Blank Spaces

After your little adventure in your back yard you both went to shower but before you could reach the bathroom your phone began ringing

sehun: just leave it

you: it could be work

sehun: even more of a reason to not answer dont you think

you: come one

sehun: fine

he watched as you picked up the phone answering it

you: hello

?: is this Kim y/n

you: yes this is

you looked at sehun who was confused

?: him my name is Min Yoongi I am a doctor her at Busan General Hospital

you: Dr. Min what is going on

Dr. Min: I have a patient her by the name of Kim Ye-rim

you: yeri is she okay what happened

Dr. Min: she was in a little accident on her way to work nothing to serious but she does need someone to some pick her up

you: of course I am on my way now

Dr. min: i will let her know

you hung up rushing to out of the room

sehun: what is going on

you: yeri is at the hospital she got in an accident

sehun: how serious is it

you: the doctor said not very

sehun: then calm down y/n

he grabbed you shoulders as you were about to go down the stairs

you: she is in the hospital

sehun: and its not very serious nothing is gonna come from you rushing off there expect you getting hurt take a moment okay

you: sehun

sehun: at least go change you have mud all over your clothes do you really want her to see that

you looked down at your clothes

you: fine

after both of you changed sehun drove you both to the hospital cause he was the better driver and it was raining even harder than before. getting there you immediately run to her room not bothering to knock. when you saw her sitting in the bed. you rushed to her

you: yeri what happened

you looked her over each bandage and scratch

yeri: the roads were very slick and my car swerved off the road into a ditch

you: are you okay

yeri: yeah it was nothing serious but the paramedic insisted I went to the hospital

sehun: just cause you seem fine doesn't mean there isn't any underlying injuries

you: he is right have you gotten a CAT scan or an MRI

yeri: dont baby me y/n

you: yeri

yeri: yes they did and they also did blood work okay

you: and the results

yeri: nothing is broken and the blood tests will be out any minute now so dont worry okay

you: I will be less worried when we get the news okay

yeri: I should have had them call jin

you: oh don't worry I called him

yeri: you did what

you: i figured that since I got the call you didn't call him so I took it upon myself to call him. he is leaving work now and should get here any minute

yeri: do you know how worried he is gonna be

you: do you know how mad he is gonna be that you didn't call him

yeri: do you think its gonna be bad

you: yeah

she pouted like a child which made you sigh

you: i will make sure he doesn't yell

yeri: how

you: i dont know

she laid back down. we sat talking about nothing important when the door opened

jin: yeri are you okay

he bursted in panicked

yeri: i am fine

not taking her word for it he looked her over from head to toe and then frowned at her

jin: you were in a car accident and you called y/n and not me. what if you had died and i didn't get there to be in your last moments. did you ever think about that

yeri looked at you for help

you: jin

jin: what

he yelled at you. raising your eyebrow he looked at you and then calmed down

you: yeri called me because she knew she was fine and didn't want to worry you. she did it out of love

yeri: what y/n said because i love you

jin: sehun if y/n got in a car accident but didn't call you how would you feel

you looked at sehun to support you and yeri

sehun: i would be beyond pissed

so much for calming jin down. you glared at sehun

sehun: you can't ask me to lie if you got in an accident and didn't call me I would be on the first flight to where ever you are to yell at you

Jin: see any man would be angry

yeri: thanks a lot y/n

you: me I wasn't the one that got in a car crash and didn't tell my boyfriend

yeri: yeah but you were the one that

you: shut up

she closed her mouth

sehun: she did what

you: nothing

he looked at you suspicious

sehun: no what did you do... jin

jin: i have no idea

you: cause nothing happened

sehun: something happened tell me right now y/n

you: sehun

he just raised an eye brow

you: fine last year I was mugged

sehun: you were what

he yelled

you: i was walking in the park one night on my way home. And this man clearly drunk pulled a knife on me.

sehun: he did what

you: Just listen will you. Like I was saying he pulled a knife on me and proceeded to try and rob me. But like I said he was drunk and was easily deterred.

sehun: what do you mean deterred

you: he was waving the knife around and I incapacitate him

sehun: incapacitate him

you: I knocked the knife away and leg swiped him and he fell and was out cold on the ground. I then called the cops and he spent the night in a cell sobering out and no charges were pressed cause i was trying to keep a clean image which is why none of the press got word of it either happy.

you sighed and he just looked at you

sehun: you... you

he was speechless and then his face went bright red

you: sehun

sehun: do you know how dangerous that is why are you walking home at night by yourself. do you still

you: yeah sometimes

sehun: you just want to get killed dont you

you: you act like I cant defend myself okay and I didn't almost get killed he was to drunk

sehun: and what about the next guy that is completely sober huh. what if its not money or your jewelry they are after next but you. Your name is everywhere now you are worth a lot more than you think the could kidnap you hold you for ransomed or they could do things to you do you understand the danger

you: i understand that sehun but

sehun: but nothing. you are no longer allowed to go anywhere by yourself

you: allowed you are not my boss you dont get to do that

sehun: you want a bet

you: yeah I do

you glared at him and he glared at you.

yeri: hey guys why dont we calm down

jin: yes neither of you meant what you said to the other

you: I meant every word

sehun: So did I

you looked at him rolling your eyes

you: i cant do this anymore

sehun: what does that mean

you: exactly what is sounds like

yeri: y/n

you: i need to be alone

jin: y/n dont do this

you: i just cant

you threw your hands up and began walking out of the room

sehun: get back here we are not finished

you: i am

you kept walking out of the room all the way to the elevator. pressing the button immediately you slid into the first open one sehun followed behind you. There was a moment of silence your heart tightened

sehun: i think this is far enough

you: thank god. I really could take another minute of fake fighting with you

sehun: me either it was killing me raising my voice like that

he pulled you into his arms quickly you wrapped yours around his waist

you: it felt so real

sehun: a little to real

you: would our fights be like that in the future

sehun: no

you looked up at him

you: how do you know

sehun: cause we wont fight

you: everyone fights

sehun: not us

you: why is that

sehun: because we can work through our problems without arguing and yelling.

you: your saying you will never get so angry at me you just yell

sehun: thats exactly what I am saying

you: what if something like my mugging happens and I didn't tell you when it happens or I end up in the hospital and I dont call you

sehun: those are small petty problems y/n as long as you are safe thats all I care about

you: there has to be something that just pushes your buttons until you snap

sehun: are you trying to start a fight

you: no but everyone has a boiling point whats yours

sehun: you should never want to know that

you: why

sehun: because it is not something you can change

you: but i want to know. we should be able to tell each other everything

sehun: Every time you flinch away from me. Every time I see you standoffish from me because something he did it makes me just want to scream or yell out of frustration. You are still healing and its holds me back from all the things I want to do with you but your not quite ready for yet.

you nodded your head it made sense. even though you didn't think he noticed there were times when he touched you and you had flashbacks to jungkook or when you round a corner and he is just standing there looking at you their is that little spike of fear in your heart that he is gonna do something to you. you know he is not jungkook and would never hurt you but it still hurts. You placed your head on his chest

sehun: your not upset

you: of course not. its not something any of us can control and I am working on it the best i can but until i get over it i can never give you my 100%.

sehun: thats not what I am saying. what I meant was i get angry at you for letting him put you in this position. how you were so strong and you let him break you down so much that by time you started building yourself up you were having trouble finding all the pieces. But dont worry y/n cause i will fill in those gaps every blank spot I will write my name across it until you are covered in nothing but my love.

he kissed the top of your head as the doors to the elevator opened. he grabbed your hand and led you through the lobby. Holding his hand being next to him made you feel safer than you every thought was possible. Knowing that he truly loves you and will never leave you. Letting go of the past will be hard but with him next to you anything is possible.