The Next Miracle

You cannot control your heart, even if someone comes with all sincerity, when your heart has belonged to someone else, then nothing will change unless the miracle really manifests its form. That was believed to be a fact by Ara Sofia, a cold heartlessness figure who hid all of her thoughts for herself; she never put a meaning to everything which happens in her life. Her heart was untouchable, even a man who was almost perfect like Reza Pratama, the ideal son-in-law of her mother, can't captivate her heart. Thus, her closest people were struck by fear; she will end up being lonely without loving and to be loved by someone. In fact, they just didn't realize, there was someone who was always able to destroy all of her defenses, Sayed Ryan Idroes; the man who placed her as a troublemaker younger sister, but never failed to ensnare her in the dilemma which was wildly disturbing her sanity. That was even worse when Ryan returned after 10 years living in England, but the presence of Anne Kumala and Bella Puteri Ershad in Ryan's life made her feeling was being difficult to describe. In the midst of heartbreak, Ara Sofia met Hanan Mikail, an annoying person who immediately claimed her as “Future Wife”. Since then, her life has been like being entangled in a deadly whirlpool that could sink her to the bottom of the ocean, anytime.

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The B.Sc Fighter

For the 4th year students, it is no longer a secret that there is no break between the 7th and 8th semesters.

I started doing research since I passed the proposal seminar in the middle of last semester, but I haven't finished it yet.

I had set a goal, achieving my bachelor's degree at the second period of graduation ceremony, in May, which is only three months left.

I've spent most of the campus activities in the research laboratory for several months with good progresses. Many Things went smoothly exactly like what I was planned, but not with my heart.

As time passes, nothing had changed. The memories of him never fade even a little, even though I keep it in silence.

A flat face with no expression devoid of emotions disguises everything, sadness, happiness, or anger, everything is hidden.

I have grown accustomed to immersing myself while other humans are sleeping in peace, then crying without any reason before falling asleep.

Every time they saw my eyes were swollen, they would think that I've too much sleeping hours or didn't sleep at all.

Before, I was just a spoiled kid with many complaints. Since the first day I entered the middle school, I stopped complaining and turned into a different person, a cold character suddenly clung into me.

I lived as if I didn't need anyone and almost forgot that humans are social creatures.

The family interprets these changes as a form of maturity and independence of mine. They don't realize the obstacles I face, they don't see the wound that remains in my heart. My life seemed boring like the surface of water, as if everything was well.

No one looks at me much closer, except for a few rare humans who have long been gone. My life seems perfect from afar, so none of them asks about my wishes since everything has been well planned.

Maybe that is one of the reasons that made me who I am today, living with extraordinary plans. I can't blame them, however I was born this way; had no desire or goal in life in the first place.

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