Abusive husband (Jm ff)

Yn's pov

It was another day.. he left me with scars again. His words hurts more than the physical pain he gives me. He doesn't raise his hand on me unless his temper level rises but he always hurts me with his words. I curse myself everyday for loving him. Why am i still alive anyways.. I tried dying too but if he gets to know I'm planning something like that he'll hurt me even more. And the thought of his scary look and aura haunts me more than his actions. I don't know what sin i committed in my past life to have this treatment. Since my dad lost his life My mom has been fighting for her life.. in hospital everyday. I can't even visit her daily because of his order. I can see her only after a month. I really don't know what to do with my life anymore... the only thing that makes me feel alive is seeing my mom's face...

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Yn was doing her house chores and just then she received a call.. and it was her dear husband. "Hello..?" she almost said it like a whisper.. "Be ready at sharp 7pm, we're attending a party" Just saying that he cuts the call... and tears left from her eyes.."Am i that irritable that you don't even wanna hear my voice?.." She sighed and continues her work.

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At 7pm.

She was all ready to leave the house. Jimin called her from downstairs and she immediately locked her room and went down standing infront of him.

His staring made her confused... he wasn't saying anything but just looking at her with an unreadable expression.. Maybe it was the attraction towards her but he won't ever admit it. He clears his throat when she looked at his gaze.."Change the dress and wear something else" She sighed in annoyance but in a calmed tone asked him "What's wrong in this outfit?" He was lost in words and just blabbered "It's revealing and I don't want my colleagues to stare at what's mine" This almost had her choked on words...he was always dominant like this but this time it made her feel something in her stomach. The fact he considered her as his was literally enough for her even though it's the bare fucking minimum.

"Change to the dress i bought you last month" This was even more shocking for her... But deep down she was happy he notices her.

Yeah he buys her gifts, clothes, and even jewelleries.. but still it's the over possesive dominant personality of his that makes her feel weak against him.

"Okay give me 10 minutes" She said and went back to their room to change.

She got ready once again and came downstairs and he was sitting on the couch waiting for her. "I'm ready" Hearing her voice he stood up and went towards her..and scanned her from head to toe..It made her nervous what if he tells her to change again...But he handed her a bracelet "Come to the car" And he left her dumbfounded.. She looked at the bracelet and it was really pretty. "His choices are really top tier" She smiles to herself and wears it.

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Jimin's pov

I saw her coming downstairs and she was looking really pretty... just like unreal. I didn't even know i was starting at her without blinking. But soon i noticed there was a scar on her wrist... It was looking reddish and new..then i remembered i was the one who held her hand tightly and gave this scar. Deep down i was a little guilty but it was her fault for not following my order. I told her to change and she looked clearly annoyed by that. But i like when she obeys me... she went again to change and came back. This time it was full sleeved and covered her pale skin. To cover up the mark or maybe as an apology... i gave her this bracelet. I don't know... whenever I'm passing by any shop the only think that comes to my mind is... this would suit her.

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They sat in the car and headed onto their destination...

After arriving at the venue jimin held the car's door to help her get down.. and she went off the car. Jimin held her hand and wrapped it around his arm. "keep smiling and behave well" he said witha cold and Dominating tone. It sent shivers down to her body but remained calm following his order she kept a small smile on her face during the whole event..

They were welcomed by his business partners "Heyyy Mr.Park glad you came to the party" his friend Ryan said. Following Ryan his other business colleagues also joined and greeted them. Jimin introduced Yn to all and yn greeted them. "Wow man...your wife is hella gorgeous" His colleague Zade said. Yn could feel his gaze wasn't right towards her still thanked him "Of course she's mine after all" Jimin said with a sly smile knowing his intentions.

Yn was feeling awkward between their business talks and after some time asked jimin "Jimin... where's the washroom?" He ignored it and said "Yn I'm having a serious discussion right now you're an adult go and find it yourself" he said with a serious tone.She knew it was of no use asking him or pleading him once again so she went away from there trying to stay away from him. She sighed and went to the drinks corner after coming back from washroom.

Just then zade came out of nowhere "Hey beautiful let's dance!" She denied saying "Uhmm.. I can't dance sorry.." He insisted and grabbed her hand "It's okay i asked jimin he agreed don't worry" She didn't believe him but he was keep insisting and took her to the dance floor along with other couples... He started dancing with her keep her close to him...she didn't feel right at all and looked at Jimin anybody could faint by his gaze right now... He straight up went towards them and Yn knew by his behaviour that she's screwed tonight. She was about to push him hardly just then Jimin grabbed her hand pulling away from zade. "Our deal is cancelled" Zade grew his eyes wider and tried to apologise but he ignored zade and went outside with yn.

"Jimi-" before she could say anything he shushed her by saying "Just sit in the car while I'm being nice" She gulped hard and sat down inside car immediately.

They entered into home and the whole car ride was silent...She could feel his anger through his visible veins and jaw clutching while driving.

He was walking ahead of her and she hung her head low behind him following to their bedroom. He closed the door and stood right infront of her some inches away. "Speak" he commanded.

She was shivering badly due to his cold aura but somehow managed to say "Jimin he was the one forcing me to dance with him and even lied that you gave him permission to dance with me..and I'm really sorry he literally grabbed my hand..while i was saying no" He was listening to her every words and finally spoke. "Are you a fucking child to believe whatever anyone says??!! HOW CAN YOU THINK I'LL LET ANYONE TOUCH YOU!!" he held her arms tightly while yelling this. "Jimin you're hurting me-" she couldn't even complete her sentence and he pinned her to the wall.

"YOU are hurting me by your actions.... everytime you do something stupid which makes me angry and i lose my shit goddamnn Yn" he punches the wall right behind her so hard that it starts bleeding...

Yn widened her eyes...."Jimin are you crazy what are you doing??!! Why are you hurting yourself!!" He attached his forehead with her and breathed heavily... "Don't care for me yn... I'm a beast... you'll hurt yourself i gave you more scars than...this" tears left her eyes hearing this from him "Yes you gave me scars but still i care for you...cuz this stupid yn loves you more than you hate her"

He looked at her and she was really broken from inside.. he kissed her eyes and then her lips.. he was literally forcing her...she atlast pushed him back with all her strength and gave him a hard slap...

Everything was silent...Jimin looked at her with rage in his eyes...but this time Yn had more rage than him she was willing to die but not accept his misbehaviour anymore..she was done.

"You know what? I fcking loved you with all my heart...but you? You don't even look at me the way i do..not even once...i literally craved for it for from last 2 years..i was even okay with that but you raising your hand? I can't tolerate your shits anymore... I'M LEAVING!! It was because of my dad's wish to marry his friend's son but i never knew uncle Park has such a jerk son! I should've left you the moment you raised your hand on me that anniversary day! But i was foolish enough to let go off it just by your stupid sorry! NOW I DON'T NEED YOUR SORRYS NOR DO I CARE!! GO TO HELL WITH YOUR WORK!" she started packing her clothes making him more angry... He stood there and glared at Yn.

"But no way you can fcking get that huge amount of money to save your dear mother! At the end you have to come back to ME!!"

She glares back at him and stood infront of him with her luggage..."To save my mother... I'm even ready to sell my body..but never in this lifetime I'll.come.BACK.to.you!" He was about to hold her wrist saying "You're MINE!" but she jerked his hands and said "I'm not a fucking object !!! If you wanna release your anger then just go to the bar!!" She left from the house after saying that leaving him shocked...

He expected her to change her mind in the mean days but she never returned to him.. it's been almost 6 years now...

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He was at a important meeting of his work and he was going to make deal with the most famous CEO who just recently made her way in the industry...

He looked upon just to lock eyes with...Yn who was completely different.. "Good evening.. Mr.Park.. nice to meet you" she said with a polite smile. He also shakes hand with her and they both did the meeting professionally not interfering any personal matters because this deal was really important for him...

After it ended Jimin met Yn for a short time to apologise for his mistake... "I'm really sorry Yn...i know you won't forgive me but i hope we don't have any hatred... I'm really guilty for my deeds..." She sighed.."I think it'd be better if we just stay professional without bringing up personal matters..and I'm already a mother now so it's better you don't show up infront of my daughter" he was shocked to hear that... He still couldn't move on from her and regretted his behaviour but he was feeling sad that she's a mother now and he also knows he doesn't have any rights to question her...

With that Yn went out if the meeting room and released a deep sigh..tear slipped through her eyes.. indeed she's a mother but she adopted her daughter...she didn't marry anyone after their divorce.. and she can't love anyone other than him which she accepted but still she won't forgive him for their past. So she decided to adopt a child and be a good parent for her also move on with life...