MEETING

Days passed and everything went alright. Hoshi oppa gave me the dance choreography for my own song this coming evaluation and I started singing my own song with the help of the vocal team. Joshua oppa taught me some korean language and stuff I should know. Tomorrow will be the evaluation day and we have a meeting right now with the CEO

"Tomorrow is you're evaluation day for this month and tomorrow we'll going to pick a trainee to make her debut. Girls, you should do well because we're gonna pick a one trainee to make her solo debut" The CEO said 

"And you're gonna perform on BigHit entertainment because the CEO wants to see your skills, we all know that we merged already so they have the rights to saw your talents and they're also going to pick and vote who's gonna debut so you should really do well" he said and eyes us all.A girl raised her hand and the CEO looked at her and nodded, giving her the right to ask

"CEO, I thought we're gonna form a girl group?" He asked. The CEO nodded "I thought so too but me and our board members, along with our artist, agreed to release a solo girl artist because it's for the best. Currently, we have nu'est and Seventeen as our active boy artist. We don't have any girl artist so we planned to make a girl trainee, debut" The CEO looked at me and smiled

"But why solo? Why not form a group?" A girl asked again. "It's a personal matter" he said and stood up "Meeting adjourned and I hope everyone will do their best tomorrow. I'm expecting you all to do well" The CEO looked at me again and nod before leaving our practice room. We all stood up and bowed at him.

Everyone went to their own practices so I watched the video choreography Hoshi oppa sent me. I watched it many times to check if I did something wrong. I already memorized the choreo but I just wanna check if I made it all right. For me, before I could memorize and choreo, I always watch it many times so that I can be familiar with the routine and beat. After that, i'll play it in slow and i'll copy the stops until i'll memorize it

"Angel, have you memorized it?" Hoshi oppa asked when I got into their dorm from the cafe, Joshua oppa picked me up. Like what they said, I actually stayed her and I'm planning to sleep beside Joshua oppa downstairs. But since my things are here at the 8th floor, I came her to take a bath before going down. I already told him that and since he have his own room, he agreed

"Yes oppa. I'm gonna sleep on Joshua oppa's room so I'll just quickly take a bath and go down" I told them

"Eat first" Jeonghan oppa said, placing a plate with food. I nodded and ate quickly. After the incident, he became sweet and careful to me. Not the Jeonghan I know before, the cold, careless Jeonghan is gone. He became sweet, humorous and thoughtful Jeonghan. It's not that bad so I just let him do whatever he likes and I know it's the true him. In the past nights, I actually slept beside him since he got a room for himself too.  He actually offered that he can sleep at the living room but I refuse. I'm scared to be alone. I'm scared I might have that night mare again

"Bye bye" I waved my hand on Jeonghan oppa. He nodded and smiled before he closed the main door and locked it. I came down and punched their codes in the 6th floor. I knew because Joshua oppa told me and the password downstairs and upstairs are just the same, it's their debut date

I went inside and saw them watching some TV "Oh? you're here? do you want to watch?" Mingyu oppa asked and I shook my head. I'm actually tired so I went inside Joshua oppa's room and lay down the bed. He's not here so I just let my self fall asleep as I wait for him.