Why Isn’t She Afraid?

I opened my eyes, now I was fully awake,

"What happened?" I asked Ash, she was on the floor.

Her eyes on me, she put a finger to her mouth telling me to be quite. I kept completely still.

BOOM!

The bus rattled back and forth. Ash mouthed to me "Cranks." They were banging against the bus. Ash moved closer to me, she grabbed my hand and pulled me towards her. She whispered into my ear,

"I'm not sure how many there are. That's a thing that could kill us or save us. Do I vote that we stay here and wait them out, you?" She asked still close to my ear. I leaned to hers and whispered ok. She backed up and smiled at me.

Ash picked up the lantern and tossed a blanket over it. Our only light source was finally out. How could she be so calm? I mean there are who knows how many Cranks are surrounding this bus and she doesn't give a thing about any of it. How it that possible?

Was her family over run by Cranks or something? I really don't know anything about this girl and yet she shows me kindness. SHE GAVE ME THE FREAKEN CURE! She attacked me out of no where, I might not know anything about her. But I do know that I can't leave her behind, her, Thomas and Minho are he only friends I really have left. I can't leave them behind not for anything. Wait I think I know why she has no emotion towards these things. What if she's not afraid to lose it all cause she already lost it all? What if she's at a point where dying isn't a problem to her? What if she's not afraid of dying?