Self Defence

I left my house half an hour earlier for her place.

I was so full of questions and excitement to sleep last night .

I was trying to collect all the pieces of my memories and put them together .

10 years back when I first met my Haein, we had a bad argument but we ended up in same class, in same group . I kept teasing her . I didn't know when I fall for her so hardly.

In present , it feels like history repeating itself . I don't want to look at this Haein in that way I used to see my first and last love because I promised myself to get the punishment on my own for the pain and suffer I caused her.

But I kept looking at this Haein and she kept giving me the old vibes I used to get from my love.

And now it's hard to accept but I started to wish that This Haein and That Haein is one person.

Personal information , appearance are not a matter anymore for me . What I need to do is to confirm some small details and some common habits.

I'm waiting outside of her apartment now leaning onto my car. I called her and she said she is coming out in 5 mins. She really did.

A short dall like girl wearing a blue torn jeans and a black loose top came out opening the main door and when she noticed me I waved my hand with a smile. She bowed with a big eye to eye smile for the first time .

I never saw her in other dress than formals . For a moment I felt like time gone slow. Everything gone blur. The only thing in focus and clear is this bright girl walking towards me with a I-can-melt-your-heart like aura .

I snapped out from my trance when she finally stopped infront of me .

"Boss"

"Umm ? Ohh ! You look pretty".

Ahh fuck Lory why did you have to say that instead of good morning?

She got a bit surprised. "Thanks boss". A slight flash of redness is clear on her fair cheeks when she looked down that made me chuckle .

I opened the door for her and she slide plopped the car. I jogged to the other side and drove the car out of the neighbourhood .

Suddenly I noticed in the rear mirror a car following us from behind and it's been since we left from Haein's place .

After 15mins we reached my house and I parked the car inside. She looked a bit confused when she asked ,"Why are we here boss?"

I hopped off the car. She did the same.

"I have my own gym here , come with me" , and we walked to the garden behind my big house where I live alone far from my dad. Then I opened the door of my gym room which is in the end of my garden but not attached with the main house .

As I turned the lights on , I heard a "Woooaaaa" came from behind that made me turn around .

She stood with her mouth and eyes widely opened as if her jaw going to fall on ground in shock .

I stretched out both of my arms in pride ,"Here is my little training room" , I called my stadium like gym a little. Wow.

I took out the training uniform I bought yesterday from my closet and gave her.

"You will need this , changing room is that way", pointed my finger towards the corner door of the room. She didn't said a word before walking towards the changing room.

I also changed my dress quickly while she wasn't here. After some moments she came out tying the belt around her waist. The costume perfectly fits her Pokemon size .

"Should we start now?" I asked while standing in the empty middle spot of the room. She stood face to face .

"Yes BOSS" , she saluted me with a goffy smile .

"I'll teach you some basic tricks today. See if someone force you and grab your collar like this ", I took her hand to hold the hem my cloth, "Then place you opposite leg forward, grab his wrist with you hand and", I pulled her arm and turned her with another one by grabbing her collar. It's so sudden and I know it's not the right trick also but had to pull this. I need to check one thing .

"BOOOSSS", She was about to fall when I grabbed her waist with my right hand while my left one is still holding her collar .

My eyes caught a familiar mark that I haven't seen for years

WHAT AM I SEEING??..............

years back~~

I'm sitting on her bed while she is working on our project sitting on her study table. I Finnish my writing part a long ago. She is doing the sketch part because she is good at it. She told me to go home but I insisted to stay until she finish the whole work .

She is flinching her shoulders , maybe her back hurts.

I slowly stood from the bed and walked to her desk. She shivered when my hands touched her bare nack as she was wearing a wide neck top.

"Hey , I don't need this Yeol", she looked up to me.

I smiled and pecked on her forehead ,"Your back hurts , I know. Don't worry I can do this much "

"Okk then , as you wish" , then she tied her hair in a bun .

I was admiring her perfect neckline while massaging her shoulders when my eyes spotted two dots on the curve line on her left neck.

I leaned forward to examine closely. Tried to brush my thumb over the spot to wipe it out but it didn't come out. Then I realised it's two moles.

I chuckled that made her look at me with a frown . Our faces are a inch apart.

"Why are you laughing ?"

"Did you ever get bitten by vampire or kobra in past life?". I couldn't help but laugh .

"No .. why?"

"Then what about this two moles here?" , suddenly I received a slap across my back head that made me back up with my palm rubbing my back in pain.

"It's a birth mark , Dumbyeol" , she hissed .

"Yaa I told you not to call me that PIKU " , I yelled back.

"Then why are you calling me that ?" , She stood up on the chair to reach my height resting her palms on either side of her waist .

Let's tease her more ....

"Then should I call you in full form? P.I.K.A.C.H.U. !!"

"Yaaaaaaaaa !! You are dead meat today , Come here you brat" , she jumped from the chair and ran after me.

End.....

I snapped back to present by a tap on my chest. Two big eyes looking straight to my eyes. I couldn't help but loosen my grip and she fell on ground.

"Boss!!" , She winched.

My heart is beating so fast . She got the same birth mark .

Are you really my .. my Haein ? My Haein ...

I feel like my world is falling apart. My whole body gone freeze. I didn't notice when she stood up or when my tears started threatening to fall.

I kept looking at ground.

I pushed her away to save her, so that she can live her life without any fear . It's ok for me to live alone forever knowing that she is safe . My love is breathing the same air as mine .

Then why ?

Why fate have to bring us back together again? To cause one of us die infront of the other?

Why ?