"Erstwhile Trouble"

She recalled the old times:

Where all leaves are red, the clearest of azure reflects his dreamy eyes and she felt The warmth of gentle-wind dabbed her skin,

While she secretly staring at him and Wondering; does he felt her tender glimpses? Will her heart be precious to him as he was to her ?

The sweet-curve on his lip sends calmness to her veins,

The rim in his eyes when he smiles was her favorite haven.

Everytime he was near; she lost her thoughts for awhile,

And her heart's throbbing so loud,

And every single chances, she was hoping for him to know that she existed with big heart for him,

Despite of all the amiable signs that she had made with effort for him,

Yet, she still remained invisible in his eyes,

This reality made her heart cramped,

And ashamed of herself by the ideas of blaming and getting angry with him;

even the fact that she don't have the privileges to do such things had mentioned above,

She then tries to move on...

She's now moving on, yet, everytime she abandoned her love towards him, there's always a taunted-temptation that rekindled with hope and into a sudden pain;

That made her heart shattered into a million times,

This unrequited love will never be easy,

Loving someone who doesn't feel the same way, seems like you suffered every night and day, thinking; will he be yours someday or he will be remaining just in your fantasy.