Let Go
"I'm really really sorry Jacob.. I just wanted to talk to him, It's not my intention to ditch you.. Believe me,"
I don't know what to say anymore, now that he already caught me. I can't even make an excuse because it's clear that I choose to go with Noah.
"Don't cry. I'm disappointed but I can't stand seeing you like that, come here.." he opened his arms, trying to embrace me.
I even cried more when he tried to understand me again. I pressed my face on his shoulder as I felt his warm embrace around my body. Why is he so kind? I can't break his heart like this.
"Do you know how ugly you are when you cry?" He teased while hugging me.
I just chuckled and cry more. I don't want to let him go but I didn't want him to suffer in my arms too. I'll just become a selfish bitch. I don't deserved his love..
"Stop crying then.." he pulled away and wiped my tears with his thumb.