Born of Blood (V)

I walk away from the druid knowing I will gain next to nothing and even be hurt if I attack him due to him only playing around with me. It hurts that I couldn't beat someone much younger than me in all my years I have never seen someone as talented for druidic arts then him he's only 22 years old and already an archdruid. Wait my thoughts they are getting confused or mixed with the memories of the dead I have come from they died due to a regular plague, but they were all prodigies of their arts even being mana deficient as they were.

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I take my human form again the clothes of blood forming around me I finally say "Natasha have you seen enough to prove yourself right that I was and am only a monster. I am injured and dying so I wouldn't mind being killed when trying to recover but let Nuio live he or she has done nothing wrong. I have killed no humanoid species but still my kind are hunted like dogs."

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I stop pausing and begin to speak again "I have read the history of this world many times over this world is chaotic but whenever one of my species appear the fights stop only for them to hunt down my kind like we are the plague. I have memories that are not my own my body and mind are in chaos my form is evershifting ever broken I am just a mere shadow of life a simplle creature twisted and broken by humanities thoughts."

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She finally steps out from the shadows saying "You were judged by an Elder Ent to be nonthreatening why? They hate all humanoids or creatures that hurt their kind and yet you are treated like a druid yourself and stop lying I know your not that old to know the history of this world or have read that much you are only a day old."

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I laugh saying "that is where your wrong I may have been born hours ago but my soul LOOK at it its corrupted by others tainted by humanity the kindness of an otherworlder who was hated by this world but still worked hard to appease it he gave his all to nature and was loved by it, but the world hated him and took the path to power from him mana. A kid with a dream to be a great artificer was diagnosed with mana deficiency, but he kept at what he wanted making inventions that surpass it all only to be killed at his prime due to the World sending a plague."

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"Does this make you laugh does it make you scream for me I lost all emotions from these events I erased them but still I feel Joy, Sorrow, Anger, Despair, and Regret why must you humans complicate everything with emotion I hate it it changes everything ever action must be considered with case lest you feel regret you must protect that which makes you happy it was so much easier with just instincts."

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"That is what life does it is chaotic unpredictable and makes everything change." She then vanishes and I feel her Prescence just disappear. I guess I have to sort my thoughts and actually deal with everything and be my own person or being, I guess. It takes me a week to sort out the memories and incorporate them into myself without losing my individuality. I begin to move the blood that solidified on my surface cracking open revealing the bright red color on the surface.

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It quickly takes the form of burnt flesh scarred beyond recognition with the sockets where the eyes would be scarred over. I smile the fake face separating with a burst of blood I laugh my insanity leaking out. I am truly not human, and I should be proud of it I shall devour but that doesn't mean I am without purpose my goal my want is to rule over this world where gods exist so I shall finally grow in strength I won't forget those who help me, nor will I provide mercy to those who antagonize or anger me for I was born from animosity and malice's plague.

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[Access Gained]

[Activate Status?]

"What are you?"

[I do not exist I merely quantify all never interact yet you reached out for me?]

[So I responded and will show you your progress]

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[Status]

Name: Undecided

Crafting Skills:

Alchemist/ Carpenter / Formation/ Golemancy/ Geomancy/ Puppetry/ Potionology/ Pharmacist/ Poisonolgy/ Blacksmith/ Blood Ruminator/ Rune Ruminator/ Magic Theology - All At Grandmaster

Runic Creation (Perfection), Blood Arts (Beyond Perfection), Transformation Art (Acceptable), Armology (Novice)-{The combination of every creation art},