Jungkook it's my fault

Jimin pov

It was the usual, it always was the usual, nothing ever happened here, in this deserted town, everyone knew everyone .

My life was amazing just before that happened, I was living happly just before that happened and then I moved here and with me so did the rumors ,no one spoke about it but it was always in their minds . The fact that I was different from them made them shiver in dread or disgust I don't know.

In school the atmosphere was always heavy no one broke the silence it was so silent that it was eerie ,you could see the looks I got from everyone no one would understand but him and he ...

BANG! The door bursts open and everyone who fell asleep in class jolt awake, who could blame them the teacher was going on about something , something I didn't quite remember as every pair of eyes turned to the new person , a guy with brown eyes and unruly black hair walked in he was so similar to him ,so eerily similar to him, holding or more like clutching his army bag he walked in with an air of confidence ,he walked with big strikes to the back ,sharp gasps where taken from some people around me but what made me more curious was his name Jungkook, if I heard right was being wispered from ear to ear as people took glances at him ,it wasn't that he was good looking or had a frown on his face or the way he moved with confidence that made it eeire but it was his name ,in this town everyone knew everyone but his name never came up and he can't be new they knew him the way they looked at home made me believe they knew him but I felt as tho did I ,his name it was something I heard before and I feel like it was before I came hear but from where ??

He came in and sat down far away from me not even noticing me , passing by me I noticed his arm clenched now and then , his fingers where long and slender which held on to his bag.

I walked up and introduced myself, he looked shocked his eyes wide but soon smiled ,there was something about that smile it didn't look forced rather sad and as I walked away , I heard my name being called, he voice was so familiar but why couldn't I remember.

"it was not your fault , Jimin ,it wasn't anyone fault."

these words brought back so many memories that I tried to forget, memories flooded my brain and when I looked up he was gone.

I felt tears tumbling down my cheek ,why couldn't it rain today..

I could only mumble to my self who sat in class with a tear stained face as if he could hear me, " it was all my fault, Jungkook and I will never be okay with it ,I really miss you."