FLASHBACK
6 years ago I was upset after I heard Mina and khan are dating .
the feeling of betrayed made me walk aimlessly around the central park when a loud music combined with people wowing catch my attention.
What's going on there ! I walked all the way to the other side of the park.
a young Asian man ,with silky black hair and pale skin was dancing in the middle of a circle made by people.
he was skinny and tall , with his black outfit and cap . he was the coolest person I ever met.
his dance moves amazed me , he seemed so free, so fearless.
when his dance was over I approached him "excuse me ! can I talk to you for a moment? "
"No!" he snapped and left me behind.
"why is he so rude ?" I pouted and walked back home.
the next day an inner feeling made me go there again. I analyzed his moves carefully , he was flawless.
he was drinking water when I give my luck another chance .
"Hi...I...." I was cut by his bitter voice
"NO!"
"how dare you!" I took off my sneaker and shoot it to him , it hit his shoulder.
he took my shoe and walked away! "hey! give it back to me!" I screamed but he continued with his path.
what a weirdo !
That day, I did not care about my shoe and returned home,
but the thought of what he had done bothered me.
after two days I went to the park again when his performance was done .I went to him, this time he didn't even give me a chance to say hello.
"No"
I clenched my teeth, "I can't take this man any longer !"
I hit the back of his neck with a small stone.
He turned around and glared at me!
Im in trouble!
He took firm steps towards me. I stepped back.
"I'm sorry! I ... " I tried to explain eventhough that didn't stop him , he took my purse and left!
"What! What happened?" He want me to follow him (?)
I walked behind of him keeping two steps distance. he was walking so fast until we arrived to an old studio, he stepped in , But I didn't go!
"If you start something, finish it!" How interesting he said a complete sentences.
I ran after him like a child fooled by a chocolate.
the building was so old , all walls were cracked, I regret my decision. what if he is a serial killer (?)
he stopped in front of a huge mirror.
"If you repeat every move of mine, I will accept you as my student! " he stated and started dancing with no music.
How did he know what I want? Mysterious.
I started dancing too, but learning his moves without any rhythm was so hard for me.
I tried my best not to fall behind , with his last move , I found myself in his embrace.He wrapped his arm around my waist.
"I will perform the apprenticeship ceremony, so don't think otherwise." He whispered into my ear and slowly got closer to me his stare was on my lips ! I gulped, Is he ? He kissed my lips! softly and gently.
What a ceremony! that was the first time I felt the butterflies in my stomach.
He didn't know that it was my first kiss! and I never let him know that, although the smirk he had after the kiss made me think he already knew.
After practicing with him for awhile I got to know him better, he was so smart so caring , he always checked if I ate on time. I felt so special and that made me think he is my Soulmate...
But the plot twist happened, a new dancer joined our studio! A young cute boy . Kai had the same affection towards him.
It turned out I wasn't special , Kai is just too friendly!
I found out that he is bisexual, he doesn't care if its a boy or a girl he date everyone but just for a week !
I'm not sure how crazy I am , but I wanted him even more after seeing his playboy side.
I have been waiting 6 years for him to choose me for a one-week relationship.
he date every walking creature on this planet but me..
End Of Flashback.
Its been 6 months since I last saw him . he was on a world tour with some famous singers , today is the day he comes back.
"Joy , aren't you going?" Mom pinched my forearm .
"Oh , yeah ! love you Mom. have fun" I kissed her cheek and ran to the studio.
This studio is the exact same studio he brought me in the first day, but it's not cracked or old looking anymore.

we spent most of our income on this building to make it look professional.
I could hear the music by the entrance.
"ITS KAI'S SONG!" I hurried in to find him
He was dancing passionately , like always
But the view made my heart heavy again !
a young handsome boy was dancing with him.

New boyfriend!
I smiled bitterly. he must met him on his trip.
"Ayo, Joy !" Kai noticed me and hurried to hug (?) no he just fist bump with me "my pride Joy! you did amazing in Hanil !"
"Joy is mad ! why didn't you come to my performance?" I pouted.
I'm totally a different person when I'm with him. a little spoiled kid of him.
he pinched my cheek "Im sorry princess, but I have a great news for you ." I blinked for a few times thinking what he have for me !
"hum?"
"you will be the main actress for my next music video !" he shook me like I didn't make the reaction he was looking for "isn't it great?"
"yeah yeah awesome!" I murmured.
but it would be better if you notice me.
"Kai! Is he your new bf ?" I pointed to the guy who was still dancing in front of the mirror.
"Yeah , he is a famous choreographer! So talented, So sexy " Kai was looking at him with affection. I think he finally found his end game.
I left the studio sooner since Kai removed me from all other activities tobe focused on the music video .
as soon as I reached home , I started pulling the dress I was wearing and I end up ripping it "I hate you ! I hate this! I hate him! Aishhhh !" I yelled loudly, thanks God no one was there to hear me. I don't know why Im so excited over an old crush.
I received a text from Mina.
<you come here and tell me everything or I will KILL YOU 🔪>
Mina is that one friend with the best timing , she wont let you drown in your sadness.
I know she is not joking about killing me, she wants to know every detail about my date, and she can't wait for long.
I replied her <I'll be there in 30 min!>
Changed my ripped dress of shame into casual clothes.

I walked all the way to her house, I got there breathless.
<knock knock>
I kicked the door when she take so long to open it !
I could hear her nagging "Calm down Joy Im coming!"
I jumped in "Story time baby!"
"Yeayyy~ Joy's love story!" She guided me in , more like pushed me in . To sit in the living room where she prepared all kind of snacks, ready for gossiping.
I glared at her "I guess you're ready to hear everything!"
she sat in front of me and started eating some snacks! She ordered like a boss "start your presentation !"
I explained every second of my date and she had a special reaction for every incident.
"So, I told him I can't accept such an expensive gift but he said he will take it back on our second date and then left because of an emergency call!" And by that I ended my presentation.
"So you have a second date ~ yeay~" Mina clapped her hands like a baby. "Eros is so romantic, Im jealous!"
"Im nervous about rejecting his gift! He is so .... How to say that .... Majestic! I feel like I can't just throw the gift in his face !" I bite the corner of my nail, just as a habit to calm down.
"You cant ! he doesn't take rejections so well!" Mina smirked "he will convince you!"
"Huh ? Why?" It was a disappointing news for me.
"When I met him in his office to talk about you , whenever I mentioned you might reject him, he was like , she wont!" Mina imitated Eros' deep voice for the last part.
"but I still think you should know him better ! you are already head over heels for him !" Mina pointed to my face , am I blushing? I felt embarrassed by myself , I can't control my feelings anymore, specially when I hear someone like Eros want me so much ! Who wouldn't blush?
But there is a sad fact that follows me in every situation.
"I want to have a stone heart , I wont let anyone enter my heart or life ! Never! and someone like him needs a heir , doesn't he?" I raised my eyebrow daring her to say otherwise.
"He said he doesn't want a baby ! Why do you keep making scenarios " Mina talked with burden , Her face was so serious unlike her usual expression. Im curious about what's going on her mind.
"He says it now but he will change his mind once he sees a cute baby!" I sighed . Why my concerns mean nothing to them.
I don't want to risk my heart ! If I get into a serious relationship I will be left alone sooner or later.
I just want Kai type of relationship . Yes thats it.
Mina leaned back while rubbing her tummy , she looked upset "Sometimes I think you make all this excuses because you still love khan !"
"I better go !" I left without looking back to her ,
"I didn't mean to... Joy wait ! Joy !" she kept calling for me but I ran out of her house.