What Now?

I woke up early and made some soup for Noah, I know he still have hangover so I'll give this when I see him at the shop. Laughing with him while he's on my back last night was the craziest, he even throw up and I still remember the disgusting smell coming from my hair and it really stink, I almost throw up too.

What could be Noah doing right now, hmm? I bet he remembered everything what kind of embarrassment he has done last night. Now that I think about it, I want to laugh so hard but I just kept my mouth shut, Noah will be upset if he knew I was laughing at him.

I went to the bathroom and wash myself, it's winter but I think I can still handle the temperature of water, hot water will do. When I'm finally done, I went to the closet and find some comfortable clothes to wear today, I chose to wear a white tops and a skinny jeans and a white rubber shoes. I also wear a thick coat and a scarf. I brush my hair and put a light make up just to brighten up my face and put some pink lipstick. When I finally see myself at the mirror, it's kinda beautiful so I quickly grab my bag at my bed and go to the shop.

I just take a cab and a few minutes later I was already in front of the shop. I was surprised as I see it already open, maybe Noah got excited to see me that's why he's early. I opened the door and looked around. When I finally see him at his office, I smiled and go there. He's now busy looking at the documents so he didn't even noticed that I enter his office.

When he still not looking at my direction, I just knock the door and smile when he looks up to face me. He also smiles and paused what he's doing. I just had this slightly hope that maybe he already falls for me for what I did last night. I just wish it, no hates.

"Good morning," I greet then smile.

"Good morning," He also responded with a smile.

"So.."

"Did you have breakfast?" He asks.

"No yet, but I made you some soup to cure your hangover.. I know your head is a bit painful right now.."

I hope he'll take it..

"Thank you, Raine.. Yeah, right. My head is pounding right now, but I need to go to work so I just let it ache for a while," He half smiles.

"This is a hangover soup, I always make it when my friends got drunk," I gave it to him and he quickly taste it.

"Oh, you're sweet, huh?" His eyes seems amazed.

I just held my smile and hide it from him.

"Not that much, they're a bunch of brats so I don't want them to get away from the trouble they made.." I shrug.

"So.. What do you do after that?"

"All of their trashes are next to them when they wakes up, and they can't complain for that. They're messy after all."

"You're a totally grumpy," He laughs.

"Yeah, kind of. Specially to those who throw up after drinking," I emphasized the word 'throw up' to make fun of him.

I saw him stilled, he gulp the remaining soup inside his mouth while nodding awkwardly. I tried my best to hold my laugh and just act natural in front of him.

"Why?" I asked.

"H-mm?" He's avoiding my gaze.

"Doesn't it taste good? Did you find some hair on it? What's wrong?"

"No, its okay. It tastes good," He smiles awkwardly and eats the remaining soup. "Thank you for this," He puts the container back to the basket and wiped his mouth using a tissue.

"Yeah, that's alright," I almost laugh, god.

I'm still standing and I don't know if its time to go out of his office or talk to him more. I want to see his reaction as I mention what happened last night.. And about the.. Kiss..

"So, why do you hate when people throw up after drinking? Don't you think its natural when we do that?" He asks while not looking. I know he's shy so I laugh silently.

"I hate when people throwing up after drinking, because I don't like the result when they keep doing that,"

"What?"

"My hair stinks last night when a guy throw up on my back," I arched my brow.

"M-me?" He stutters.

"I didn't say it was you.. " I laugh. But actually its him.

His eyes widen in surprised while his palm pressed against his mouth. I was planning to reveal everything to him little by little until he actually mention it, but I guess he already knows it.

I heard him sigh and hissed.

"I know its me, I'm the only guy who got drunk while being with you last night.." He pouts. Aww, that's cute.

"So, you remember it?" I grinned.

"Just a little, I was totally black out last night and I can't remember anything."

I was just about to ask him why he kissed me but now this.. He can't remember again, what kind of brain he has? I would never do something stupid again with him if he can't even remember a thing after that. I'm so disappointed.

"Hey, is everything alright?" His face got worried.

"Yeah, I'll go," I turn away and closed the door.

I can't believe he really forget about it. I already said to myself last night that, finally I've got to ask him now what he truly feels for me. Having this so much happiness with him is what I dream of, but being forgotten is worse. I can't even feel my whole body right now, its seems like I was standing on the ground with lots of thorn pricking every inch of my body.

I walk back to my desk and turn on the computer, I need to create another folder for this day, I was totally upset right now, I don't know if I can talk to him naturally. He's too much to bear, too much to understand..

To be continued..