force on my skills , well about plot i am not that concerned as due to my special origin i can easily affect the fate without any backlash ,.
honestly if it was my old self i will never try to do something ,
i mean i am literally trying to save a damsel in distress . one thing i am sure is that this decision is not the affect of why hormones or other desires . it is actually due to my understanding of fate that i am going to do this ,.
as i told earlier that what goes around ,
the person whose fate i want to change have a fate in which she will suffer in a situation far worse than death and eventually death without justification , she never did anything wrong other than suffering all her life ,
the reason for her demise is that she got involved with people who were center of many prophecies as well as due to karma of her ancestors . i cant overlook that as i for one that i am the only one in the whole world who can save ger from such a fate
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I WROTE THIS CHAPTER IN A LOT OF HURRY . HOPE IT DID NOT TURN OUT BAD
PLEASE SHARE YOUR YOUR VIEWS ON POSSIBLE PLACES FOR HIS JOURNEY
AND INVOLVEMENT IN PLOT
and try to guess the damsel in distress and she will not be his love interest .,
at least that is what i have thought so far as i do not really know how to write her as his girlfriend ,
BUT she will be great emotional support for mc , as he may not show it but in his new life he has never been given kindness or love ,
so he is coping up but due to all the rebirth and root integration , his mind too became childish , the only reason he did not collapse is due to his memories of previous life , but they too do nothing but make him sad , and the mc his currently fooling himself ,
i will explain his personality properly i future , and i had inspiretion from anos voldegord , aso i made his birth depressing and that affected his mind too, just thenthe his not aware ,
i want to make my character who was born with insane potential in difficult situation and grew so op that he can destroy concepts
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