7

Andile

It's good that the children are sleeping, even Miss Andreas has gone to bed.

I don't know why but I feel like I know her, I have seen her somewhere, but where?

Forget about her, tonight we gonna have some fun, we're celebrating Ferro's employment.

"Pam let go", he came here one hour ago, I feel bad for him

"Andile don't worry about me. I'm fine"

I hate it when people say they are fine when they are not

"You do know that he will bring his boyfriend along?"

I don't want them to feel awkward or even worse

"Yeah I know, don't worry I'm gonna be fine. If I feel jealous or something then I'm gonna leave quietly"

"Just call me when you want to go"

"Hey boys"

I thought she was in bed

"Who is this?" Pam asked with a weird look on his face. I hope he is not making any conclusions

"I'm Andreas their nanny", she said while shaking their hands

"I'm Pam, this asshole's friend. Nice to meet you"

"Likewise"

Pam is giving me that naughty look, oh no! What does he think? That me and this woman? No! I don't date

"She is just the kid's nanny", once my kids are older I will fire her

"Oh no son, I'm also your nanny, you're still a kid to me", she said in a mocking voice, while crossing her arms, Pam snickered

"Whatever", I rolled my eyes

"Dare roll your eyes again and I will slap the shit out of you!" That voice has so much power, who the fuck does she think she is?! Acting like my mother! Bitch!

I laughed as Pam took two steps backwards. He's such a coward

"Oh please, go back to sleep. I'll be back tomorrow morning"

"Right, take care of yourself and don't drink to much. Enjoy the freedom", she said and walked away

This woman is making me wish to believe that all women are good, that those species do care. They don't! They don't care!

"Are you related to her?"

No!

"No, I'm not. I don't even know her"

"She slightly looks like you"

What?

"No, there are many people who looks the same. Come let go"

I'm not related to her, she is not related to me!

"If she is a mother then she is the best mum, I'm sure"

Yeah I wish she is my mum

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We arrived at the club, it's packed, there are so many people and the music is too loud.

I can feel that breeze, as we got inside the intoxicating smell of alcohol hit my nose, people are dancing up and down

My eyes scan around and I see Ferro with a guy, he's hot but Alex is extra hot

It's the truth!

He waved us over

"Hey man", we greeted

"Hi dude, hey Pam"

I hope this goes well

"Hey Ferro", he said in a firm voice, he is trying to be strong

"So who is this?" I asked with my big smile

"This is my boyfriend Darren", I saw Pam wince, I think it was a bad idea to take Pam with me

"Hi Guys, you must be Andile, I've heard a lot about you"

"Well I hope you heard good things. Nice to meet you. This is my friend Pam", I elbow Pam as he was staring at Ferro

He cleared his voice before saying

"Hi I'm Pam, nice to meet you Darren", he said with sarcasm

I hope Darren didn't catch the sarcasm

"Come guys let go upstairs, the VIP area"

"Ja let go, it's too noisy here", I looked at Pam I want to know if he is alright, he gave me a reassuring smile

They both took us to a room, it was more cozy room, the music was playing and the girls and boys were dancing

You know why I hate clubs? It's because of these strippers, the kind of clothes they wear and the loud music.

"Guys let sit down", I looked at Darren, he looks hot, he is taller than me, has pink lips, big eyes and muscles

"I'll be back", I didn't even sit down, I just turned around and went to the bar, I sat there and just looked around

"If it isn't my beautiful Augusta"

What is he doing here? Gosh! The way he said my name

"Excuse me, can I have water? The air just got thick", I said to the bartender and not daring to look behind

Alexandria is very persistent, he just want to fuck and go.

"Hello darling"

"I'm not your darling!" I snapped turning my head to face him

"Well since you are mine then you are my darling", I shivered, he blew air on my neck making me shiver, he just chuckled and sat next to me

"Babe, so what you doing here?"

Babe? He called me babe

"I came here with the gents, it's boys night out. What are you doing here?"

Is he stalking me or what?

"Well I'm stalking you"

What? My eyes grew wide, he is stalking me

"Wh-y? "

He chuckles and his hand caress my cheek

"Well I'm serious about you, I want to make you mine. I want to get to know you"

No! Don't catch any feeling! He is a player!

"I don't want to be yours, don't you understand that?!"

He is watching me closely as I drank my water

"Why?"

"Because I can't be with you. I'm too broken. You won't even want me when you know my truth!"

I push him away and went back to my friends

"So who was that? Did you get yourself a boyfriend? Are you getting laid tonight?"

I just gave him a glare that told him to shut up

"That is Alexandria Anderson, I'm not getting laid tonight. And he is very persistent, he want to be my boyfriend. You know it Ferro I don't want any relationship!"

"You do know the Andersons, right?"

"Knowing them like how? I only know Alex, his brother Alexis and Allendale"

I met them at the restaurant

"Well I mean they always get what they want, Alexandria is the next Don in their mafia business."

Mafia? Don? Alexandria is in the mafia? Maybe if I be with him, he can protect me from my family members

No Andile! Don't be a selfish bitch! You don't want Alex, you don't want any relationship, you hate everyone, you hate every single being

"Mafia, that cool but I don't want any relationship and Alex will get over it, he just want to fuck me!"

"I don't just want to fuck you, I want to fuck the hell out of you then I'm gonna make you an Anderson also, my Donna"

I swallow hard, why does this man follow me everywhere?

"Well that's our que to go dance. Let go baby", Ferro said dragging his boyfriend along

"I think I'm gonna get some drink", Pam also left me with this man!

"Listen Alex I need to go back home, my children need me"

"Our children are fine, you left them with a nanny. I need to be with you tonight"

I don't care how he knew about the nanny, but, he said our. Our, means he accept my children as his own and he is serious about me

"You said our children?"

"Yeah, they are our babies. Come let go and d...", The ringing of his phone disturbed him, he looked tensed

"Are you okay?" I asked, why am I even concern?

"Yeah, I'll be right back"

Thank God he is leaving

"Don't be happy, I am coming back baby", with that he kissed my cheek then pecked my lips

I was shocked, dumbfounded, he kissed me on my lips

This is wrong, this is wrong. Andile, you can never have a relationship, you are a worthless whore, no one can love a man who slept with his mum, and grandma

Don't catch any feelings, don't let anyone in your heart

"I think you need this", I looked at Pam as he handed me a glass

"What is this?" I asked, Andreas said I must not drink tonight

"Just one glass of Scotch", I guess one glass won't kill me, and I need to get that kiss off my mind

"Thanks"

"I know you need it. Cheers", he raised his glass in the air, I closed my eyes as I drank the bitter alcohol

"So how you doing?" I ask, I know he is not fine

"Well I feel like grabbing him from Darren then kiss the hell out of him then punch him in the face, I think he deserves that!"

I think Pam is really drank!

"Darren is a good guy"

"I know but why doesn't Ferro like me, am I not hot? Am I just not good enough? I have a six pack. Why doesn't he...", He suddenly went quiet and stared at someone, his eyes started watering

I turned around to only see Ferro and Darren kissing each other. I wonder how bad he is feeling right now

"Pam, we can go back home if you want", I don't mind going back home, it's already quiet late, and I think this alcohol is kicking in

"No, I'm not gonna do that. We are staying and I will move on", he stand up and walk to dance stage, he forcefully turned someone and then smashed his lips on him

Pam is drunk! What is he doing?! This is wrong, he will regret this

"So Pam got himself a new boyfriend? Learn from him Andile", he doesn't even feel bad

Pam is doing this to only forget about you

"Pam is drunk, he is kissing that guy to get you off his system!"

It's good that Darren is not here

"I told you I don't like Pam that way and I don't care what he is doing. He must do what he want to do!"

Asshole friend

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Go ahead"

"Well how did you get this job?"

I just can't stop thinking he got this job by sleeping with Darren

"For the last time, please believe me. I applied for this job"

Okay I think he is telling the truth

"Okay, but we need to stop Pam. He doesn't know what he is doing. He will regret this"

They are grinding against each other

"Pam just want a fuck, he will fuck that guy and leave"

"The way they are kissing I don't think my brother will let go of him. Sorry but your Pam is stuck with an Anderson, just like you are baby"

Pam just kissed an Anderson

"No Alexis have to let go of him, your life is too dangerous for Pam. I won't let that happen"

Pam is too fragile. Mafia and Pam don't go along

"Pam will decide that. Now come with me"

Me and him alone can't happen!

"I don't want to", I place the glass at the tip of my lip and drank the bitter liquid

"Just go with him before he cause a scene"

I hate attention

"Let go Alexandria"

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My back against the wall, with his leg in between mine, he is too close for my liking. He took me to a room, maybe his, does he own this place

"So Augusta will tell me your first name?"

"Nope. Please let me go", why did I drink? If I was sober then I would have pushed him away from me

"Fine you don't want to tell me your first name, at least tell your truth"

He wants to hear my truth

"I- I can't tell you", why must I tell him?

"I like you Augusta, I really do. I'm serious about you, I want to know you", his lips barely touching mine, my breath why am I breathing like this?

Andile stop this, you are not a gay and you don't want any relationships

"Let go out on a date"

Date? No! Yes! Stop it Andile, you are drunk

"I don't like you, I'm a worthless whore, I'm a bitch, no one will ever like me"

No one will ever like me

Bitch

Worthless

Whore

"I know you do like me, your body is reacting to every touch. Now tell me baby, who called you a bitch, who called you a worthless whore? Tell me baby", his hips moving against mine, I can feel his... Oh my God... He's hard

"Tell me who called you those name?"

Why is he so persistent?

"They called me those names, those two bitches. They are also responsible for me not liking anyone, I despise women and men. I just want to be on my own. No one will ever love me"

No one

"They are wrong, I like you. Can I kiss you?"

Such a gentleman, asking to kiss me

Well I can't, I don't know how to kiss, I've never kissed anyone before

"I'm sorry but no. Don't kiss my lips", his lips twitched at the end, before I could process what going on weird and stupid sounds are coming out from my mouth, something wet is licking me on my neck, something soft is rubbing against my dick

He is sucking me and giving me a hand job

No!

"Arrh. Lexxi sto-stop. Aarh", I'm not like this, this is wrong.

Did I just give him a nickname?

"I like my new name, Lexxi, sounds perfect coming from your mouth. Yeah are you feeling that"

My body is on fire, shivers all over my body. I don't want to lose my virginity to a man with me also being a man

"Sto-top please. Arh", why did I drink?

" Shit", he tore himself from me, he is pacing up and down

He left me hard, I need to cum

"I'm sorry Augusta, please don't hate me, I just lost control. Please don't hate me"

"Fuck you! I want to cum, you have to finish what you started. I want to cum Alexandria!"

His eyes grew big, he smirk then lick his lips

I wonder what he is gonna do. This is a mistake

God help me

"Sure thing baby, I'm gonna make you cum", he slowly push my jean and boxers down

What is he planning to do?

He made me sit on the bed with my legs wide open

No! Is he going to suck me?

I wonder how this is going to feel.

"Fuck!"

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Hey beautiful people

I hope you liked this chapter

Love Nqorh