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"goodmorning honey" i heard my mom's voice, uhhh mom woke me up.

"hello mom, what happened?" i asked her because i noticed that i am not in my room.

"you were so drunk last night, harris called me and told that he will take care of you and so he did" i think i was blushing uhhh so annoying!

FLASHBACK...

"hey are you okay?" julia asked.

"y-yeah" i answered. I went out because my mind is not yet functioning.

"its cold here, mariko. Are you crazy hahaha" julia said and laughed

"shh. Im okay juls, go back" i told her so that she won't worry.

"tell me, i know you're not okay" she smiled.

"i-i don't know. I feel betrayed by my bestfriend, juls" my tears are starting to fall.

"i know I'm not that bestfriend you're talking about. I knew that you are hurt." she hugged me

"hey im fine, go back juls. For sure, archie is waiting for you haha" i tried to laugh and she smiled.

"no, I'm not going back there without you" she said and smiled.

"hey n-no, im coming back later. Go first" i refused.

"okay, please be okay hmmm? Love you." she hugged me first before she went inside the house. I hope harris wouldn't find out that I'm here.

I went inside and played table tennis to avoid my pain but everytime i see harris, my tears were falling. And one time he saw my tears.

" hey, why?" he asked

"n-nothing" i told harris and went to bar island, he followed me.

"i know its not." he was serious. I drank 5 glasses of tequilla before i answered him

"yes, im not!" i yelled.

"why?!" he asked and his voice was louder.

"w-why?! Hahahahahaha why? Harris. Why? Hahahahaha" i laughed. Now i feel thaf im a bit tipsy haha

"because of what, mariko?!" he sowas confused. Bleh whatever.

"are you out of your mind?! Because of you! I hate you! You are a liar!" i shouted and drank many galss of tequilla.

"w-what?! A what?! Liar?!" he shouted. Good thing we're just two here in bar island because they are all in the gaming room.

"yes! A liar, harris. A liar! A big liar!" i shouted again.

"what?!" he asked and getting confused.

"fuck you!" i shouted and just drank many glasses of tequilla and some alcohol.

END OF FLASHBACK...

oh, that's why i was drunk. Im lucky tho haha coz harris still took care of me last night even if im mad at him.

"oh, sorry mom. I really had a fun with them last night, don't worry we didn't do something wrong" i told her. And then i realized that a confession just happened last night and i was in pain so i drunk!

"shh, i know honey. Can i ask you something?" mom kissed my forehead first before asking a question.

"w-what is that mom?" i asked and getting nervous.

"do you stil have feelings for harris?" she asked and my eyes widened.

"m-mom" i can't speak! I don't know what to say. Oh lord help me.

"it's okay mariko, it's okay" mom hugged me and smiled.

"mom, i feel like i have feelings for him but I'm really over i don't know im so confused right now" i answered honestly

"mariko, if you still have, then go. Don't push yourself to forget your feelings for him because it's natural. I know you missed him so much" mom told me and i recall harris's confession last night. It really hurts.

"yes mom, i will but first lets go home because i feel dirty ezzzz," i stood up in the bed, waiting mom to stand up. We laughed each other and went home. I even saw other friends of harris lying in the floor hahahaha good thing i went to the bedroom.

I took a bath and fixed myself, it's 2:30 in the afternoon! Goshhh i can't believe this. I decided to wear a red velvet dress so that i can take a photos. After taking a photo, i changed my clothes into a shorts and oversized shirt because i am planning to study.

At the moment, i am reading and studying my books so that i can recite on our class. Advance Reading. After that, i took a nap before dinner, then when i woke up i went dow to eat

"dad!!" i ran and hugged dad.

"ha ha ha, hija how are you?" he kissed my forehead.

"im fine dad, how was your trip?" i sat down and get a food.

"im happy, im going back tomorrow" when he said that, i pouted.

"dadddd, you're going back tomorrow? Uhhh i missed you dad. You're only going to sleep here and then you'll go back tomorrow uhhh gosh" i was about to cry when mom held my hand.

"honey, he's doing this for us" mom told.

"but he's going back again tomorrow mom!" i defended

"mariko, im sorry darling i really need to go back. Finish your food" dad kissed my forehead.

After that, i just ate dinner and went to my room. I also said my goodbyes to my daddy.

I opened my twitter account and tweeted some shits

@mariko_herrera

I think i wanna relax huhu

@mariko_herrera

I want to go outing huh

@mariko_herrera

why would you lie to me?

And then a notification just pop with a name of

After a minute, i got 5k likes, 3k replies, and 6k retweets. Uhh i think i wanna be a vlogger hmmm.

@mariko_herrera

I tried to video myself, vlogging hahahaha i also tried a make up vlog but yeah i'll edit it.

"uhhh, i should sleep my goshhh" i whispered when i felt tired already and went to my bed.

When i woke up, i laughed because of my dream. It was me and harris together and we're in the church, getting married hahahahaha it's so funny.

But suddenly, i recall what happened last night. He had a girlfriend that's why he's not replying on my chats before and that's why i don't love him more than a friends now.

To be continued...