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He's looking at me, trying to understand what I just told him. But I don't think he'll ever understand.

- So, you picked up the knife, to free her.

- Thats what I just said.

- And to free her, you had to stab her.

- She wasn't herself anymore.

- You already knew that she was a C.B.R then.

- She wasn't a C.B.R. She just turned into one of them.... She wasn't only human....

This time, with tears I was hardly holding back, I looked at him in the eyes.

- She was my mom.

I had to calm down before being able to face him again.

- How did the C.B.R broke in ?

- I don't know.

- How did you kill it ?

- I don't know..

- Did you stab your mother without feeling anything ?

- I don't...

- What did you feel after stabbing her ?

- I don...

- Did you feel happy ?

- I...

- Revield ?

- I DON'T KNOW !!!

I stood up, and hit the table so brutaly, that he got suprised.

- I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS FEELING AFTER KILLING MY MOTHER, I DON'T KNOW IF I WAS HAPPY OR REVIELD !! I JUST LOST MY MOTHER, I'M ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD, AND HERE I AM, ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS OF THE BEST ASSH*LE OF THE WORLD !

I calmed down, and sitted.

- I just want to go home... I just want to see my mother, even if it will never be possible again...

Tears were flowing out on there own. I was so tired. I took my legs up, and, while holding them thigtly against my chest, I buried my head there, and cried. I didn't want to answer his questions anymore. And he just left. I was revield, and cried. After that, he didn't come back. I waited there a long time. A very, very, very long times. I was so thirsty after crying so much... But I could only wait. I waited hours. Didn't know if it was morning or afternoon anymore. Maybe night. And it was so cold here... I'm still with my close, full of two different blood. The door opened, and just when I though I was gonna see the assh*le again, a beautiful black lady came in. She had short black hair, and black eyes, with a lot of beauty. What a shame to be a police agent..

- Hello sweetheart.

She was holding a plastic bag.

- You don't wanna talk with me ?

-...Hi.

- What a beautiful voice. Comme with me. I got some cloth's for you ! though you would rather wear something else then those bloody cloths.

I nooded, and followed her to the bathroom. The cloth were just a pair of pants and shirt with shoes. After dressing up, I got out, but something is weird. I looked into the mirror, and, has I though, those cloth's were mine. I just didn't wear them. Same thing for the shoes. Has I got out, the police lady wasn't there anymore. Instead, a man, in black suit was there. He was bold and looked like a bodyguard.

- May Delaunay ?

He didn't look very reassuring, but, something inside me told me that I could tell him.

- Thats me.

- Follow me, if you don't want to stay here for the next hours. The police will probably put you in a foster family, and who now's how they will treat you.

He was right. I looked behind me. No one. Then I nooded, and followed him. We got out of the police station through a back door, and, just like in the movies, there was a black car waiting. I got in. Another man, with a suit, got the car starting.

- Name is Tony, and da big scary looking guy is Jack. He's notta bad guy and gotta soft heart actually, said the driver.

- I'm...

- May Delaunay. We already know, don't y'a worry.

He was talking with a dialect. I could guess he wasn't from here. But I don't think i'm in the position to ask anything. The one named Jack came at the back with me.

- You talk too much, Tony.

- Just being friendly with da lady, y'know, don't want her to get scared like da last one.

- Your accent is going to scare them more then anything. People can't understand half the things you say.

The driver just laughed and we left the dark road. Suddenly, the door we came out from was opened brutaly, and the man that intorraged me was there, and looked at the car. No, not the car. Me. He was looking at me. Definetly looking at me. Tony drived faster.

- Didn't think they would notice so fast !

- Humm.. Did I get engaged in something illegal...?

Jack looked at me with pitiful eyes. He looked sorry. Then he patted my head.

- I wish it was illegal for you, but its not. Kiddo, the things that are going to happen to you from now on will be even worse then illegal.

I shivered in fear. I knew he was right. But I didn't want to go in a foster family. And if I were to back to school here, kids would fear me. They would call me a killer, or worse. I don't have the courage to face them. So i'm running away. I don't know were, but to me right now, even if I regret it later, now is the best choice. I was sleepy, but scared at the same time. If i close my will I see my mother ? Or the monster ? Well, screw it ! Not long after, a fell asleep. It was dark very dark. Don't even know were I am.

- Hello ?

My voice echoed. It was so dark that I could barely see my hands. I walked, without knowing where I was going. Suddenly, someone laughed. i turned around looking from where it could have come from, but its so dark I can't see anything... I am starting to be scared...

- Who are you ? Where are you ?

- Well, well, well... we finally meet, May.