alone
I always felt loneliness since the day my mom died , it was the worsted day my life ,it wasn't only a worst day it was my birthday , I was only fifteen , it wasn't never part of my imagination that I was going to lose her on that day , as a kid my only dreams was to become a singer which was inspired by my mom one of the most precious jewel I always cherished the fact that my mom was a lawyer , despite the facts that that she was always busy here and there sometimes I won't see her for days thinking she dead , but anytime she gets back home she always buy me stuff just to inspire me more giving me the hope and fates of becoming a singer and a celebrity been followed by paparazzi everywhere and there I wanted to know how it felt like.
one a Sunday morning I got a call from a strange number , I did not want to pick it up because that one of my rules, rule number five in particular "do not pick up any strange number" and as usual I nod
but my instincts keep telling me to pick it so I did it was a call from my mom , I could feel the intense pain she was feeling through her voice, tears started falling down to my cheeks but the last thing I heard from her was"I love you pumpkin" ever since that very day , the only thing I could feel was loneliness , even though I tried sleeping at night but ended up crying my self to sleep , every night then I started getting depressed over things life and fact ..... "you don't seems to have that thing called friends do you" I said while looking at the opposite directions. " oh you got me " she smiled. okay what is with people and smiles this day's. "I didn't know that you notice " " isn't it quite obvious" I muttered. " what did you say " she asked. well I don't lie " isn't it quite obvious , like I mean if you have that thing called friends I should have seen one or two with you and the only thing you are doing right now is clinging unto me" I replied with a straight face. " do you want to know what I like about you and why I find you interesting" she replied. "nope and I don't care" I brought out a fake smile the quickly went back to my straight face. "haaaa" is she laughing I didn't even say anything funny "I also find you funny" *tsk tsk* what a pity "okay let get this over with " I said "I am willing to help you with anything just become my best friend , I haven't heard any close friends before" here we go with the drama "hmm" I nod " my classmate always call me weird and all sorts of rude name" she sobbed " I just want to have at least one so that I can prove it to my siblings that I also have a best friend not a fictional character" she smiled at me *sigh* I let down a deep sigh "okay fine" I replied "really Sam really" Sam when did I grant her the permission to to call me Sam " yeah only on two condition" "and what are the condition bestie" "hmm don't not call me that called me by my name , the word bestie makes me to cringe" I replied "oh okay Sam" okay one time I will beat this bitch up " I looked down to her because she is shorter than me 😎😎 " don't disturb me at night okay " I said " but you are mostly online every night " how did you know" is she some kind of a stalker " your dad gave me your number like three days ago" she smiled "argh dad " yelled brought out a gun what are you doing with a gun " Olivia said "sayounara baby *bam bam* THE END... what a perfect ending. "Sam bestie Samantha" yelled "what" I replied "were you day dreaming" looking confused "argh where is my gun is Olivia already dead" I muttered to my self "what did you say " Jessie asked "nothing " I replied "oh okay " the whole crowds became silent for some seconds , and a s the saying goes " it looks like an angel has just passed " someone muttered, then the crowds become noisy again " when is the boat stopping " I asked "hmmm in the next 18hours I guess " Jessie replied " I wasn't talking to you both anyways what is bygone is bygone " she took in a deep breath then let out a deep sigh" isn't it refreshing " " nope it torture " I frown
"when will you start to like the world back again "
it was a three mins silent between both of us
"aren't you going to say anything "
let me just ignore her
"hello "
"what " I replied
" answer my question please " making a ugly puppy eyes
"do that again and one of your eyes will go missing "
"okay ma'am," she laugh
this girl thinks that am joking , is she playing me like a fool "okay bye talk to you later "I walked away
she held my hand "wait the fun as not being yet , you promised "
*sigh*
"maybe next time " please work please work
"no" she replied .. oh shoots
" we haven't even started yet" drag me towards her
" their is a whole lot of stuff to do in the world than just staying indoors"
"who said that am indoor"
" you... aaa ..hmm"
"okay since you got nothing to say let me go "
I replied
"no"
"let go you don't want any of your body parts to go missing" I smirked
" awwwwww cheese balls"
"chess ball"
"huh , who's cheese balls"
"you of course" laughing
gosh this girl let me speechless 💀
" aren't going to say anything"
*sigh*
"just let go"
" if I let go you will follow me the right"
"yes " okay rule number five when the problem is getting too much ... RAN
"bye" I ran into another room full of crowds
"Samantha "
"oh for Christ sake she is on to me" muttered
"Sam" yelling "Samantha "
how is her voice that loud as if she swallow a megaphone or something
"argh , okay how about this let me change my clothes like I mean she won't be able to recognize me"😎😎
CLOTHE SHOP
" my life saver "😍😍 even though I hate going to clothes store
" how may I help you miss" sale's girl
"give me any cloth " I replied
"okay right this way" smiled
2 minutes later
"okay how can I pay for this dress"
" go to the counter ma'am " she replied
"okay thanks .. hmmm do you guys sell shades her and wig"
"yes ma'am right this way , after paying for the dress you are putting on"
"okay gosh how much "
" two hundred thousand "
"huh " what the hell or maybe my ear that is hearing another thing
"am sorry did you just say two hundred thousand " I asked
"yes ma'am this dress you are putting on is a brand new model " and so will it take me to heaven , offing the dress
"you know what their is no need "
"do not worry I will pay" turned my head towards the direction of the voice I just here
"Felix "
"hi" smiled after giving the cashier his ATM card
" I did not ask for your help "
"just take it as a gift " walking away
" no"
" I do not take gifts from strangers" trying to caught up with him
"well you know my name "
"dang this boy legs are pretty fast" muttering
"what did you say" he asked
" what I was trying to say is ....…"
" Sam Samantha Samantha!!!!!!!!" Jessie yelling
" for goodness sake" about to cry , hold in the pain
" here fast hug me "
"huh" he replied
"just hug me" I have no choice but to do this, I held him hand then dragged him towards my direction and hug him while using his shoulders to cover my face from that second witch
"Sam!!!!!!!" running around
"Sam"
"bi**h " muttered
" me " Felix replied
"of course you ..no ...i.. mean her.."
"oh okay you owe me a treat "
"for what "
"hiding you "
"fine "
"good give me your number "
"for what "
"sam is right here !!!!" he yelled
"okay fine "
"give me your phone "
"here" typing his number
"human being are highly unpredictable " I muttered
"what "
"nothing " I replied
"I heard you "
"then why bother asking "
"just want to clarify things "
"hmmm bye I have no time to waste "
running away
"not even a thank you or bye!!!"
never I will just ignore his call
"ha hahaaa!!"
"mummy is she okay " stranger
"I don't think so "
*sigh* when have I start to talk to my out loud
"oh Samantha where have you been "
" in my room Olivia "
"you weren't even their during the grand opening and the welcoming of your new brother"
"hmmm well bye"
"am not done talking to you come back hear!!"yelled
"argh my ears are about to bleed because of you " sarcasm
"well they will be soon "
"is that a threat or something else "
"take it anywhere you like "she replied
*sigh*"look am not getting in your way or something I have given up" I lied
"huh"
"I won't cause any type of problem for you and dad anymore, you guys are free to do anything that you like "
"really " she replied
"yeah of course " rule number ten don't let the enemies know your next move
" oh okay that's good to hear I hope you keep to it promise "
"hey woah woah woah I do not do promise but I will try to change it isn't easy for me you know " oh God I should collect an award for my acting skills
"just try " walked away
I really need to do something about my mom case once I have graduate