Chapter 11

Hi guys I just wanted to talk about an issue I was having, I am trying to mix my personality with the personality of Alucard from the YouTube parody HellSing ultimate. So him being a douche is the plan until later (I am trying to do character development.)

As for the nun, I was trying to show you guys the darker side of him, I am just confused why so many people complain about that.. in his prospective he was just saving time by killing her. If you want a "good" MC this is not it.

Sorry for my ranting, it's just I read 2-3 comments about the nun and 1 about my character being a douche.

===>1 year later<===

It's been a whole year since I become a vampire, and I am more and more happy with my decisions so far. I have 3 elders. Marcel who has completely taken over New Orleans with 3 thousand vampires under him, he is happy to be under me, I secretly compelled him to tell me what he thinks about me and the clan, he said he was happy with his life and also will do anything for me and the clan. Raphael who I have made the pastor and training instructor of our clan, I didn't want to force him to kill, the man really wanted to be a pastor and teach the younger generations of vampires restraint and survival skills. I needed a replacement for Raphael, so I turned the oldest vampire there is. Cain, he was living in the sewers. He was living in there because he was afraid of hurting a loved one accidentally with the mark of Cain, so I offered him a way out. He will become an elder in my clan, and I would save him from the mark. He of course agreed, we of course "we" needed to teach him leadership, speaking and writing in a proper way and how to deal with people before we gave him the responsibility. Today was Clary's birthday, we were laying down on my bed,

<Dante?>

<Yes Clary?>

<I love you>

<I love you too sweetheart.>

I wouldn't call the things I feel for her love. But it was slowly blossoming into it. I have been slowly opening up to her about my how lonely I feel, how people see me as a literal monster (she thinks I am a monster in business). It's been affecting me mentally, so her support has kept me sane this past year.

<I am going out with my girlfriends to dance tonight, do you want to come?>

I couldn't, tonight is the night which her mother will be kidnapped by her father and he was going to meet jace, just thinking about MY Clary kissing the prick makes me want to commute genocide.

<Nah I have board meeting with my employees. But I bought you something,>

I stood up(I was naked), walked to the closet near the bed and took out a gift I had prepared for her. A dress, it costed me more than three thousand dollars but it was worth to see her beautiful smile.

<I can't accept that, it's too expensive.>

<Take it, it identifies that expensive>

She took it kissed me and went to the bathroom. The vixen was tempting me with her swaying ass... I stood up and went into the shower to help by "wash" herself.

===>Tomorrow<===

I was nervous, Clary's mom was kidnapped by Valentine and Clary learned about the shadow world. Now she was at my living room sitting on my couch.

<Clay? What happened? You look devastated.>

<Dante my mom was kidnapped by my father who is a criminal in a supernatural world, you must think I am crazy. Right?>

<No Clary, you aren't crazy, you are a shadow hunter, someone who protects the mundanes, I mean humans from demons.>

<How do you know about all of this?>

She stood up and looked at me with eyes screaming with betrayal.

<I am a vampire Clarissa. I am a part of the shadow world.>

She slapped me and started backing away from me.

<Stay away from me you monster.>

<Clarissa, please listen to me.>

<Get away from me you blood sucking abomination.>

I... the first time in my life, felt broken. Like something inside of me broke, I only opened my heart to Magnus and her. She just got in the elevator and left with eyes that shoved only one emotion. Fear... I went mad... destroyed everything in my house and screaming for hours. I felt anger, self-loathe and madness. If I stay without help, I may just go berserk, every single person who I met in the pasty year have looked at me like I was a monster. Only Clary and Magnus hadn't done that. And now a woman who I started loving has left me because I am a monster... I went near a special safe hidden inside the floor and took out a yellow substance. This blood is like heroine, it just doesn't harm or makes vampires addicted to it. Normally even a full shot glass is too much. But In the spur of the moment I drowned the whole thing. I need help, I am going to Magnus's apartment. I opened the window but before I could turn into bats to fly Raphael and Cain came in. I only told them to clean this shit up and went to Magnus's front door. When I got there I knocked on the door.

<Yes?>

The door opened and I saw Magnus.

<Dante, you really need a drink>

I just looked at him and went in.