Chapter 125- Guilt and Worry.

Raina's POV.

I smiled when I saw Lyn standing at the corner, I woke up with a massive headache, and I was feeling very weird.

My head hurt like crazy, it made me feel Iike they pounded my head with a pistle.

I sighed as I sat down on the armchair, my head kept banging.

"Are you okay?" Lyn asked and I nodded, I wasn't okay, but I didn't want to bother anyone.

I was still feeling weird, I cried myself to sleep after reading my diary, I was such a spoilt brat, I was still blaming myself for everything that happened, if I wasn't stubborn,then it wouldn't have happened to me.

"I'm okay, I just have a slight headache." I replied forcing a smile.

"Have you seen Bas anywhere?" I asked, I wanted to see him, I was very comfortable to explain how I felt right now to him, he would understand me better.

"Oh, I heard from Matteo that he left to check something out, he put you to sleep last night." Lyn replied and stood up, patting my back.

I suddenly remembered Bas putting me to sleep last night, he even fell asleep with me, I recalled hearing his voice before he left, it was almost evening, and he wasn't back yet.

I stilled as I felt something move in my body, I stared at my hands wondering if whatever I was feeling was in there, I looked at my legs and shoulders, checking out every part of my body, I sighed when I decided to stop, I knew I felt weird since I woke up after crying myself to sleep last night.

I avoided my parents the whole day, I bumped into my brother who was very happy to see me, I remember nodding politely to him and running off, I didn't want to face any of them after reading that diary.

I never knew I would be the cause of the problem, never knew that the circumstances happened because of me, but I felt so bad how stubborn I was and how it cost my family a lot.

I made us separate when we shouldn't have, and I made my parents worry and upset, I was much more than a bratty child, I did something that made me accept that I was a terrible child and it didn't make me feel good, right now I felt so horrible to the point of thinking about what they thought.

I wish I could read minds, I could have known what they were thinking about me right now, as much as they were happy to have me by their side, I felt like they were better off without me, and I came with problems for them.

I saw my father walk downstairs and I stood up running close to the pillar in the house, I didn't want him to see me, it made me hurt and angry that I got to see them again after what I had caused.

I didn't know how to face them, so I preferred to hide away, I watch him go inside my room and leave with a frown, he called out to me, "Kathryn." He said and I leaned closer to the pillar.

"I wonder where she is, Lyn told me she was sitting here." He mumbled leaving.

I heaved a sigh of relief when he left, I was less worried he didn't catch me, I looked around and ran inside my room, I didn't want to encounter any of them till my feelings which was over the place right now, was a little calm, I would meet them later, but right now, I need to make sure I could stop myself from emotional self harm, my memories returning didn't help matters.

"I just hope Bas is here." I whispered to myself, I don't know how I would behave or who I could talk to right now, but I needed him right now and he wasn't back yet.

"Is Bas back yet?" I paused slowly when I heard Gabriel's voice, I could hear footsteps and I hoped no one tried coming in, though if they tried the door it was locked, and it wasn't like the locked door would prevent them from coming in, they were Vampires after all. 

"Nah, I haven't seen him, we should find him yunno." Matteo replied, I walked closer to the door, trying to make our what they were all saying.

"Why are we looking for him?, he'll be back, we know the way around Vampire city, we grew up here." Gabriel asked and I mused.

"It's not about knowing the city, it's about where he went to." I heard Matteo reply and I wondered where he went to that was making Matteo his worried.

"Don't tell me it's where I'm thinking." Gabriel replied, his voice filled with worry.

"It is, that's why we should find him, he may be injured." Matteo said and I heard footsteps, I slided to the floor a little, my heart was beating so fast I felt like it would burst, I couldn't believe what I heard, I didn't know much about this city or what I heard but one thing I did know for sure was that Bas was in danger, I wished I got my powers back, I would help him without worrying, my heartbeat kept skyrocketing, I placed my palm to calm my heart.

I heard voices and scuffle and I decided to leave my room, I didn't care if I would face my family members which I was hiding from, I did not care at the moment, I wanted to hear any news about Bas, I just hoped it was him, and whatever was causing the shuffle outside should know something about Bas.

I went out immediately, walking down the stairs I could still hear scuffles and voices, I paused when I saw Bas lying down, holding his ribs, he was sitted in a pool of blood.

I gasped and everyone turned to me, my parents looked relieved to see me, I'm sure they were searching the whole house for me.

"What exactly made you hurt, if you left the place?" Matteo asked Bas as he cleaned the blood that was still rushing, it didn't look like the normal blood, it felt like something poisoned it or tampered with it, I walked close to him shakily and he smiled when he saw me, "hey you." He said and I bit my lips, he still wanted to make me feel less worried, but I couldn't even help but feel too scared and worried about his wound.

"So what attacked you?" Gabriel asked as they wiped the blood that kept pouring, I walked closer to him and grabbed his hands sitting on the table they kept him.

"A spell induced spear." Bas replied and everyone stared at him wide eyes, I looked to him and he smiled wincing in pain.

"Bas steady, you'll see her, let's stop the pain." Lyn warned and Bas glared at her.

"Call the healer." Bas's father said and Lyn left rushing off.

"Looks like you've gotten your powers back?" Bas said to me and I looked at him blinking in confusion, I didn't understand him.

"She has?" My dad and mom asked simultaneously.

"Yeah, I can feel it," Bas said with a sigh as he leaned, I carried his head up, sitting there, I placed his head on my laps and held his hands, he gripped my hands tightly.

"Oh wow, I thought we would have to see a Sage." My dad replied.

I touched my hands on Bas's wound and I felt the energy come out, I gasped in shock, but I saw a white flame come out and entered his wound, Bas gasped for a while and blinked, I searched his face looking for any sign of discomfort.

I looked around and everyone stared at me, I stared at Bas wound and realized I just sealed and hid it.

"Did she just close a spell induced wound?" Matteo asked no one in particular, but he kept staring at me.

I stared at my hands, I didn't even know what I was doing, I just had the urge to place my hands on his wound.

"I'm back, could not reach the healer." Lyn said but paused when she saw his wound close.

"Kathryn closed it." My brother said proudly and I chuckled.

"Thanks a lot." Bas's father said and I nodded.

"I thought they were just vampires there?" Matteo asked.

"They were, I fought them off, but I was about leaving when I felt a spear in my sides and ribs." Bas said.

"I got to her before she left though, I was just taken by surprise." Bas replied.

"So what if, you didn't come home successfully and other vamps or any other creature attacked you?" Bas's father asked,he was clearly annoyed.

"I'm okay." Bas sighed as he leaned closer to my laps.

"You're not, why are you not taking this seriously." Bas's father yelled.