learning

my name is Toyama Katashi well I'm the kid that get bullied and can't fight back and when I fight back I will always in the wrong wither I help people or not I was always the wrong person people look at me as if I'm trash and today I came home with injury on my body and face.

"I fucking hate them"(katashi)

my so called parent says that I will live separately from them because in one incident.

(flash back)

I was in a party with my parents and they were many people my dad boss invite him there were many people I stay as far from females as possible after successfully avoid females old or not because I don't trust them.

"hey katashi why are you avoid every body?"(brother)

"I don't know anyone here and I don't want attention."(katashi)

my brother tried to say something then the light suddenly go out then a music started to play it like a bar then people started to dance I was in the crowed I was trying to find a place to not get crushed.

"YOUNG MISS"

I hear the guard calling young miss I just don't care I was about to get to the corner then someone bump me from behind it was a strong bump I tried to catch my balance I was about to fall I was hoping there were no female I accidentally fall on.

"shitshitshitshitshitshit"(katashi)

I manage to catch my balance I saw a girl in front of me trying to find a way out of the crowed and again some fucking bump me from behind and this one is strong I could not catch my balance.

"OUT OF THE WAY!!!"(katashi)

the music was too loud that my voice can do anything I think she heard me the person behind her bump her too then I fall on her.

"I'M SORRY!!!"(katashi)

I tried to get off her as fast as I can then she started to scream.

"PERVERT!!!"

then the music stop I knew I fucked up.

"you are coming with me"

the guys in black lift me up and take me outside and says that I wait until a party over.

"wait until the party is over you can walk around the mansion but don't you dare try to run"

"if I run and where am I suppose to go? I'm just a middle schooler"(katashi)

he did not respond.

I was explore the outside mansion and inside I was scared and nervous after the party over I was in my dad boss room my family are glaring at me.

"katashi you almost ruined the party"

"it's not my fault he's the one who fall on me"

"I'm sorry sir I was trying to get out of the crowed I don't want to get crushed and I'm sorry miss Hirota Manami for this"(katashi)

"sorry?! after you fall on my daughter you should have never been here"

I look at the ground and I can feel my whole family glare they look at me like I'm a garbage after she said that my parents drive and I'm get home they say that I have one week to pack my stuff and leave.

"what?! are you gonna kick me out because of that?"(katashi)

"yes you should leave"(Yuka)

I have no chance to win this so I walk out of the room and stayed in my room for 1 week the butler take food to my room every day and when the day come I leave they send me a small a mount of cash enough for me to eat in a month if I use it properly now I hate them.

(in the apartment)

I was patching my wound because the bully keep hitting me when I'm on the ground.

"motherfuckers"(katashi)

I've been bully since middle school because of that incident.

"I need to learn how to fight or maybe kill those fuckers"(katashi)

I been in a fight before and I was the wrong to defending my self and I have enough of it.

"I'll skip 3 days to school"(katashi)

my parents just don't care about me or they forget about the money I get every month when I'm done patching my self I go a store and buy ingredients I put on my hoodie and go to a store I go to a book store to find something that can help me in fights.

"let see if there are any books that can help me"(katashi)

I go in the store I search for a while then I come a cross a boxing book as if right now I need to learn how to punch and throw I work what I can find I pick up the book and read the book one of it page it's detail so I buy it and go home started to read it.

"I remember there hand to hand to fight manga and mahwa"

I've read some manga and manhwa like, the boxer, Lookism, but I don't remember the moves that day I learn how to dodge and counter and I do push ups when it's time to sleep.