The years before *Edited*

Me and Klaus has just passed our sixteenth winter, it seems like time has flown by. I can't believe it's been eleven years since I've woken up in this world. The more days that pass, the more I get used to everything being so, quiet around me and the air quality, it's as clear as it can be with no factory's or anything of that sort you'd never really think of the small things until you're in the moment.

Another small thing that I had to get used to is no bathrooms, so that also means no showers we have the river water but it's still not the same. But hey one day I'll have them again maybe a thousand years from now, but I will have it again!

I've slowly gotten away from being so glued together with Klaus, it's not like we have really grown apart we just have more freedom to move on our own and that is what I wanted. so, while I normally go with father hunting and training Klaus spends his time with Elijah and Henrick. They have their bond like they did in the OG timeline. which it great I'm trying to change things but the bond in this family isn't one of them.

while on the topic of bonds the older we get the more Finn grows distant from all of us. I've really tried to keep him happy and not have him closed off and just stay by mother and his magic. I know what that will do to him when we turn but at this moment and time I've almost completely given up.

Before we move onto my fighting skills I've gained since I was five. I should also tell you that I made sure that Rebekah and Kol are close. so, Kol isn't all alone and hopefully not all kill hungry or at least not as much. If I had to pick a favorite besides my twin, it would probably be my sweet little sister. she is so adorable; I don't want to be like Klaus in the future and kill all her suiters, but he's right they aren't good enough for her.

Now about my training it's going very well. I still can't beat father but I'm close I'm starting to push him. Not that much but I can which is fine with me. I still have a couple years to go before the big day.

unfortunately for Klaus the beating and verbal talk downs didn't really go away. or even be less than what I heard about in the show I tried to talk to father and get him to show leniency on Klaus but all I got was, "Boy for the last time I will do with my child as I please, if he wishes for better treatment then he needs to be a man and stop with that silly painting, and get focused on training like you."

I tried to get Klaus to put up a ruse. so, he could get better treatment, but he is stubborn and stuck in his ways.

I'm think about all of this as I'm walking back to the hut after a long hunt.

Esther "how was the hunt with your father and the men."

"It went really well and killed a lot of meat for the winter. How are my siblings? I didn't see any of them on my way in."

Esther "they are out doing their chores and at the market."

"Thank you, mother I will be on my way, now."

unfortunately, my life was mostly boring and repetitive. while all I really did in my life before the change was eat, sleep, train, and hunt. a very boring life so why don't we skip to the part we all have been waiting for.

YEARS LATER

To my disappointment the doppelganger did show up a year or so back and try to get in between Klaus and Elijah but I put a quick stop to it by keeping Klaus away and making him see her true nature. I couldn't do that with Elijah as much as I tried, he always brushed it off. but still since they weren't both going after her their brotherly bond didn't strain too much, so I'll take victory's where I can.

we were all in the caves on the full moon I know the day has to be coming soon. all my siblings look like they did in the show I just wish I knew the exact day. while Ayana was putting up the barrier. I notice that Klaus and Henrick are missing from the cave. I think I'm the only one who has I, could say something, try to change his fate. I do love my youngest brother, but I've read all of the fan fictions when they try to change his fate it always fails. I could be different but if I do save him will we become what we are meant to be. I don't want to risk it, so I say a silent prayer to the gods hoping he has a peaceful afterlife.

The next morning as we all get out of the cave and head home all of a sudden, we hear yelling.

Klaus yells "MOTHER, MOTHER, MOTHER!!"

when u look at the direction of the voice, all you can see is a distort Klaus and a cut-up dying if not died young Henrick in his arms.

Esther hearing her son quickly come over to just stop for a second before speaking.

Esther sobs "No! my son what has happened, Niklaus how did this happen."

as Klaus looks at his brother's body and thinks of what happened the night before. he speaks finally after a moment.

Klaus with his head down "we snuck out to watch the men shift into beasts, but before i knew what was happening one attacked Henrick and I was too weak to do anything."

Esther looks at her teacher and Beggs her to save her son.

Ayana concentrates for a moment "after contacting the spirits, I'm sorry to say they won't give us a way Esther. your boy is gone."

all u hear for a moment is Esthers cries of "NO NO NOOO!!!"

Then Mikeal comes rushing up pushing everyone out of the way to see what has happened

Mikeal stares and asks "Ayana can you save my boy".

all he got was a shake of the head, then he turned he's new anger onto the one holding his youngest son.

"Boy what have you done now."

Klaus looking scared "He begged me to take time to see the men change into beasts. then one attacked us, and I was too weak to save I'm so sorry father" as he bows his head in shame.

Mikeal looking mad "You are truly pathetic and correct this is your fault."

He then takes the dead body away from Klaus. then beats him for what he's done, normally you'll have someone try to help Klaus, but today they all watched.

I'm just standing there staring at the whole scene and I really don't know what to say. I knew it would happen. Heck, I let it happen but seeing him dead right in front of me. It hurts way more than I thought it would it's not a show anymore and the worlds about to get a whole lot harder.

After the burring of Henrick I overheard my parents talking about making us stronger and faster. i knew it was about time for the change. I'm a little scared who wouldn't be I'm about to die and change my whole life. I'll go from normal human to vampire that's a big change. defiantly when you're the first family.

Later that night everyone was called to eat and mourn Henrick together. But out of the children only one knew what really was about to happen.

I'm sitting here drinking every last drop of this wine just in case i want to be sure it'll happen and try to slow my racing heart while I wait.

My siblings start to move frantically, and I know what is happening, so I stand up and face my father and tell him to do it. Thats when it went black, it's not the first time I died but it's still weird.