Chapter 19

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"Grandfather!!!" Lin Yna stood up and went on to hug her grandfather "What a surprise you didn't even inform me, you.... come in" Lin Yna said leading her grandfather into the room

"Do I really always have to tell you, I thought I was part of this company, I can see they all have a very very strict CEO" Grandfather teased as he sat on the office coach

"I'll send someone to bring you tea, I'll be back"

"No no it's fine," Grandfather hurriedly said and Lin Yna raised a brow at her grandfather and smiled slowly

"Okay coffee, black coffee" Saying that she ran off while grandfather chuckled, this girl

Soon Lin Yna came back personally with the coffee and handed it over to her grand father

"So grandfather what brings you here, you didn't just come for nothing" Lin Yna said sitting across her grandfather with eagerly

"indeed you know me too well, but today I came here not to advice you for anything, but I heard that the madam Chen birthday is coming up, if you want to divorce that Chen boy then you can do it now"

Lin Yna stared at her grandfather, yes she didn't yet like chem Ginze but he is always there for her and confessed yesterday

"I don't want to"

"okay, now I'm here for an advice, it would be of no good, I know that sly old man, he's full of nothing but pure evil"

what grandfather said maybe true, but she doesn't want to divorce him, neither did she want to love him

Those people she ended up loving ended up leaving her, she loved her mother dearly and her mother left her, left her in pains, she was in the street for days

No where to go, no water and no food, she would work as a slave, be accused and beaten, her grandfather finally found her and took her to her father

Her father was no better, he would not mind her, the clothes she wear were that if her sisters,( Lin Li and Lin So) which were old and torn

Although she was happy, she lived with the nanny who took care of her, and then the nanny had suddenly died, leaving her in pains

she always loved Qin Qing, but he left her and proposed to her older sister Lin Li, she was indeed heart broken, she cannot and will not loose her Ginze, that man is hers finally!!

"you love him?" Grandfather's voice brought me out of my long thought as I looked at his pale old face slowly..

"Grandfather, I don't know what I feel, but he playfully Confessed about a week ago, since then I've been avoiding him"

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Grandfather laughter filled the room and I felt embarrassed

"If you love him, tell him, if you don't tell him, if you're confused tell him, don't waste your time chasing your sister's fiancee okay? do what is right before loosing the right man and wrong family"

Grandfather drank a bit from the coffee and stood up leaving without turning back

I just start there, what should I really do about Ginze, I don't love him, Maybe I just like him

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"Ginze...." I called out as I entered the room from the bathroom, I was on my night gown and he was on his working table working

"Mnn!?" he immediately replied

For the last few days we didn't chat how am I going to talk now? Gosh I'm a big fool

"I'm.. uh, it's just that... I..." I trailed of and heard him chuckle as he turned towards me and stretched out his hands

I walked close to him and he pulled me to his laps

"Actually, I don't think if I love you, maybe I like you but, I'm, I'm scared, I don't want to love you" I blurted out slightly in confusion and he slowly nodded

"You're scared?" He finally said something as he stared at me

"Anyone I love eventually leaves me, I know you said you loved me"

"It was a blurt"

My eyes widen slowly as I stared at him in anger, what did he just say!? he didn't mean it? I was so stupid to think he'll love me, he's indeed heartless

"Oh, I actually..." I trailed off for the second time again

"Actually thought I was serious?" He raised a brow and I nodded before standing up

"Why are you embarrassed or disappointed, I married you due to some mistake, of course I would love you or any other person when they don't give up on something, okay?"

I nodded and left to seat in the window to feel the wind as I slowly chuckled

"My mind went Too far for a narcissist like you, well, I don't know..." Lin Yna smiled ever confused of her own words "What's the use of loving when we will divorce one day?"

Ginze's gaze darkened, here she is always ever wanting a divorce over every little thing, first she doesn't want to beat him a child, she doesn't want to love him, she only wants a divorce

"I'm every man's dream, you thinking if divorcing me would make the others extremely happy"

Lin Yna turned to him and slowly smirked, here he was talking about marriage, why would he want me to wear a vailing gown when well soon divorce, hmmph! cheesy!!

"I would surely want other girls to taste you, as I can see Chen Ginyu is not that bad if a person"

Lin Yna said as she was staring outside but the temperature in the room got very low and it was very cold soon after, she turned inside and her eyes met with Ginze's cold eyes

"I dare you to repeat that word"..

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Written by Sharon Raj

printed by Sharon Raj

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