Totally alone

It was back yo square one, no one was there to talk to, I had no friends.

I was totally invisible from anyone's naked eye, the only thing I was sad about though was

Isabel was sitting next to me and she was fidgeting as if she didn't want to sit next to me.

This is where the second phase of my plan begins, a plan that will totally destroy my social life and will definately isolate me.

I'll probably get bullied too, which I hope doesn't happen.

Anyway seeing her fidget so uncomfertably I decided to raise my hands.

"Ma'am I want to change my seats."

Isabel didn't even look at me she just looked down but she looked a bit easy after I said that and stopped fidgeting.

Looks like she actually wanted it.

It made me a bit sad, I was actually depressed. I didn't want to do this, i'm sorry alright.

"Hmm, why do you want to change your seats in the middle of the school year you do realise that it's impossible right?"

"I don't wanna sit with this introverted bitch."

"What? Watch your mouth. She's a fellow classmate you are talking about."

Everyone looked at me in an astonishing way, as if they were surprised to hear me say that.

"You people really think she's stuck up don't you? Nope she's even worst than that she's an introvert who can't express her emotions, isn't she like a failed experiment done by her parents."

"What did you just say?"

"What you didn't know, I heard that her parents were prostitutes especially her mother, she sold her body for money hahaha ha that's so funny being so poor that you have to sell your body? That's pathetic."

"Do you know who you are talking about?"

"Yes, ive heard rumours. It's going around that her parents are prostitutes, you didn't know?"

I was going over the top, I was being the biggest piece of shit I ever thought I could.

For a girl who doesn't see me neither as a man nor as a friend but she dealt with me for over 3 years so owed it to her.

"You do realise that isabel is my daughter right?"

I knew that, Isabel was the homeroom teacher, Mrs Charlotte's daughter.

"What?"

Will she ever forgive me if I explained all this to her?

"I Think we'll deal with this after the class so come to my office after class, for now sit in that corner."

"Why should I care, I'll sit wherever I want but can it be said for her too. Why don't you ask if anyone wants to sit with her, I bet nobody will raise their hands."

"You really are crossing the line here Alan, I never thought you were this kind of a person. This is truly shameful."

She never thought I was this kind of a person? What a load of bullshit this is, like you even knew or cared about a mediocre existance like mine.

"So than, Why don't you tell me. Who the hell would want to sit with this stinky introverted stuck up bitch."

I really hated everything I said, Isabel couldn't even raise her head up, she was fidgeting like a little puppy.

I didn't want to see her like this, but I knew after I said that there is no way nit one person would raise their hands.

I was sure atleast rose would raise her hand, it wasn't full proof but I knew rose had Israel's back

But what came after was a real shocker for me, nit one person raised their head.

It wasn't 1 or 2 or 5 or 10, no every last person in the class raised their hands. I crept up a grin when I saw them all raise their hands but I soon stiffened up when I saw a horrific scene

Isabel next to me was sobbing, she wasn't sobbing because she was sad about what I said, she was sobbing while looking at everyone raising their hands.

I than calmed myself and Continued my acting

I was getting expelled, I had no choice. This was the end of the road for me.

My mother and sister would probably hate me for this but I had to do it, because after this im dropping out of school and doing a fkin job and helping my single mother.

I knew that the moment I pissed off the teacher, it was a done deal for me.

"N... No... Are you people really pitying her? There's no way you like this introverted batch who can't even express her feelings right?-

*slap*

That's when rose came and slapped me right on the face

"You really never change do you? You really are by far the most disgusting human i've ever come across."

Everyone started cheering for rose that she slapped me, I was done.

This was the end of the line for me.

People pushed me back and I acted as if I couldn't take this and ran away from the classroom

In between the class.

I really did it, I outcahsted myself. I pissed off a teacher, I made Isabel hate me and rose slapped me.

I might As well be the most hated guy in this school right now.

I came out of the washroom because I had to meet the teacher.

I knocked the door

"Come in"

Said mrs Charlotte from the other side, so I opened the door and went in.

She took off her glasses, looks like she was correcting the papers.

Damn she's hard working, I feel like sit for calling her a prostitute.

Co.e to think of it even though Isabel and me were friends i've never talked to her mother before.

I guess she never did think of me as a friend did she.

"What was that?"

"You know, she's stuck up."

"I heard you confessed to her yesterday?"

"Who did you hear it from? That's bull shit."

"I heard ig from Isabel herself."

"Wiat she talks about me?"

"Ofcourse, I don't know what you thought of her but she talked a lot about you."

"Damn, she rejected me ofcourse I was angry about that. I was stuck up about it because it hurt my male ego."

"Than why did you smile when everyone raised their hands in support of Isabel?"

"What?"

"Why did you fidgit and looked depressed whenever she looked like she was feeling uncomfortable."

"What do uou Mean, I wasn't depressed. Seeing her depressed state had made me happy actually."

"Why did you keep calling her introverted and that she couldn't express her feelings we'll? And aren't you an introvert too?"

"What are you trying to say, I talked shit about you and your daughter you should be angry."

"I was until I saw you smile when everyone was supporting her."

"Would you believe me od I told you that I did it for her?" I asked in hesitation.

"Ofcourse I think I can hear you out."

Than I looked here and there in hesitation and decided to ask her

"I want to go to the washroom."

"No"

"But-"

"Shut up and tell me."

"But"

"No buts, if you do don't want to be expelled than you'd better spill it out."

So I told her everything

...

"Damn kid, why did you go that far?"

"I'm sorry, i'm dumb that was all I could think of. I didn't want to hurt her but I had to make sure she had people who could support her and I wanted her to know that she had people who cared about her."

"No that's not what I mean."

"Than what?"

"You, went that far to make sure she realised she had friends while you on the other hand are completely outcasted. I can help in not being expelled but i can't help you with this kid."

"Wait? You can help me from getting expelled?"

"Well yaa, I can try. I'll have to explain to the higher authority about what happened, it'll depend on if they trust it or not. What you did aas bullying and ruin a person's and a teacher's public image and on top of that spread fake news you ain't getting off easy."

"Damn really? Do I have to involve my mother in this?"

"Well I can act as your guardian, if I support you the person who was directly involved in this it'll help. Than you don't have to call her."

"That helps thanks."

"So why would go that far for a women who just rejected you?"

Why haa, I may have feelings for her. Maybe I pity her because we were in a similar situation as loners. But most of all,

"She dealt with someone like me for three years just because she pitied me, I think I owe it to her to make her feel important you know."

"Lad, let me tell you something. The 3 yaers she was friends with you, i've never really seen her seem lonely.

She felt sad for losing Rose but she was still happy she was friends with you so I don't think she did out of pity."

"Than, Why would she lose rose and be friends with me? Didn't she just pity me?"

"She thought of you two as equally as friends, she didn't think one was more and the other was less. Well I think she definately hates you now."

"Well there is no helping that."

"You know, I can tell her the truth if you want to."

"Noo ma'am definately don't do that, all the things I did for would be a waste and plus I'm officially an outcast now,

and I don't think it'd do her reputation any good if she tried to be friends with me after what I said."

"Did you have to go so far?"

"Probably not, but that was all I really knew waht to do. I'm sorry I atelast hope your daughter doesn't feel insecure about herself."

"I'll definately kill you if that happens."

"I would like that."

"Hey I was just joking. you now."

"Haha, I was too."

Well I have both good news and bad news, good news being I can continue studying in this school and second I am officially back to where I was in grade school.

Totally alone.

***END OF CHAPTER 4***