Fake love

Hours of horror,

Hours of hate,

loathing my self

whose within this cage.

The words you said

still hurt me .

if I change myself ,

would you love me?

Now I feel like I have given up,

the words I built my self on

has finally crumbled down.

The castle of sand

which was built on our love ,

has finally broken just like our love.

I have lost myself ,

in this love.

I keep trying to please you,

but I don't think I can hold on forever.

Because I just realized,

the love we had was all fake.

For this love we changed ,

or was it only me ,

that made myself the person you liked me to be ?

I have given up on us now,

because I just realized what we had

was always fake love.

and I have grown tired of this fake love.