Have You Finally Come To Realize It?

Gu Xijiu felt alright when she did not think about it. However, her head was in pain every time she started to think. It felt like a drill was digging into her skull. She crouched while covering her head with her hands, and started crying. "I don't want to think about it; it hurts…"

She cried for a while, but no one showed up to comfort her. She felt disappointed, but she had to stand up and continue to move forward. Liar! Cheapskate! How could he have abandoned her just because of a fish! She kept wondering why she got headaches whenever she tried to think about her past. Was this a side effect of being a clone?

She wondered if what Di Fuyi had said about her losing her memories was true. She wondered whether Brother Zhao had lied to her. Several doubts started forming in her mind. She looked up at the sky and felt lost.