8

Andile

Urgh! I have a headache, it's terrible!

Fuck what did I drink yesterday?

Am I in jail? Did they arrest me on the charges of drinking and driving?

Oh heavens! I have children, I can't be in jail! My business!

Oh no!

My AAJ, what will happen to it?

Wait a sec... This bed is too soft. In jail they don't have soft beds. Don't ask me how I know! Well someone had told me

Am I at home? Did I drive last night? Who brought me here?

Andreas, she will be disappointed, she is surely disappointed at me, but I don't care she's not my mum!

"Wake up. Breakfast is going to be ready in twenty minutes", that woman! How dare she comes in my room?

"I said get up Augusta", why is she shaking me?

"I'm up!", I groan, rubbing the sleep off my eyes

"Well good morning to you", she mumbled, while opening my damn curtains

This woman!

"Hey Andreas! Your job is to look after the kids and not me. Stop pretending to be nice, all women are selfish bitches, they just want a fuck. Tell me if you want one, I'll give you, stop this pretence"

She stopped and suddenly turned around, she had tears in her eyes

"Such a shame you think of me like that. I'd like to meet your parents and ask them why they didn't teach you how to respect a woman. I'm a mother, and I can assure you my children knows how to respect women. If I was your mother, I would have taught you how to respect us women"

Mother my foot!

"I would have slapped the shit out of you for what you just said"

I rolled my eyes again and smirk

"It's a pity you disrespect women. I pity your mother who gave birth to you. You should respect women"

"They don't deserve respect", I said clicking my tongue

"Anyways, I don't want to fuck you. I may be a widow but I do respect my dead husband. Breakfast will be ready in twenty minutes"

Shit I feel bad!

Maybe I shouldn't have said that.

I need to apologize

She left my room crying

"You shouldn't have said that", I look up

What is he doing here? Why is he here, in my house, with only a towel around his hips?

Did he hear what I said to her?

"Why are you here Alexandria?"

Did I lose my virginity yesterday?

"Did we have sex?"

No God, please

I can't lose my virginity to a man. No and that too to Alex, the guy I think I like. No!

"Yeah we did", he stalked to the bed and sat next to me

We had sex, he fucked me. Why can't I remember any thing?

"Look Alexandria, yesterday I was drunk, whatever I said or did was a mistake. The sex was a mistake even the words I said if I said any", I rumble, sadness clearly visible on his face, but he quickly masked it off with a smile

"Do you remember anything from yesterday?"

Pam, he gave me a drink. Oh I drank Scotch yesterday, we met Ferro's boyfriend. Pam, he kissed someone

"I remember till the part Pam kissed a random guy from the dance floor and..."

Every thing seems blank, I can't remember anything after that

"Well he technically kissed my brother and I told you my brother is not gonna let go of him, then we took of from there, we went to a separate room and we fucked. After that you passed out and I brought you here, you asked me to stay with you and I did. Good morning", I placed a hand on his chest, to stop him from kissing me, my cheeks are on fire, I'm blushing

He groaned and moved back

"You need to apologize to your mother"

Mother? You wish!

"That woman is not my mother, she is just a nanny for my kids"

If she was my mother, I would have probably started respecting women. She is a very strict lady.

"Augusta", it's like he is moaning my name, that sensual feeling

"You should go home Alexandria", I suddenly said, I don't like the way my body react to him

"Well I will leave after we have breakfast together. Now go get ready and apologize to her"

Apologize! Never

"I may feel bad for what I said but I won't apologize. That will just hurt my ego"

I have an ego and it's big!

"Augusta, I don't know why you hate women, but not every woman is the same, that lady cares for you as a son. Today you disrespected her, she deserves an apology from you"

Why does that have to be true?!

"But..."

"No! You will apologize to her, learn how to speak polite with people. You may never know how your words make them feel",

Polite. Fine. I'm sorry miss Andreas

He got off the bed and removed his towel. I choked, he's huge.

"Why did you remove your towel?" I asked with a very raspy voice, he gave a dark chuckle

"Well because I want to. Now let me go get dress in your clothes", I can't help but stare at his white backside as he walk to my closet

Damn! That's a nice view, how my di...!

Stop Andile!

"I'm not a gay. I'm not a gay. I'm not a gay"

I need to shower then apologize to Andreas, I disrespected her and her late husband

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"Miss Andreas I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that"

She sighed and looked at me, is she thinking on me?

"I'm sorry", she diverted her eyes from me to Alex, then smiled

"I don't forgive you. I know how to respect relationships, I will never disrespect my husband the way you disrespected me. You don't know me, but you are very easy to judge"

Fuck you! I don't need your forgiveness.

"At least you apologized, you should feel relieved. Now it's up to her to forgive you or not", Alex said behind me

"Hey I'm Andreas, are you his boyfriend?"

Boyfriend?

"I'm not gay"

"Doesn't look like that, those marks tells something else"

Alex laughed, I have hickeys? Oh Lord, I don't know why but I still can't believe we had sex yesterday.

If we did, then why am I not in pain? Sex is always painful. Or is it that sex with a man is not painful?

Let me forget about this

"Andreas, stop it. It's not like that. Where are my children?"

"Here", the most cheerful voice screech

"Morning Mella, morning Paris"

They mumbled a good morning

"What are you doing here?" Oh I forgot that my son met him

"Hi Paris. I'm Alex, your dad's friend", with a very big smile

Not my friend, just someone who want to form a relationship with me

"If you're dad's friend then that is okay. Hey Granny, can we have our food?"

Granny??

"Who is your granny?"

I hope they are not referring to Andreas

"Aunt Andreas, she is old enough to be our grandma"

This is too much!

"Relax", I mutter to myself, they are only respecting her.

Yeah they are only respecting her

"I'm sorry but I don't think I can eat breakfast with you. I have an emergency to attend to. Sorry"

But!

"Wait. I'll pack breakfast for you"

I just feel a little sad that he is not going to eat with m-us.

"No it's okay"

"I said I'll pack breakfast for you", I stand up and make my way to the kitchen, with him following behind me

I hope he is not looking at my butt. I quickly turn around and I was right he is staring at my butt, his cheek turn a little red

"Why were you looking at my butt?"

"I was just picturing my dick deep inside your butt"

I start taking steps back, he did not just say that?

I'm not safe with him. I'm not gay

"Look don't say that. I'll pack these sandwiches for you and the juice"

"Sure baby"

"Don't call me that. I'm not your baby. Yesterday was a mistake! Get that into your thick skull!"

His lips twitch in amusement, he is moving towards me. Why is it so silent here?

"Okay"

I don't even want to turn around, this is wrong! I'm not gay

"Carry on with what you were doing", I gasp when his large but soft hands grip on my waist making me stumble backwards, straight to his chest

What am I feeling? Why is my skin burning? Why did my breathing change? Why can't I just be normal? I'm not gay!

I'm not gay

I'm not gay

I'm not gay

I'm not gay

I'm not gay

"Please remove your hands", I hope he doesn't sense the change in my voice, I quickly clear my throat

"Sure", my eyes grew wide when I felt soft lips on my neck

He is taking advantage of my silence. Within a second, I turn around and pin him against the counter

He has very beautiful eyes

"Thank you"

Did I say that loud?

"Yep you did"

"Ay man. Don't try to act smart, you don't ever do what you just did. I don't like you and I'm not gay!"

I'm staring right at his face trying to get a reaction, he is just showing me that pathetic beautiful smile of his

Get a grip Andile! You are not a gay!

"Well that is such a sad truth. But Mr you are torturing me down there. The way your body is pressed against my own, my dick is kinda leaking now"

I froze

He is hard!

This is wrong

"Sorry", I took a step backwards and I can't help but feel cold. He whimpered

"Why did you move? Fuck Augusta!"

"Listen I'm done packing your breakfast. Here is the juice. Goodbye"

He takes the bag from me, then turn around and walked the other way

"What is happening to me?" I sigh before following behind him

My clothes look good on him, they are a little bit tight, and that shows how perfect his butt is. I wonder how my dick will feel inside that tight ass

"Language!" Andreas says with a very shocked look, why the hell is Paris all red? Is he blushing? For what?

I'm still thinking about his butt when I bump into someone. I look up and it's him

"You're still here?"

He then turns around with a  very wide smile and red cheeks.

"And he says he is not gay"

I'm not gay

"For the last time Andreas I'm not gay"

God, I'm not gay

"Well dad, what you just said tells that you're definitely gay for him"

What did I say?

"Uncle what is a dick?"

Mella? Oh God. What did she just ask me?

"Well Augusta are you not going to answer that?"

Television is bad for children. Now she knows a big word

"Where did you hear that word?"

"Well uncle, you said I wonder how my dick will feel like inside that tight ass?"

What?

"So I said that loud?"

"Yep you did", he is still here? Why is he smirking? Fuck! Now he thinks I like him

"I'm not gay. You can now go Alexandria", I may have said that with a little attitude

Okay fine! I said it with attitude.

I can't give him that hope, that something is going to happen between the two of us.

I'm not gay!

I'm a worthless bitch

No one is ever going to love me

I must not fall in love

"See you later Augusta, bye Miss Andreas, bye Paris"

"Bye papa"

"What?"

"What dad? You like him, you gonna marry him and he's going to be our second dad"

"Alexandria you better get out of here now!!"

How can he laugh about this? My son just called him papa! I'm not even in a relationship with him! I can't be with him.

"Fine", he scoff before leaving, I release a breath that I didn't even know I was holding

Now what the fuck just happened? My son is calling him papa and Mella is asking what a dick is?

"Paris, me and Alexandria are not together, we are not in a relationship. I'm not gay, and I will never will. I can't be in a relationship right now. Don't get your hopes high"

"Why dad? Do you hate gay people?"

"No! I don't. I have two best friends who are gay. I just, I can't be in a relationship and you will never call Alexandria your papa"

"Okay"

"Okay what?"

"Okay dad", he said softly with his head down

"You shouldn't scold him, he is just a child"

"Uncle what is a dick?"

Oh help me Lord!

"Miss Andreas", she just shook her head, while trying to hold her laugh

What am I going to tell her?

"Why don't you ask daddy?"

"Ask daddy what?"

He's here?

"What are you doing here? Don't you have a date today? You should probably go"

"Well daddy, uncle doesn't want to tell me what a dick is?"

"Andile!!!!!"

I'm doomed!

Why did I even say that loud?

"Dad, are you going to tell me what a dick is?"

"Mella darling, just like you haved a vagina, daddy, uncle and Paris have a dick. A dick is what makes them boys, and a vagina is what makes us girls. Girls can get pregnant, boys make girls pregnant, so stay away from them"

I sigh, while smiling at them. Well she explained it quiet well

"Ja Mella, stay away from boys!"

"Sounds like a very possessive brother", Mella rolled her eyes, Paris smacked her head

"You will only get a boyfriend when you're 40"

"And you will only get a girlfriend when you're 50"

Me and Ferro just shared a look, Andreas smiled

"Do you want breakfast Ferro?"

"Who will refuse free food? Please I'm starving"

He's lying

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Love Nqorh