Day 36

She's visiting the house way too often for my liking. We talked and played like always but… she felt distracted, as if talking to me was not what she came for…

My brother arrived while we were talking, her face lit up and so did his. She got up happily from her chair and hugged him… He hugged her back but stopped when he looked at me… his face showing guilt.

She looks happier when he's around… when we're alone she always wants to talk about my family, and that eventually ends up with us talking about my brother.

Does she not love me anymore? No… let's stop thinking this. I'm sure I'm just being pessimist as always. She said she loves me, I have to trust her… I need to believe in her and my brother.