CAM

I did agree with June, thinking that maybe I am just frustrated because what Stella did, maybe what I feel for June is just myself trying to distract myself, I almost lost myself in jealousy today, I know it's a worst feeling but I couldn't hold myself or my emotion whenever I am with her, it's like she makes me do the things I even don't know myself, Why do guys follow her everywhere like a honey bee, I know she's like a flower and she smells like one too.

Well I guess I have to try dating like she said, well i did ask a girl out from the wedding, night time is best to change right it makes people wild, "Hello Cam" the girl came and sat next to me, I ask her to meet me at a club because I can't do this at home, "I thought you don't wanna meet me" I look at her while taping my watch I hate those who make me wait, June haven't made me wait when we were together, shit I did said that I will not think of her and here I am comparing her the movement the girl came, "Actually I was nervous coming here" she said while drinking the Martini. After that, it was so awful I could not stand her, she bored me in just fifteen minutes. "Sorry I think this is a bad thing" I stood up and went out of the club.

I thought I could handle any girl by now but maybe I have changed in this last year because hearing other girl cry or through shits in front of me is so tiresome I can't handle it but when it comes to June I just wanna pick her up and keep her close to me so that no one can hurt her, as for the one who hurt her, I wanna kill that person who made her cry, I open my room door went to the bar pick the whiskey bottle and sat on the sofa, I tried to clear my head by drinking it but even in my house I feel like its missing something this is the first time it felt so empty.

I liked it this way from the start but now it is begging me to bring the missing piece. I sat on the sofa and tilt my head back and stare at the ceiling, I took a deep breath and all the memories with June rush into my mind, I know I said it's a distraction but what if it's not I have to confirm this.

I rush out of the room and called Mathew and ask him for June's current address, because after she came back she did not went to her old house, I wanted to say her that she can move to her old house but I didn't get the chance today,

I almost lost myself when some person ask her number and she gave it happily. I could feel arrows hitting my heart, but I stopped myself, I drove to the address that Mathew gave me it is not a surprise that she move in with her friends, Its morning already, I ring the doorbell and as I was waiting the door open it's a surprise that someone is awake at six in the morning, but as the door opens I was so stunned to see June in a wedding dress, we didn't had a proper wedding so I have not seen her in a wedding dress, she looks like an angel in that white dress she looks so pure and here I am covered in blood if I touch her I might stain her also,

"What are you doing here, Mr. Watson?" I snapped back to reality when she whisper, my head is blank I can't think of anything now, should I go back and never touch her? Yeah maybe that's right I don't want to stain her or chain her with my devil, she wave her hand in front of my face, I look at her and no matter if this is a last time I just wanna have her in my arms so I pull her in my arms, the door behind her shut, blocking all the noises like her friends chatting, having her in my arms feels so fucking good, I pull her away and kissed her before she could say anything, "Umhos" she murmur on my lips while trying to free herself but I didn't lessen my grip but I tighten my grip around her,

I let her mouth go but not her body, "Are you drunk?" she tries to catch a breath and said, I didn't replied I just stare at her, "Why are you here Mr. Watson and you have to stop kissing me its sexual harassment" she whisper while trying to free herself, "I wanna see you" i said hesitantly.

"I know you have been drinking because you smell alcohol but seriously how high are you," she said after a while.

"I don't know, anyways lets go out I want to talk" I said while carrying her

"Wait I didn't said that I wanna go with you" she tries to protest but I jerk her a little to which she grab me tightly "Have you lost your mind" she murmur against my chest, I let out a laugh, "maybe" I replied and saw receptionist giving us a strange look but didn't said anything

"Stay quiet" I said her while placing her in the car, "Why did you came here? Where are you taking me?" she asked me so many question "Do you want me to shut you by my way?" I glance her and she quickly place her finger on her lips.

Soon we reach my home, "Why did you take me here? Does your mom want to talk to me again? But this is a bad timing I am wearing a fucking wedding dress" she started talking when I parked the car, "Kitten just follow me will ya" I open the car door after saying it, to which she rolled her eyes.

"have a seat I will bring something to drink" I left to grab a bottle of whiskey and when I came back she was adjusting the living room, I do have a cleaning lady but she's on leave and I haven't got any free time to clean my room, and the scene somehow felt heartwarming,

I place the bottle and glasses on the table, walks towards her, and pick her up to which she screamed a little "Wha… What are you doing Mr. Watson" I ignored her and I place her on my lap as I sat on the sofa, "The cleaning lady will do it it's not your job" I said as I place back her hair which were on her shoulder as I did I saw a red bite mark, a strange feeling pile up in my stomach, I cares the bit mark with my thumb and strangely she reacted, I look at her and as our eyes met she pull away her eyes, I kissed her neck when she turn her face, she hissed and tries to push me but I grab her hands with mine and lock it.

"What are you doing Mr. Watson?" she asked in her shaky voice. I place many kisses on her neck and left some hickeys. I want everyone to know she is taken. Is it because we both are already drunk that the heat is driving us crazy, I place a small kiss on her lips and sat her beside me. "I am leaving, I don't think it's good if I stay" she tries to get up but I pull her back. "Kitten stay I won't force myself on you I promise" I put my hands up so she could believe me, "Okay but I will leave soon" she said as she make herself comfortable on the sofa, I gave her a smile, pour whiskey, and pass her, after a few drinks she started talking,

"You have changed Mr. Watson" She tries to adjust her dress to sit more comfortably. I look at her all move, the way her hair falls on her shoulder, the way her little body moves, I did not realize I was quite for a while until she came close to me and poke me on my shoulders. "Wakey Wakey Mr. Watson" I hold her hand and put her on my lap. "Aah there you are I thought you fall asleep while holding a glass" she drank the remaining Whiskey from her glass, "How can someone fall asleep while holding something" I kept my glass on the table and pour her whiskey, "it's you Mr. Watson you are a robot and robots can do anything-" hic she pauses, but continue "so maybe you can sleep while holding something, "she shrugs and I laugh "Kitten the way your brain works is incredible" I pat her hand,

"If you are uncomfortable, you can change" I said her because kept adjusting her dress, she opens her mouth to say, but close it, after a few minutes she opens it "You don't have my clothes here," she pokes my chest this time, "Well you can always wear my t-shirt, Oh you already stole two before, I don't have to say it right" I tease her, her cheeks turn red with embarrassment. I do not really care if she stole two or five I have many t-shirt she can wear as many as she wants.

"I have a reason for doing that" she pouts, I kiss her hand and got up to grab my t-shirt, "hey hold up I can't change in the living room right" she got up and follows me, "Well the decision is all yours kitten, " I laugh when she hit me on my shoulder.