Chapter 27

Next morning when I woke up, I am feeling slight headache but I am fully conscious now and to my surprise I remember everything that happened in that house yesterday (though I don't understand why people say that after drinking they don't remember anything) plus I too know what happened when I reached home, lastly I wrote something in my diary but I don't exactly remember what is it. So I just get up from the bed, move towards my study table pick up my diary and read the yesterday line which I wrote that is "I finally found the escape route, yeah!!." I kept my diary down, start getting ready for the college and whole the time this line running in my mind.

While I am in the cab, travelling towards the school some thoughts keep poking in mind and I think somehow I have find the conclusion now which is

Siya: Yesterday, everything was not at all bad. In fact I really like the way how boys behavior were completely gentleman even though drugs, alcohol and girls are involve. Though I am not still that much comfortable with Erik touch, but this could be my escape so, I can adjust I guess. If I can taste other types of alcohol then there won't be no issue. (And considering all such points, I jump to a conclusion is I am going with this escape route only)

As usual I stopped my cab some distance away from the school and start walking towards the school after sometime I can sense someone is walking little bit behind me. Without looking at back I know he is Erik because of his aura (before you could say or think anything else, I can feel aura sometimes and may be this the reason I know beforehand that whether person is good or bad or simply I am safe with them or not). So, I continued my walk for some more minutes expecting to him to come and walk beside me and when I see he is not going to come, I speak out loud

Siya: Till when your are going to follow like a stalker?

Erik: (finally coming beside me and walking) Umm I am not a stalker and I come late so, I am walking behind you. Leave this how did you know its me?

Siya: (rolling my eyes at him and muttering to myself) May be your aura is so pathetic that I can sense it and I am quite familiar with it.

Erik: Hey, where are you lost, answer me?

Siya: Its been a long time since I know you so, I know its you. Simple.

Erik: Ohh Okay.

After twenty minutes I guess we reach in the school, my first class is with Vicz and thinking about it, bring smile at my face. I bid my good byes to Erik and move in to the class, Vicz is not their in the class so I call her to know where she is but she is not picking up and rather than to wait patiently I keep calling her repeatedly but she is not keeping it up, this whole scene ending up in me getting frustrated and angry too. Around waiting for may be ten minutes here class door open, she come in and look at me with a smile but soon it got replaced with frown may be after seeing my face expression which are full of frustration and anger.

Slowly with careful steps she come to me as if I am going to eat her raw, though I can but I am not going to be that harsh but surely she is going to be scolded. As soon as she is three steps away from me

Siya: How...

Before I can speak anything else she just shut my mouth with a tight hug or I would say a bear hug, my eyes open wide with a shock but I hugged her back too but lightly. After some minutes we broke our hug, she took a step back and wiped my tears, this actually took me by a surprise because I have never cried or shed tear before anyone plus when my eyes got numb even I am not aware about it till now she wiped it. I guess I just got overwhelmed with too much feeling of emotions, though Vicz's voice broke my train of thoughts.

Vicz: Hey, it okay to feel overwhelmed and I am sorry for not picking up the call I was driving.

Siya: (feeling shy and hesitating lightly) I.. I am not feeling overwhelmed but this h.. happened how I don't know how. Sorry for this.

Vicz now she is sitting beside me from there, she continued the conversation.

Vicz: Hey, baby sis no need to feel sorry for feeling emotions. Its normal when we feel angry, worried for someone, frustrated.. umm you know they are too many emotions and when we don't know when, which and how to use one.. they got jumble up and it would possibly going to vent out by aggressive behavior or crying. Its okay, please smile a little it suits you, yeah!.

Siya: (smiling) Yeah, okay and thank you.

With this teacher also entered in the class, after an hour class ended and together we go canteen and sit there with our drinks, hot chocolate and cold coffee respectively, I initiated the conversation,

Siya: (hesitantly) Umm I am sorry for calling you repeatedly because when you didn't pick up my call after first ring I got worried for you plus one of the thought that come to my mind was may be you are angry from me.

Vicz: Ohh don't be sorry it happens. You know you should learn the chapter of patience, believing and trusting others.

Siya: I do trust and believe you.

Vicz: ( After thinking for a bit) What I mean is we should know one thing that whomsoever we call or want to contact to, they may not be able to contact or call you back because they might be busy or got stuck in some work. You should wait for them to reply you and not to doubt them or your self.

Siya: Hmm okay, I will try my best.

Vicz: See these things can be learn with practice and we don't have to rush while practicing, take baby steps. As in first try with learning how to wait or keep patience then try to learn how to self doubt less.

Siya: (smiling) okay.

After our conversation we sit in the silence, we may have waited for around 10 minutes then bell ringed again. We get up, move towards our next class which are not same and this is the only class that I share with almost half of my football team mate, here I go and sit in. The class is still quite empty plus teacher is also not there so, I start playing game on my phone, after some minutes I heard Pixie's voice near me and I look up, here she is standing with a girl and waiting for me to give her the attention.

Pixie: Hey Siya, this is Jasmine or you can call her Jazz and Jazz she is Siya.

Siya: Hey

Jazz: Hey

This new girl, like an angel but with black wings. She is somewhat milky white skin, in fact she is fairer than me plus sharp features on the face and she is in perfect slim fit body shape. I think she has some obsession with black color because the whole clothing she is wearing is of black color, in accessories she is wearing watching which is of also black color. Apart from all of this, here aura is somewhat different and confusing because it has two sides possibly, one has energy which is rich don't give a damn and full of egoistic and attitude and second one can't guess now. But one strange thing is I am not uncomfortable with her.

However, my little thought process break with voice Jazz (and yeah she has voice which you can fall for easily, a mixture of seduction, sweetness, soul southing. You can't ignore it, it will make you smile)

Jazz: (Hesitantly) umm can I sit beside you if you don't mind?

Siya: (smiling) Yeah sure.

After an hour bell ring again, so we bid good bye to each other and I go for my last four classes which are with Erik and I don't know why but my natural smile always slipped away whenever I am with him or have to be with him. However I enter in my next class, a sigh in relief seeing Erik is still not in the class I go and sit in the second last seat. After few minutes Erik comes, we look at each other and smiled, soon he comes and sit beside me. Soon teacher also comes in, she start teaching us but here Erik is not paying attention in the class and disturbing me too by passing me written on small notes.

.... (written conversation through it)

Erik: I want to show you something now and here?

Siya: What?

With this he opened his phone and give me the phone, here I can see an image which possibly looking like a fetus shape but it is all covered in a blood. Though somehow my mind said to me its a dead fetus but I want to confirm it.

Siya: What is this?

Erik: (emotionless voice) My dead fetus.

Siya: (whispered yell) what the hell?

Erik: (emotionless) I had sex with a girl, she got pregnant I asked to her to get abortion and send me the picture of the dead fetus as proof.

Siya: Okay (Though, internally I am screaming because I am hell angry because I am in love with kids especially smaller ones, here he is showing me this. I hate it and it somehow filled rage in me but I can't express my thoughts can I, off course not. About one thing I am absolutely sure that is he is complete psycho).

....

With this our conversation ended, class continued and like this school got over. After this I reached home, studied for a little eat my dinner and called it a night.