misunderstandings

In the morning I wake up and I find myself in his arms I lift my face and I begin to kiss him on the neck then on the cheek and finish on his lips, he slowly holds me closer to him turns his face towards me and gives me a nice smile as only he has.

Mickey: good morning my baby if I have to get up like this every morning ..... I don't let it finish

Chetty: Don't get used to it He smiles at me and gives me a kiss to mold on my lips. Mickey: Are you okay?

Chetty: yes why?

Mickey: listen baby tonight .....

Chetty: it was wonderful.

I felt emotions I never felt and I was very well indeed I thought it was a dream.

Mickey: We were in our world just the two of us became one person.

Chetty: Maybe that was my fear of being so comfortable with you and not being able to live without you.

Mickey: Baby ...

Chetty: Excuse me baby?

Mickey: yeah baby don't you like the nickname?

Chetty: it's not this but !!!

Mickey: You're my little lioness I just shortened it a bit.

Chetty: Got it.

Mickey: Baby I have to tell you something from my past I wanted to talk to you last night but you didn't let me talk.

Chetty: it's my fault if ...

And I lift my head towards him leaning on his chest and look him in his eyes.

Mickey: no come on I'm serious, there are things that you will not like what I have been and what I am you do not know me well I do not want to ruin everything I was afraid and I am afraid of losing you.

Chetty: I'm afraid of losing you too but Mickey this is love, and about the fact of your past I don't care I don't want to know I know you I like this guy I met in the present what if someone tries to hurt me they send him at the hospital and when I lose my temper he knows how to take me that with small gestures he makes me feel important in moments of weakness he holds my hand tightly I do not need anything else, you are all I want you are also my life like me for you. Mickey: I love you more now

He hugs me and kisses me very gently Chetty: You drive me crazy when you do this Between kisses he says

Mickey: How so?

Chetty,: with this sweetness.

Mickey: You are that sweet echo because I can't stop and because of what happened I'll never stop getting used to it again.

We laugh and hug under the sheets.

Mickey: I don't want to leave this room. Chetty: But we have to leave home today even if ... And I stop and fall on my thoughts, he looked at me.

Mickey: Why did you fall into your thoughts a minute ago you were happy and now you are sad what happens?

Chetty: I don't know but I have a bad feeling I don't know how something bad is waiting for me at home I can't explain last.

Once I had this feeling I had a bad accident and believe me it was not easy to recover. Mickey: What?

Chetty: yes in a car accident I was almost dead but luckily I am saved by a miracle I was little I was 11 but this is not the point and this strange feeling. I hug him tightly to me. Mickey: hey quiet I won't let anything happen to you I'll be by your side.

Chetty: What if you can't do anything? Mickey: Before you and my body then !!! Chetty: and this my fear of me does not matter but of you yes I know you do not hold the anger when it comes to me.

Mickey: You don't have to worry because you think the worst I know you are my weakness but please don't ruin this day do it for me don't think about it anymore what more happen?

Chetty: Already near you nothing Mickey promise me that whatever happens you will not lose your temper and do not let go of my hand.

Mickey: I promise and your hand will never leave.

Chetty: What if I let go of your grip?

Mickey: I will be forced to let go but I will never leave you alone even if you do not want me near you I will be your shadow.

Chetty: Mickey I love you I will always love you remember that even if I am not next to you you will always be in my heart you will never get out of there.

Mickey: how romantic you are !!!

Chetty: You showed my romantic side too. Mickey: You know you are very beautiful when you are serious and you are very very sweet in the morning you have driven me crazy these days.

Chetty: Why?

Mickey: I saw how you looked at me with anger, every look of yours gave me one stab in the heart don't do it anymore you make me feel bad.

Chetty: I won't do it anymore just because your heart is mine now.

Mickey: it's true and yours alone and it will be forever.

Let's stay a little longer in bed

Mickey: We have to tell your brother !!!

Chetty: Of course he'll be happy, but he already knows about us, before I came to you I talked to him.

Mickey: let's go downstairs, have breakfast and then we'll have to get ready to leave home and after our little vacation.

Chetty: Yes you're right, I hope nothing changes at home between us.

Mickey: What needs to change?

Chetty: I don't know, but I'm afraid to let you go.

Mickey: this is normal too, I'm afraid, I would like not to leave this room again, I would like to stay here with you forever, but you can't right?

Chetty: Yes, you're right I went to take a shower as soon as I got out I went to the others in the kitchen but there was only Bobby and Tina.

Chetty: Good morning, but Jacob?

Tina: he went out for a phone call.

I sit with them at the table and we finish breakfast, suddenly we hear the door slam loudly and we hear Jacob shouting.

Jacob: Mickey .... !!!!!!!

We approach him and see him out of breath, I move closer to him and put a hand on his shoulder.

Chetty: What's up Jacob why are you screaming?

He looked at me amazed I saw in his eyes anger, fear and sadness, he holds me in his arms.

Chetty: Big brother what? I don't have time to ask anything else, I hear footsteps coming upstairs on the stairs.

Mickey: Jacob ???

Jacob lets go of his grip and looks at me and I see the tears that want to come out in his eyes, he puts his hand on my head and strokes my hair.

Jacob: Mickey I need to talk to you, come out. We look at each other and they come out. Tina: god but what is next to Jacob?

Bobby: There is nothing good there is something wrong, Jacob's look scared me. After a while Mickey enters and I hear him talking to himself climbing the stairs above. Mickey: Fuck, no not now. I follow him but I don't have time for him to lock the door.

I start knocking on the door but he does not put his hands on the door and then I approach to hear what he is doing inside, I felt how everything was breaking, this is not good.

Chetty: Mickey please open this door please tell me what's going on.

He does not open I decide to go downstairs and go in front of Jacob, I look for him in the kitchen but there was no one but I hear voices from the living room, I see my brother sitting on the sofa with his hands holding his head in his hands, Tina in front to him sitting on the floor and Bobby sitting on the sofa next to Jacob with one hand on his shoulder.

Chetty: What the fuck is going on Mickey is breaking everything in the room and you sitting here thinking you explain to me what is there?

He looks up and comes and hugs me.

Chetty: Please Jacob?

He releases the hug and makes me sit on the sofa.

Jacob: I'm sorry baby but I can't tell you anything just that I love you and I won't let them hurt you.

Chetty: What, who could hurt me?

Jacob: Chetty don't ask me these questions, I'll tell you everything but don't trust me now please now we have to go.

Chetty: But Mickey?

Jacob: I'm going to talk to him don't worry you wait in the car.

Tina takes me by the hand and leads me into the car she gets in the front and I behind Bobby and stayed out of the car and I looked at him like he was agitated and always looking around him.