Chapter 19 : I give up .

" Hey! cheer up. She is also a human, how can we force someone to love someone.": said Amy as she console Andie, patting over her shoulders.

Angus sit down with a down face. He find himself being annoyed with his feeling and cowards.

" Angus, what did you think about the situation?. Did you want to let her go?." said Andie, as she look at him with a weepy eyes.

" I'm okay with both of you being together. But I don't wanna let her off walk with someone else". Andie continue with her words.

" I....won't...did you hear me?. I won't let her go.": said Angus as he look at Andie with a cold eyes.

Amy silently watch over them. She smell something wrong between them. But she support both of them. While Shine Dilbung stay dumb without knowing anything. Or is it to blame the twins for not showing off enough?.

Home.

" Brother Elias, how about I set you up with one of my friend?. She is super cute and look stunning too." said Dilbung to Elias as he brings a cup of tea over her.

They become more closer to speak up much and both of them were happy. Dilbung din't find being bored at home anymore after she have Elias.

" No, I don't want. No, thanks my little muse.": said Elias with a smile as he poke gently at Dilbung head.

" Why?.....gaps!....Are you by chance gay?." gaps Dilbung, teasing Elias.

" Heit!. This girl...hmmm....I have some one....but she is still too young....so when she become a lady, that time I'm gonna ask her out.": said Elias with those gentle and warmth voice.

That moment, the expression of him make Dilbung feel the word what he have said. She know he is in love. Even though she is too dumb to realize.

" Yeah, asked her out. I'm gonna help you too. But brother Elias, you know....., about my confession, I thought I better give up." said Dilbung with her head being down looking at the tea on the table.

" Why?! What happen? Did he piss you off? tell me.": suddenly Elias feel frustration instead of being happy. He thought rejecting her is unfair.

" It's not like that, I just feel like that he also have someone whom he adore so much. I just don't wanna be a burden you know. When he first ask me that I'm okay when i felt down.....the time when I saw him again, the time when he called out my name.....I think I mistook his kindness wrongly. I don't want to feel ashamed. Instead I'm glad that I got a people like you all. Instead I 'm glad that you all shower your loves towards me.": said Dilbung, a faintly smile with those teary eyes finally looking at Elias. He know if she din't confess then he have a chance yet he don't wanna make her cry for someone. He wanna she her smile, even if he need to set her free

Flashback.

Dilbung have slipped at the stairs and felt down, its noisy in the hallway since its the recess time and all the students being busy chitter chatter, hanging around with their friends everywhere. Dilbung is always by herself even some of the teacher hardly knew her, but to her surprise, their a guy with a blonde hair kneel before her and ask that if she is alright. It might be hard for him to notice her face as she always cover up her face with her hair roughly. But as for Dilbung she can see him clearly.

Those warmth and deep voice of him, those gentle hand. It's the first time that Dilbung din't feel tense up when someone she din't know touch at her. Back with the situation, she ran off fastly. Let herself lock up at the empty infirmary room, she felt something strange with her stomach. Butterfly in stomach.

She lately ran to him at the library. She saw him dosing of at the bookshelf corner. Many girls use to chit chat about being crush at him whenever they saw him. He is just the opposite from Dilbung. But she admire him secretly and came to learn to know that he is senior during the school function arrangement.

Everything happen strangely to her. She ran into this girl who look alike like the guy she admire. And their finally, she saw him right next to the girl.

Yeah that's right she is fallen for Angus. She hide her feeling more well conceal than Angus did from her. I wonder what if bot them confess each other.

Exam.

The exam start of soon and Dilbung decide not to confess her feeling. She decide to hide it well as she feel aware of their friendship become awkward. She just want him by her side, if does that mean she need to stay silent.

While Angus will look at her unknowingly, completely aware of letting her go off with someone else. Everytime he will stand their at the hallway corner near the window looking at her.

No wonder the day he felt for her in first sight, was the day he help Dilbung who have slipped and fall down from the stairs. It's the day when he skipped class being faked with stomach upset. As she ran off fastly , he failed to see her face first. But Angus saw her after she is their inside the infirmary being confused with those medicine and wounded on her knee. But he fail to remember that Dilbung is the girl whom he bumped before, as he got stunned and butterflies from her beauties and softness, mostly those black and shinny hair. For Dilbung seeing him on that stairs was her first time meet with him, even though when its the same for him too, but Angus mistook his first meet was when he saw her on the infirmary room.

The misunderstanding starts when Dilbung started to feel the sense of him feeling the same way like her. So, she decided to take up a one step ahead. But everything collapsed when she saw him kissing with a girl behind those school corner fences. When she came to school, the day after when she is being absent from the thief incident. She search over Angus to asked about the pics that took on those summer vacation. She got stunned and hide herself away when she saw them, but somehow she feel relieved thinking that she won't get shameful being confess at the wrong time.

As for that she asked about the concert ticket, she want to hang out with him as much she can get it. And pretend like she's in love with someone else. She din't want anyone find about her being obvious. She want their relationship being normal like first she meet with them.