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Crap. They don't know. I just brushed it off, before V said something.

"What's wrong Soosh? Your never this depressed in your covers."

He had a look of concern for the youngest one, along with Kookie. They both walked over to the youngest one, who was sitting on the edge of the couch, a sleeping Yoongi on his lap.

"Guys, look. Ever since I got accepted, I... um.. having been eating properly.."

He said in the quiet voice of his, which had Tae and Kookie with wide eyes.

"Also the um.. fans haven't been too accepting of me..."

He scratched the back of his neck, before alien and kookie gave him a squishing hug, lowkey trying not to wake Yoongi.

-Hours later-

Soo had waken up before all the other members did. He got dressed after taking a shower, and headed to the practice room, where he was working on one of BTS covers. He did Boy Meets Evil, since he thought it would fit him being depressed but added Lie to create a Mashup. He didn't let the others know where he was, since he wanted to be alone. He worked on the mashup over 5 times with no break in between. It took a toll on him, since he skipped lunch. He wanted to prove to himself that he was better then he was now.

About the 9th time, it was already 7:45 at night, and Soo was exhausted physically and mentally, but he needed to keep practicing. He didn't even realize that the others had came into the room, since they got a clip from J-hope, since he came down around 6:30 to watch a little bit of it. Soo called it quits after his muscles were straining. He was breathing over excessively fast, and slid down the glass mirror, before his head dropped down, beads of sweat dripping down the side of his face.

J-hope had ran over with a towel and wiped the sweat of the youngest, who was now dizzy from lack of rest. His head drooped down to Hobi's shoulder and stayed there, while hobi picked him up, and carried him back with the help of jin and RM, while the other four went back to apartment they were in.

The door had opened, and in came a worried Hobi and RM, with an exhausted Soo who had fallen asleep while Hobi carried him. They all sat on the couch, worried why the youngest one would try to exhaust himself for long hours with no breaks. Soo's head was on RM's lap, while his chest and back was on Jimin and the rest of him, either off the couch, or on the nearest members lap.

It was nearly three hours and Soo hadn't woke up yet, until he shifted off of Jimin and almost onto the floor. He had his clothes changed and his hair was everywhere. It took him to get adjusted to the light, before he tried sitting up, before yoongi told him it'd be safer to lay back down so the blood doesn't rush to his brain.

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"Why did you push yourself Soo, you could have came to one of us." Yoongi spoke to the youngest one, who was trying to sleep on the couch later that day, at Jin's request so the others could know where he is. Yoongi stayed with him, just in case he needed to use him as a pillow.