Redo

Since news spread of what happened and since y/n didn't comeback down everyone had left not feeling the party vibes. so it was just the guys and y/n's friends sitting there

D.O: should we send someone to check on her

Chen: she will be fine tomorrow we should just leave her

Kai: Will she though… it's not the same for us guys as girls

Chen: then you go check on her

Kai: why me have chanyeol do it

Chanyeol: what me

they all looked at me

Lay: you did save her

Chen: fine then chanyeol goes… while i'm going to bed you guys know where the guest room is

Chen walked to his room and he is back to being the mean older brother

Suho: good luck chanyeol

They all left me there… I gathered my courage and walked to her room and knocked… no answer… should I just walk away… no… I open the door

Chanyeol: are you awake y/n… it's chanyeol

I went inside and closed the door behind me and turned on the light… she was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling as tear fell… she was still crying

Chanyeol: everyone has gone home

She didn't even budge… I walked closer and sat on the bed… she was still in her wet swimsuit…

Chanyeol: your gonna get sick sleeping in that

She just sniffled and closed her eyes. i was lost in what to do.

Chanyeol: y/n i don't know what I'm doing to be honest. But I know you're hurting and I want to be here for you. Can you just tell me what to do

She didn't say anything but sat up and looked at me

y/n: chanyeol it doesn't matter unless you can go back and stop him before kissing me

She cried harder which made my heart ache

Chanyeol: i can't-

y/n: then leave

She yelled looking me deep in the eyes. I was taken back. This was the first time she ever yelled at me… she looks really hurt… all i could do was stand up… walking to the door i looked back she laid back down and curled up… fuck it

y/n pov

Chanyeol got up and I laid back down crying… it just hurts something i treasured so much was taken… it's not like he took my virginity… but my first kiss was taken because he was jealous and drunk… years from now when i tell my daughter about first kisses what will i tell her that mine was given to a drunk… I won't have a perfect love… I cried harder until my hand was grabbed and i was pulled up… i looked at chanyeol

You: what are you doing i-

Chanyeol: I can't give you your first kiss but we can pretend like it is

You: what are you-

He kissed you… you just stood there not doing anything. He grabbed you by your waist with one hand and your neck with the other one deepening it. Everything was unreal but you gave in and kissed him back… It was a gentle yet very passionate kiss… and when you felt like you were drowning again he let go you taking a deep breath and you looked up at chanyeol

Chanyeol: do you feel it

You: what

Chanyeol: the magic or should I kiss you again

You: i uh… don't know

You felt butterflies in your stomach and were dizzy but that could be because you were out of breath and drunk… he chuckled then slowly leaned in...

You: chanyeol…

His hand went to your cheek

Chanyeol: You seem like you have been touched a lot without permission. So you have to give me permission…i need to know what you want from me if that's for me to go or stay or kiss you again i will… I'm here for you and only you understand…

My mind was in a whirl

You: was that a confession

He laughed a full laugh that was like the heavens had sent music to your ears now you understand what jeno had meant

Chanyeol: it was. finally you understand

I backed away and he let go i turned around and held my heart

Chanyeol: i guess you want me to go

I heard footsteps… it's now or never i should be brave… I turned and before he could touch the door knob I grabbed his shoulder

Chanyeol: y/n-

I pushed him against the door and kissed him… he was shocked i could tell but soon kissed me back… it wasn't gentle but it wasn't rough it was passionate but not like the one before… it was more like fulfilling a need… I felt him grinning into the kiss… I must be crazy this is my brother's friend

Chanyeol: tell me to stop now or I won't be able to later…

He wants to go all the way… should i

You: chanyeol i want you

He attacked my lips while growling… he pulled me up by my thighs pushing my back against the wall… I couldn't help but moan

Chanyeol: if you moan like that i won't be able to go easy on you

He went down to my neck sucking on it

You: chanyeol-ah ah mhmmm

He grinded his bulge into you sucking harder sucking all over your neck. But one spot drove you crazy… you moaned louder running your hands in his hair… he sucked and bit that spot

Chanyeol: do you like that

You: yes keep going

You bit your lips and he looked at you grinning

You: what

You became insecure and looked anywhere but at him. He didn't say anything

You: chanyeol what is it… what did i do

I made him put me down

Chanyeol: i'm sorry you just look to perfect i had to take a longer look

You: yah chanyeol do you know how bad you scared me i thought you were gonna

Chanyeol: say that i was just kidding that you fell for it…

I knew it was too good to be true…

You: i'm so stupid arent I

Chanyeol: no no your not

He put his finger under my chin and made me look up at him

Chanyeol: your incrediblly smart a little gullible and innocent but you are mine and I will show you so get ready… because i'm not gonna stop until i have you

He kissed me again and led me to the bed not breaking away… then he pushed me down crawling in between my legs. He slowly kissed up my stomach to my neck then my lips again… taking the air from my lungs. his hands then travelled around my body

You: chanyeol-ah

Chanyeol: that's right y/n moan my name