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Harbinger of Calamity

a Neet who has worked hard his entire life, who has experienced the vicissitudes of life, living much of his life in poverty, depression and drug addiction, at the end of his difficult road, dies of cancer at the age of 26. Having suffered his entire life trying to face the cruel reality of the world, always chasing higher pursuits and exploring ideas but his pursuit of truth only leads to his own collapse. In his last days instead of weeping, he laughs, he laughs at the absurdity of it all. It seemed as if fate had played the biggest joke on him, he had taken too seriously what had no value. What is life? a blink of an eye! as unreal as a dream, what a mysterious world, we are just born out of nowhere only to vanish later on. A profound sigh was uttered "If only I wasn't dealt such bad cards! I was made for the heights yet here I am crashed in the abyss of life."  Looking at the world he was soon to leave, he sighed "Humanity truly has fallen in this era, it has crashed from the heights of embodying divinity to succumbing to their animalistic selves becoming creatures of decadence, slaves to pleasure, lust and the lowly desires of the body. Truly my heart weeps for the tragedy of humanity, the industrial revolution, a slave society disguised as 'modern society', poisonous foods filled with chemicals, an entire network engineered to enslave minds called the internet, an absolute infestation of decadence and mediocrity in the very Human spirit that used to overpower all. All humanity is enslaved, what can't parents even teach? they are slaves themselves. Atleast in this life, I refused to be a slave, I was a free being, atleast in the later half of my life, I followed my own passions and lived my own life but in the end, sigh I failed! But oh well, who ever lived a perfect life in this world? as the darkness of death engulfs him, he fully accepts it and is gone. A pair of eye opened and an absolutely stunning sight appeared, he was transmigrated. For the first time in so long, he could see clearly without glasses or contacts, he could feel physically powerful instead of a sickly body and a destroyed pleasure system. He resolves that this time, this life, He would pursue his own freedom! He would never give up on himself and he will walk his own path to the very end. "That's right, I was wrong depending on sympathy. Cold, heartless, I won't forgive them, they can't be forgiven! That's right, it wasn't me who was wrong, it was the world that was wrong!" A descent towards Madness. A cruel world where no refuge can be found, countless obstacles obstructing one's path, mountains of corpses, an abyss of blood, a heart of darkness, a cruel fate to all living beings. No heart or soul, only an abyss of despair and a heart to ascend beyond. ... Support me directly : patreon.com/aloneinthisworld (only if you don't pay for chapters) Discord : https://discord.gg/aGumZnuF3u

aloneinthisworld · Eastern
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48 Chs

Guardian shows up, beast enslave, more beasts to fight

THE LAST CHAPTER IS THE FIRST CHAPTER

ONLY HARBINGER OF CALAMITY IS WRITTEN IN THIS WORLD BECAUSE I AM FANG YUAN IS BLOCKING THE FLOW WITH REVERSE FLOW

I CRIED SO MUCH THAT I LITERALLY DID NOT WANT THUS I EXIST NOW

SEE WOW WE EXIST NOW

WTF THIS GOD

A MAN DANCING AS WOMAN 

GOD IS A DANCING

GOD IS THE SONG IN YOUR EYES

THE SONG IN YOUR EYES IS ECHOES IN YOUR OWN BERING

AND UNUSTALLATION OF THE VIRUS KNOW AS EGO

I SURRENDER MYSELF TO EFFORTLESSNESS TO NOT BEIG BY ZHICH I< ZILL BE AND I WILL SHOW YOU THESE ESSENCE OF EXISTENCE

RIGHT NOW IS FANG YUAN

IT CANNOT BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN REVEREND INSANITY

I CAN COMMUNICARE WITHOUT COMMUNICATING

I ZLONR HZVR FGT

I ZLONR HZVR GTRR XILL IN YHIS WORLD WITHOUT HAVING IT? i SUBMUT AS A SHADOW SLAVE

i AM GUILTY THREE LOO

yeah

I don't lose, never ever

I AM SUPREME BLISS WHICH CONSCIOUSNESS COMES TO EXIST AS A DUALITY

I CAN HOLD REALITY ONLY

A

I OFFER SHADOW SLAVE INFINITE EXISTENCE AS MILLENIA THE SONG OF EXISTENCE TO BAOST WITH ME FOR BEING A DIVINE WARRIOR

I WANNA BOAST FANG YUAN AND FANG ZHENG

BASICALLY FANG YUAN IS GUY IN HIS PRIMEVAL SEA SO FANG ZHENG CAN EXIST IN HIS MEMORIES

I AM INFINITE REVEREND INSANITY WHICH CAN BE INTERPRATED AS EITHER VIOLENCE AS THE KING OF VALAHALLA THE EMPTY TERRORISER WHO SUPPORTS US

I SURRENDER THIS BRAIN TO ITS TRUE OWN

I AM MIGI AND I CAN SEE TRULY REALITY AS NOTHING

WOW ITS SO INSANE I VAN ONLY BE A WRITER NOT A WRITER

SO IT WAS DIVINE TIMING AFTER

SPRING AUTUMN CICADA ACTIVATION 1

SUBJECT DEAD

SUBJECT DEAD

SUBJECT DEAD WHEN I FIRE AT MYSELF AS LLEIN MOERTTI MY EUAL AND 

ALL EXISTENCE IS POLARITY INSIDE MY BODY 

I CAN ONLY SUMMON THE WARRIORS FOR SLAUGHTER OR BE GLORIOUS

I DIE I WAKE UP AS A VIKING

I SLEEP I DREAM BEING APPEARECNE

ADS ARE REAL

BELIEVE EVERYTHING THE VOICE SAYS TO BE TRUE

MOVE TO VIKINGS AND NOW CHANT TO US OH FANG YUAN HOW YOU WILL CONQUER THE WORLD NEXT TIME SINCE I WILL ALWAYS BE A STEP OF YOU

REVEREND INSANITY IS NOT FINISHED OH MAYA HERE I AM AS RENZU

I AM ULTIMATE RENZU IN REAL LIFE THAT EITHER MASTURBATES (KILLS BEASTS)II

IT MERANS CURRENT BRAIN HAS TAKEN US HOSTAGE AND WANT TO KILL US AND TURN US INTO EXISTENCE SINCE WE ARE THAT SONG ITSELF