school blues

I'm Alessia and this is the story of how my life ended so early. let's start from the begging of the story where my life started to go in the wrong direction. It started about three months ago when I was first diagnosed with anxiety and depression. It was a normal day of school when in the middle of biology I got the worst call of my life, it was my mother she was screaming in horror on the phone but I couldn't understand a thing she was saying I told her to calm down so I could try and understand what she was saying and I finally got her to slow down and tell me what was going on. she told me that my father had gotten into an awful car crash and that he had passed away, my phone fell as it smashed on the floor into a million pieces my heart dropped and so did I, as my classmates ran towards me to try and help I felt that I couldn't breathe then I felt my eyes start to close and then there was nothing, no talking just silence. a few hours later I finally felt my eyes starting to open, I looked over to the left to see my mother sobbing, she looked towards me and screamed in the joy that I was awake she ran out of the room as fast as lighting to get a doctor and before I knew I had a bright light shining in my eyes. once all the doctors were gone my mom came towards me and told me what had happened to me at school saying that I had a panic attack of some sort and I had passed out due to all the stress, this was a lot of information to process at once. Around one hour later the doctor came back in to check on me he explained that I could no longer be the cheerleader captain due to my anxiety I broke down in tears begging him for a way for me to still be cheer captain but he refused. The next week I returned to school hiding my face from everyone with my hoodie still super embarrassed about what had happened the previous week, I walked up to my boyfriend the captain of the football team only to see the disappointment in his face. all of a sudden he started screaming at me for not controlling my anxiety and that he was super embarrassed about my panic attack in biology he then proceeded to say that he absolutely hated me and that we had to break up, I was devastated by this news and ran to the bathroom to cry and eat my lunch alone. a little while later I heard the bathroom door burst open and I heard the sounds of kissing lots and lots of kissing, I peeked through the crack between the wall and one of the stall doors and there he was my boyfriend or I guess it's now ex-boyfriend anyways he was making out with Stacey from the cheer squad I was furious. He dumped me not even twenty minutes ago and he was already making out that the first girl he could get? I was so mad and sad at the same time that as soon as they left I ran out of school as fast as I could ditching all my classes for the rest of the day.if you think her life is bad now just wait till the next chapter.