Harbinger of Calamity
a Neet who has worked hard his entire life, who has experienced the vicissitudes of life, living much of his life in poverty, depression and drug addiction, at the end of his difficult road, dies of cancer at the age of 26. Having suffered his entire life trying to face the cruel reality of the world, always chasing higher pursuits and exploring ideas but his pursuit of truth only leads to his own collapse. In his last days instead of weeping, he laughs, he laughs at the absurdity of it all. It seemed as if fate had played the biggest joke on him, he had taken too seriously what had no value. What is life? a blink of an eye! as unreal as a dream, what a mysterious world, we are just born out of nowhere only to vanish later on. A profound sigh was uttered "If only I wasn't dealt such bad cards! I was made for the heights yet here I am crashed in the abyss of life." Looking at the world he was soon to leave, he sighed "Humanity truly has fallen in this era, it has crashed from the heights of embodying divinity to succumbing to their animalistic selves becoming creatures of decadence, slaves to pleasure, lust and the lowly desires of the body. Truly my heart weeps for the tragedy of humanity, the industrial revolution, a slave society disguised as 'modern society', poisonous foods filled with chemicals, an entire network engineered to enslave minds called the internet, an absolute infestation of decadence and mediocrity in the very Human spirit that used to overpower all. All humanity is enslaved, what can't parents even teach? they are slaves themselves. Atleast in this life, I refused to be a slave, I was a free being, atleast in the later half of my life, I followed my own passions and lived my own life but in the end, sigh I failed! But oh well, who ever lived a perfect life in this world? as the darkness of death engulfs him, he fully accepts it and is gone. A pair of eye opened and an absolutely stunning sight appeared, he was transmigrated. For the first time in so long, he could see clearly without glasses or contacts, he could feel physically powerful instead of a sickly body and a destroyed pleasure system. He resolves that this time, this life, He would pursue his own freedom! He would never give up on himself and he will walk his own path to the very end. "That's right, I was wrong depending on sympathy. Cold, heartless, I won't forgive them, they can't be forgiven! That's right, it wasn't me who was wrong, it was the world that was wrong!" A descent towards Madness. A cruel world where no refuge can be found, countless obstacles obstructing one's path, mountains of corpses, an abyss of blood, a heart of darkness, a cruel fate to all living beings. No heart or soul, only an abyss of despair and a heart to ascend beyond. ... Support me directly : patreon.com/aloneinthisworld (only if you don't pay for chapters) Discord : https://discord.gg/aGumZnuF3u
The legends of the girl with the red flower
There was a children's book that was very popular in the world and that kids loved to read, it's name was "the girl with the red flower."
It was said the first human to ever exist was a little girl, she was born of a beautiful divine tree fetus.
Her mother, the tree however perished as soon as as she gave birth to her.
The Tree's name was Awareness.
The girl walked in the forest without thinking as if she was insentient, moving in between the trees, she would endlessly crash into trees before standing up and walking again, she would get injuries all over her.
She walked for a long time before finally getting out of the forest, however she barely came out before she fell into a vast sea.
The girl fell and struggled in the water to survive before her eyes suddenly lighted up and she started to swim to the shore.
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The Sea's name was Consciousness.
After falling into the sea, the girl gained consciousness, previously she was only aware of her body's sensations but now she became fully conscious of her existence.
The girl swam for a short while before she reached ashore finally reaching land.
The land's name was existence.
The girl walked exploring all the lands but she kept getting bored because there was nothing to do or feel.
Her name was Maya.
She fell to the ground and began whining and crying like a baby : "Ahh what do I have to be alone, its so boring!"
As she was whining, a few white flowers attracted her attention, they looked pure like snow and ethereal like a rainbow.
The girl picked the flower from the ground, it looked beautiful.
She was mystified and amused, picking the flower and putting it in her hair.
The girl loved the flower so much that she always kept her in her hair.
As as she was gazing at the flower one day as she was walking, she slipped and fell.
"Oh no, the flower!"
She moved her hand as to protect the flower succeding but as she fell, a sharp stone hit her hand making her bleed all over the flower.
The little girl became depressed.
She thought and thought before she rushed on her way back with the red flower towards the sea she had been in.
She rushed finally arriving at a vast blue sea, the girl took the flower gently soaking it in the sea, as soon as the flower entered the sea however, it began to bloom changing colours turning from milky white with traces of red to a fully crimson red flower as its petals bloomed and stretched becoming a red spider lily.
The flower looked absolutely beautiful, the girl couldn't wait before she put the red flower on her hair.
As she soon as she did however the red flower became conscious and started talking in the girl's head asking her : "who are you?"
The girl was startled before she said : "who am I? I am your friend. what's your name?"
The red flower responded "My name is... Mind."
The red flower gazed at the sea she was put in before she spoke : "It seemed you put me into the sea of consciousness, that's why I was able to gain sentience."
It continued "Thank you, for this deed, I shall protect you and help you."
white horse ---> death
girl wants it, mind doesn't
mind keeps worrying, girl hates it
mind keeps fearing and stoping her, she hates it.
mind keeps being annoying
the girl decides to remove the flower, it no longer thinks in her mind.
she becomes free.
she gets bored, puts the flower back for a bit, have fun but it gets annoying
so girl keeps putting and removing the flower as she feels, feeling fun at the world, no matter how many dangers she's always safe but the flower always keeps worrying
so she removes and puts it back not taking her mind seriously.
supposed to be a life lesson to a guy in the first arc.
Maya
it was only after meeting death, the white horse that mind became who he is.
maya returns after she grows up, she rode the horse of death and thus knows existence and is fearless, she can now use mind instead of suffering through its fears and spells.
Amen