Chapter 41- Encouragement.

Raina's POV.

"And also even if I say you're my soulmate, we have not really defined our relationship yet, Soo." I said quickly, I was surprised I had the guts to say it, but we hadn't really defined our relationship yet.

"So you purposely said that because our relationship isn't defined." He glared at me.

"No, not really, I didn't intend to make you jealous." I said.

"Then why did it happen?" 

"How would I know that." I shrugged and he glared at me again, I was sure my skin would pierce if looks could really kill.

"I've never been Jealous before, it was a very weird feeling." He admitted.

"I'm sorry if I made you jealous in any way," I smiled at him "I've been apologizing for something I didn't do on purpose." I added slightly.

"I like you, no scratch that," he paused " I love you way too much, it surprised me even more today, I literally saw red and I know how my murderous rage becomes, I wanted to strangle Mr Trint and his grandson." He admitted.

I shivered when he said that, it was scary and thrilling at the same time, that he could go to such lengths because he liked me, I also liked him a lot, I've never felt this way for anyone, I've always gone on dates and never something serious like this.

The realisation that I was the mate of this gorgeous and hardworking man and that I was in love with him, and that it was really serious.

I was really scared about the outcome of our relationship, we liked eachother but I was afraid it wouldn't end well, he was a vampire and I was human, I was bound to transform to a vampire soon, our relationship wouldn't really work, and also the most scary thing was the fact that Everyone I loved was always dying or not close to me.

I loosed everyone I loved, my parents, my relatives, my whole family were gone, and it hurt so much, even my friends I lost them all, I distanced Myself from people so I wouldn't end up loosing them, and I try so hard to not get close to anyone, but I was getting closer to him, emotionally and physically, we bonded so much, I felt it, I don't know if it was the mate bond as he called it, but I knew the bond between us was deep, and he told me once if we mated, it'll become deeper, we'll bond on all levels.

"Hey Raina, stop thinking." He said.

"You're an over thinker, and I'm not, I'm very optimistic, so when we're together and you maul over things, I'll be here to comfort and support you." He said and my heart warmed, he didn't chastise me for being an over thinker, he actually wanted to support me no matter what I did or thought.

"You're sweet, more than you let on or show." I traced the angles of his face and he shivered, his eye colour changing, he grasped my hands when I reached his chest, he started breathing fast.