the tattoo of the past(1)

Mickey I am in the bathroom when I hear Jacob calling my name I get dressed and run downstairs to see what happens as soon as I get off I see him desperate, I saw fear in his eyes and how he held his sister in his arms something was wrong then I saw how he caressed his hair had almost tears in his eyes but what is happening I was wondering but Jacob told me to go out with him to talk I don't think maybe because of his sister and I mean he knew about us so it couldn't be this a thousand questions I had in my mind I follow him out and as soon as we are away he looks around and immediately hugs me.

Jacob: Mickey I'm afraid for Chetty .

I detach myself from his embrace

Mickey: Why do you know that you will never hurt them ??? !!!!

Jacob: I know Mickey but you are not the problem, this morning I received a very strange call I answered and a voice told me that I had to take care of my sister who will hurt them, I asked what she wants and said that it is revenge.

Mickey: a revenge?

How come a vengeance who and what really wants and someone from my past I have and pure coincidence I have to know more I have to stay calm.

Jacob: yes my revenge said that we must suffer even more that I was wrong that I found my sister it was better when she was not there who will now do everything to feel the pain that we have never felt.

Mickey: continue ..

Jacob: I said if he wants money or something else but my said our money won't do anything to save our little Chetty .

Mickey: Do you know his name?

Jacob: everyone knows everything about her Mickey I'm afraid if she'll hurt them I don't know what I'll do I don't want something not new happens to them she doesn't deserve it for sure my parents have hurt someone and now he wants to avenge and she and our weakness.

Mickey: don't worry nothing will happen to them we have to find out who this is and what she really wants has threatened you but we have to see if she really has the courage to get close to her i won't let them i won't even if i have to become who i was again I'll do it but she'll be safe I'll take care of her.

Jacob: everything was fine it is not fair that now she !!!

Mickey: don't tell her anything until we find out what happens let's go home and then see what happens don't make her worry we'll be near them and I won't leave her alone and if I have to leave her it will be you next to her you have to promise me you won't leave her alone not even a moment.

Jacob: I promise and thanks for everything. Mickey: You don't have to say thank you to her and my life I won't let the mistakes of others hurt her I won't let anything happen to them.

I hug him to Jacob and I make him understand that everything will be okay but I'm very worried I don't know how I will have to go to find that person who wants to hurt him Chetty , and if he knows about me, has anyone found me?

If anyone has seen my tattoo?

no it's not possible only Tina, Bobby and Jacob know what that tattoo means and no one else.

We go inside the house and I run upstairs I'm too nervous now I can't let Chetty see me so he doesn't have to see me in this state he has never seen me like this, when I'm like this I can hurt them I'm an animal I have to calm down, close the door behind me with the key, I hear her voice calling me I don't want to, I can't open the door for them I'm afraid I can hurt them I know myself well, I run out of nerves breaking everything in this room, I feel her worried afterwards that I have broken everything I have calmed down a bit I try to stay still I close my eyes and clench my fists I have to calm down and go out to go there and dangerous to be in this forest, I fall on my knees and lift my face towards the roof. Mickey: If something happens to them I will not be able to live without her.

I have never been so scared as now I feel lost. I have to go down she will have many questions to ask and Jacob can't answer them he has no answer and neither will I what will I tell them? I can't say you know someone who wants to hurt you what will he think? Poor girl I can't put myself in his shoes. I hear a knock again this time I hear Jacob's voice telling me that I have to get out and that she is very worried I don't answer them but he knows that when I'm ready I'll go down. After a while I go downstairs I go out and lock the door and go to the car I am with my eyes on the ground I have no courage to look into her eyes, I hear the noise and the car door I look up and see her running towards me without saying anything I jumped into my arms and held me tightly and felt how her hot tears fell on my body felt my heart in a thousand pieces it hurts me seeing her so I don't want her to cry, I hug him too and hold her tightly to me .

Jacob: Please don't cry I can't see you like that.

Chetty: What did I do? Am I wrong with something? What's up am I afraid? Please talk to me?

I withdraw from the embrace and I see her face full of tears her eyes red and it shows that she is sick and afraid. I put my hands on her face, she puts her hands on my hips and squeezes me.

Mickey: stop crying please you didn't do anything, you didn't do anything wrong please don't say this is not what you think.

Chetty: So tell me what's going on, why is Jacob so desperate? Why is Tina silent, why is Bobby looking around and seeing his worry in his face is he afraid?

And you locking yourself in a room and breaking everything?

the truth i am not a child i am old enough to understand that something is wrong and the problem is me.

Mickey: Get in the car I'll tell you everything. Chetty: No, I'm not in.

You tell me what's going on out here right away.

When I hear this, I get nervous again.

Mickey: please Chetty .

Chetty: That's enough He starts screaming Chetty: Enough I'm bored or you tell me right away I also don't go anywhere with you.

God sometimes makes the child too much, I take her by force and let her get into the car, I too, and between me and Bobby.

Mickey: Jacob leave now. Jacob leaves immediately and we go into the fireplace. Chetty: What are these ways?

Mickey: these are the right ways if you are a stubborn girl you have to listen to me well you are great so behave like one.

Chetty: are you kidding?

Mickey: hear Chetty your brother and worried about you got a phone call from someone and threatened that he will hurt you he gotta get revenge for I don't know what, Bobby was looking around because he was afraid someone saw us so he was looking and yes she was afraid it is not a game, and what can Tina say is she too amazed at this fact that she has no more words to say to you?

And I closed myself in the room because I was angry and I was afraid of hurting you if you were next to me when I am nervous I no longer think I am an animal and I was afraid for you now are you happy that you know everything? I see her looking down and silently saying nothing, why is she doing this? I don't understand why she doesn't ask me any questions? I feel his hand resting on mine he takes my hand he puts it on his leg and squeezes it tightly I feel him saying something almost whispering.

Mickey: What did you say?

Chetty: Sorry Did he say sorry? Just that? Mickey: I'm sorry Chetty I didn't want you to know so but you made you lose your mind, you were out there at gunpoint I didn't know if anyone found us.

Chetty: Why me?

Mickey: I don't know but I'll find out.

He puts his head on my shoulder and squeezed me, he wanted to be hugged, I think he felt lost too, in his place I was the same, I hug him and with one hand I touch his hair, his tears I felt them on my chest.

Chetty: You will never hurt me even if you lose your mind you won't hurt me.

Mickey: I can't know please excuse me first I didn't want to scream at you but ....

Chetty: Don't worry you had your reasons. After a while he was almost asleep in my arms.

Jacob: Did you tell them the truth why? Mickey: no I know because I couldn't lie the only words out of my mouth it never happened to me.

Jacob: So you really care about my sister, but can you tell me something?

Mickey: tell me?

Jacob: really you could have hurt them what I mean ?????

Mickey: I don't know but if something happens to them because of me, you'll never forgive me.

Jacob: Do you think you will have to tell them about your past?

Mickey: I tried last night but she said she doesn't care but now maybe it's better that I try to talk to him again.

Jacob: and the tattoo?

Mickey: This is already my fear of saying about that tattoo.

Tina: I think you have to tell them she feels love for you and has faith in you you have to talk to them from the heart she will understand you will not judge you.

Mickey: I hope so !!!

I am afraid to talk to her about my past it is not a good past I have done so many things that I regret, but I can not hide anything from them I cannot feel as if I am cheating on her and I feel bad I want her to know everything about me even if I am afraid who will no longer want to look me in the eye. When we get home we go inside the house, I take her by the hand and take her to her room, I make her sit on the edge of the bed and I start going back and forth around the room. Chetty: What do you have to tell me? You're very upset.

Mickey: I have to tell you about my past. Chetty: I told you I don't care.

Mickey: I'm glad you don't care but to find out who wants you badly, you have to know my past as well I don't want you to know it from someone else.

Chetty: What would you have done that was so bad?

I look at her with a smile

Mickey: how innocent you are chetty you don't know anything about me I wasn't the guy you know now.

Chetty: You can tell me anything you want, nothing will change for me, I understand that something from your past is scary.

Mickey: Until now I was not afraid because I had no weakness but now I have you and you are my weakness.

Chetty: What does your past have to do with me?

Mickey: still nothing but my past will come before you and you will not believe what you will hear for this I am preparing you for the worst I have to tell you the worst about me, to know who threatened your brother I have to go for a while and find out what's going on you'll be safe if i'm not close to you.

Chetty; and all this for a tattoo?

Mickey: tattoo?

Chetty: I heard a little in the car.

Mickey: I understand everything and for a tattoo that I have here on my shoulders near my neck, has a story this tattoo does not know my name as they know my tattoo.

I take off my shirt and look at him, she gets up and slowly approaches me then puts her hand on my shoulder where the tattoo caresses it slowly and then gives a kiss upstairs, I was amazed at that gesture she should be afraid of that what I'm saying is about this tattoo, but she is so calm she is not afraid of me I see it in her big eyes that are looking at me.

Chetty: I don't want to know anything about this tattoo at the right time if I need it I'll hear her story but now no, I don't want to know. But why does he do it this way I don't understand this girl who wants to make me understand?

Mickey: You should be afraid of me and this tattoo believe me.

Chetty: I have never been afraid of you, I am not and I will never be afraid of you you will never hurt me I will be able to put out the fury that you will have in you I know that I can calm you, I understand that you lose the I check when you are nervous you lose your mind no more reasons, I saw that greenhouse that you almost beat that boy to death but when you saw my eyes you calmed down and let her go, I will know that next time I have nothing to do but look in your eyes.

Mickey: it's true you calmed me down I don't know how but I can't risk it and that's not the only thing I've already told you, you are my weakness so until ...

He doesn't let me end up taking my face in his hands and kissing me.